You're Right I Don't (i Failed Horrendously)

So I've been watching greys anatomy and something I love so dearly is how Alex and sometimes Sloan treated Meredith.

I know Alex is a complete asshole for the majority of seasons 1 and 2 however he always made sure to be there for Meredith. When Meredith slept with George and everyone else got mad at her for some unknown fucking reason Alex was the one who stood up and said hey get the fuck over yourself stop wandering around like a hurt puppy so she doesn't like you get over it. It happens sometimes. I don't understand why George got so fucking butthurt that she started crying during sex. Yes, rejection sucks ass but unfortunately this isn't some fantasy world where you'll hear yes to you ask of someone. I was so shocked Cristina didn't stand up for Meredith and you know I think Addison would have stood up for her because anyone can change their yes to a no at any point during sex. But George didn't get that and oh my God he was such a good character up until that point. I really enjoyed his arc with Bailey he was the best person for that specific time but jeez they ruined his character and turned someone genuinely sweet into a "nice guy"

ANYWAYS ONTO SLOAN.

Why I kind of like Sloan (except for him referring to her as an intern emotionally in season 4 ) Is the specific instance of the bone graft thing on Ava. Meredith had just lost her mother and almost died and came back. Everyone treated her as something fragile who could not be a hard-core surgeon. Yes I do think part of him wanted to win points with Webber for Chief of Surgery. But also, Mark Sloan was never going to get Chief of Surgery. I really like that he gave her something to show everyone that yes she's been through some tough shit lately, but she is still a more than capable surgeon.

This is an insane day for people who got into theatre by randomly coming across bootlegs of this show called wicked on a then-emerging video sharing site called YouTube in like 2006-2007 and were compelled by the lesbianism between the leads

My two favourite characters so far are Daniel and Claudia.

Louis is... uhhh nice sometimes, I love him but dude stand tf up.

Lestat is funny and but also would never wna be friends with him

Armand, I'm confused why are you so possessive over Louis like come on now.

why am I so correct when drunk

Jjk characters as Christmas movies/ Christmas movie characters. (this may be off I may have been drinking a little it's festive.)

Gojo would be the brother Ben from The Family Stone.

Yuji would be Kevin from home alone or Elf (I LOVE ELF GUYS)

mahito and kenjaku would be the robbers from home alone (that one juju stroll wirh jogos head is inspiring this)

Geto is Meredith from The Family Stone. (watch the movie and you'll see why)

Megumi would be scrooge mcduck from the animated Disney one (not animated Mickey mouse Disney one)

Nobara would be barabje from the barbie retelling of scrooge bc she's cunt and nobara is cunt

Yuta would be the Santa Clause bc I DONT LIKE HIM AND I DONT LIKE THAT MOVIE

Uhhh Inumaki would be a 1920s silent christmas film (im. funny laugh)

Nanami would be the Die hard guy Bruce Willis

that's all I can think of MERRU CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS

Arcane act 3 spoilers

Viktor going back in time in order to find Jayce in every single universe because he realised achieving “glorious evolution” meant nothing if he had to spend eternity living in solitude is NOT casual. Them creating and then being destroyed by their life’s work together is NOTTTT CASUAL. (Keep in mind I can barely remember what happened and need to properly rewatch but I’m not emotionally ready)

Also I’m being reminded of a certain black and white haired duo who died on the exact same day a year apart.

Phoebe Hong is probably my favourite character from FLF and FHH. She's so well written, like from the beginning we are told she's good at manipulating people and despite not being an operative she's damn good at it. But it's breadcrunbed throughout FLF. The best twists are the twists that are right under your nose and once you realise it, all the pieces suddenly fit together.

I specifically love how throughout the novel it's emphasised how she's not an operative. However that is a half truth, yes she's not an operative of the Nationalist party like Orion and Silas. No one said anything about the Communist party though. However it's expected that she's good at doing operative adjacent things because she's surrounded by operatives and has been for years.

Another aspect I love is her complicated relationship with her mother. She's so similar to her mother and I think that's why her mother spent so much time with her. Oliver and Orion were her legacy but Phoebe was hers. However how can she also love someone who used her older brothers.

ALSO Phoebe struggling with her identity is something I identify with (purely because of personal reasons) It's written in such a realistic way too. For years she was what people saw her as and nothing more, a frivolous teenager, a highly trained operative, a loving sister. She kept those parts of herself so separate that she lost sight of where those characters ended and Phoebe began or she forgot that those seperate identities are still her.

I just love this character I don't think I've ever felt more seen in my life.

GUESS WHO HAS A NEW OBSESSIONNNN

hint: it's a show abt a girl with green hair

no bc why did I have to explain to a whole 17 Yr old boy that saying sorry and continuing to do a behaviour that hurts the person isn't an apology and hurts the person further.