I Feel Like Wanting Things Has Been Important To Being Happier For Me

& I fed you milk till you fell asleep

As I always do, I kiss your warm head

as a tiny little sigh slowly whispered

The final breath of relief from today

into

A

mesmeric

state

My dear

& I tell you I love you

I always end up nuzzled up with you for just a bit longer

I think to myself

I will give my best self to her every day, every hour

That even these moments while she’s a baby

I can clearly see how having no distractions

is the key to a happy healthy loving family life

Days are not always the easiest and challenges await one day but

“I’m too happy right here”

So I write about it after I put her to bed

I can’t help to cry hallelujah

thank you lord.

First poem for phoebe -

And more poems for Phoebe to come

💙

🅿️♓️🌀E🅱️E

“Forget all the reasons why it wont work and believe the one reason why it will.”

— Unknown

A little me time before bed

When your bestie sends old photos of you guys eating sweet potatoes and drinking smoothies by a lake 🥹😀 I love you Jamie 😊

HILMA AF KLINT | Karlberg Palace, Solna 1862 - Danderyd 1944 | TREE OF KNOWLEDGE No. 1 1913-15

And for f sake mate. My brother Ryan just knows the greatest thing -Xmas gifts.

He got Phoebe some pink and white checkered van slip ons too.

Looooove you brother 🤘🙏💛

One year ago, today! ☺️🌻