This Actually Brought Me To Tears.

this actually brought me to tears.

Just a little more, Girlfriend!Robin fluffery.

Robin taking things slow with you. Because even though she's very interested, she needs you to know she is interested in all of you.

She wants to show you she values your words, your thoughts, your time. She wants your heart and all its aspects, so Robin takes the time to show you this.

She's planning little dates and her heart is about to beat out of her chest just thinking about them.

Robin is striving to see you smile, and if it's a bad day she wants to drink in your sadness and be the cup to hold your anger.

She's biting her tongue to allow you to speak to her about the thing you seem to hate about yourself. Collecting all your negative thoughts and memorizing them. Just so she can analyze them, tear them apart and love those things you find negative until you find a way to accept them and be kinder to yourself about them - if not love them.

Robin starts aiming for that relationship with baby steps, asking to hold your hand. The unexpected caress of your cheek while she's talking to you. Silly little compliments that make your heart thump, "those earrings really bring out your smile." She tells you your laughter is her favorite song.

She's latching her pinky with yours when you walk. If you're feeling down, that arm of hers is going over your shoulders to keep you warm from the cold feelings inside of you.

Robin will sit with you and do your secret stress relieving thing with you. No questions asked and have a blast doing it because it's with and for you.

She wants your secrets, she's become a vault for them.

If everyone seems to be on your case, she'll be the one in your corner.

She'll hold you with the care of a raw egg and cuddle in like there's a snow storm around you. She'll kiss you like she'll never kiss again and gaze into your eyes as if gazing out upon the sea's horizon. Robin will burn the feel of your skin, the echo of your biggest sneeze, the glow of your smile, a pain of your tears and the bite of your anger into her memory.

Because she's waited all her life for a love like you. She's been dreaming of a face that ended up being yours.

Robin plans to treat you like the walking dream you are, and she's going to take her precious time doing it. Why?

Because these days with you are the ones she wants to savor for eternity. And she'll be damned if she speeds through her very first love story.