Travel Bucket Lists

Shyness...

One of my goals this Winter is to become less shy and more comfortable speaking up for myself. I talked about this before but I wanted to dive deeper into myself and understand where this shyness comes from.

I am naturally more introverted. I am aware that being introverted does not equal shyness, but I do enjoy being alone and hanging around people drains me.

Guys make me shy. I don't know why but they do. I am not shy around girls the way I am around guys. I think it's because I think they are super judgmental even though thats just an assumption.

Group settings triggers my shyness as well. I can have a 1 on 1 conversation with a stranger and do fine but put that stranger and I in a group setting, now I don't know how to act.

My shyness has definitely improved but I have a long way to go. And if you're wondering why this is important to me, it is because I see myself living a very fun and amazing life, and being shy and not knowing how to have a simple conversation with people is going to close more doors than open, so its important to me to overcome this.

Thats all,

Me 🤝 Turning in 3 assignments late my first week back at school.

This is your reminder to read the Bible.

I try pilates for the first time next week and I'm so excited.

Literally

This month I am trying to be the most healthiest and most productive version of myself. I have a lot of things I want to achieve in life, but because of my location and where I am in life (a freshman student at a big university, but the location is very much rural), my have goals shifted to building discipline while also learning more about enjoying time by myself and getting more comfortable being alone. (I went to the football game by myself, and when I told my family they were kind of like why, don't you have any friends).

Finally going to start decorating my room.