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— ★ !! absence

pairing : matt sturniolo x fem! reader

synopsis : after a huge misunderstanding, you decide to go ghost on social media for some time to yourself…

a/n : about two years ago, i was obsessed with tumblr and my favorite thing to write were smaus because that what was cool back in my day 👴 i'm rlly hoping these types of stories are still relevant because i love reading and writing them. they're so quick and easy yet so funny and lighthearted. anywayyy i'm hoping that you guys will enjoy this as much as i did when i was a youngen

wc : n/a

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i’m a matt girl but hear me out…

men will never understand this pain.

last night, i had a dream that i was pregnant and throughout the first half of the dream, i was anxiously waiting for my baby to be born. the father wasn't present (still kinda mad that i never got the context of who tf knocked me up 🙄) but i didn't care because i loved my child so much that nothing else in the world mattered.

i know it was only a dream, but istg i could feel kicking in my stomach and i would crave random snacks.

i spent my time making sure to only eat certain foods if they were healthy for the baby. i would spend my day tending to its care to make sure nothing would harm my unborn child. and near the end of my pregnancy, i found out that my child was gonna be a girl !! 🥳🥳

the second half of the dream was spent raising my daughter.

she was literally the funniest, kindest, and the most perfect girl i'd ever encountered. i loved the little shit to death. like i'm not exaggerating when i say i would happily die for her if she asked nicely.

she liked to eat popsicles -- her favorites were the pink ones and she refused to eat anything flavored orange.

she loved slushies, but hated brainfreezes. like, ik that nobody enjoys getting a brain freeze, but she despised them. she would refuse to drink / eat cold foods due to her fear of getting one. ☹️

her favorite way to pass time was to draw in her coloring book. she liked to use crayons more than colored pencils or markers. she said they blended better ??

i loved her with my entire heart.

but when i woke up from my dream and my little girl wasn't with me? that was the most pain i'd ever felt in my whole life.

i cannot even begin to explain how mind altering that was for me. all my life, i swore up & down that i would never have children. i said this because i helped to raise my younger siblings for YEARS and i hated every second of it. so why would i willingly put myself through that? well i was given a pretty good reasoning after i met my daughter ☺️

i want my baby girl back so bad.

js finaiehed binsging the heunger ganes

i efeel emoty inside.

i’m cryinf.

when he saw her on gbe scsresn and warned her ien foeng of everytones evhe thziugh he knew jtd get him shurt

guys. ims dsysryoyed.

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masterlist ; next

a/n : hope u guys have seen gravity falls bc if not this’ll be a bit confusing 🫤

tags : @kasqnxx @lvrsparadise @prettysturniolo @strniolo @urmyslxt @cupidsturniolo @opheliaofficial07 @thetriplets3 @sturn1olo-ffics @uhnanix @deadxrx @kitaysworld @slaysturniolo @wilmalovegood @ladylokilaufeyson5 @sturniolopepsi @strnilolo

— ★ !! two

masterlist ; next

a/n : i hope u guys like y/n because when the self insert is unlikeable the whole story goes to shit

tags : @kasqnxx @lvrsparadise @prettysturniolo @strniolo @urmyslxt @cupidsturniolo @opheliaofficial07 @thetriplets3 @sturn1olo-ffics @uhnanix @deadxrx @kitaysworld @slaysturniolo @wilmalovegood @ladylokilaufeyson5

some of my fav matt pictures just ( because i feel like posting but don’t have anything written 😚)

i hate this bc there are SOOO many more but tumblr wants to have a stupid ass “10 pic limit 🥺🥺” like stafu

my roman empire is when i do something atrocious, repulsing, and unforgivable. but i add the bow emoji to make everything better!

like

"i'm sorry to tell u this, but i just killed ur dad 🎀"

now that the message is coquette, it doesn't matter! and i'm just a girl. you can't hold me accountable for my actions.

YOU SHOULD WRITE SOMETHING ABT NATE!!! I LIVE YOUR WORK 😘😘😘

GUYS. LISTEN. ☺️

i would love to write for nate , but i literally have NO ideas. u guys need to give me a prompt or something because !!!

— ★ !! 14

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a/n : since last chapter was so long , this one was a little shorter sorry 🤟😔

tags : @kasqnxx @lvrsparadise @prettysturniolo @strniolo @urmyslxt @cupidsturniolo