Luxlila

You’re never too old to learn something new. Never stop studying. 

Cant wait to get back from university and start my mini garden

Shyness...

One of my goals this Winter is to become less shy and more comfortable speaking up for myself. I talked about this before but I wanted to dive deeper into myself and understand where this shyness comes from.

I am naturally more introverted. I am aware that being introverted does not equal shyness, but I do enjoy being alone and hanging around people drains me.

Guys make me shy. I don't know why but they do. I am not shy around girls the way I am around guys. I think it's because I think they are super judgmental even though thats just an assumption.

Group settings triggers my shyness as well. I can have a 1 on 1 conversation with a stranger and do fine but put that stranger and I in a group setting, now I don't know how to act.

My shyness has definitely improved but I have a long way to go. And if you're wondering why this is important to me, it is because I see myself living a very fun and amazing life, and being shy and not knowing how to have a simple conversation with people is going to close more doors than open, so its important to me to overcome this.

Thats all,

I love when Black women don't let fear stop them from traveling.

I want the snatched face, body, more fillers, the lymphatic massages, sauna , consistent massages, expensive gym membership, consistent Pilates, unlimited alo wear, have more funds for healthy groceries.

Fall season means having a new Tumblr theme and a getting a whole new personality.