Pls Assume I'm Thinking About This Moment 24/7 All Week Every Week

omg I'm so proud 💗

More of my tgcf pokemon au! xie lian and his champion team + baby xianle trio with their starters <3

Here are the fics im working on but liek i want to focus at one fic in the moment, but idk which

1. A Brother's Guilt

Rafal trying to investigate his brother's cause of cruel death. During full moon, he was surprised to encounter his brother's ghost; standing at the edge of his own bed, frowning at the window.

Rafal attempted to make contact by magic. But strangely, the ghost of his brother couldn't hear, nor could see Rafal but can see others.

Vulcan is also involved in this fic. (i hate him)

2. Flawed Company

I'm not sure how to summarize this one, but its about Midas, and Rafal as some kind of an angel? Midas is this researcher, strolling around the library one day until he's about to get murdered—then Rafal finally found him and saves him because he has a "purpose" and "commands" to be fullfiled, not because he wanted to.

Rafal is like this mythical being, made by some other powerful being to find a soul for reincarnation. (ok thats enough there will be a plot twist btw heheheheh)

Maybe we'll see Rafal getting humbled because in canon, what he did was not it 😒

3. Idk what to name this fic

A short fic about what I think would happen if Rafal actually agreed to join James' mission to defeat pan! (i love their dynamic!!!!!!)

Just pick any of them, it doesn't really matter. I'm just indecisive rn

ITS EID GUYSSS !!!!!! 🗣️

Eid Mubarak to all Muslims in the world 🌙✨

@xarinnsa Selamat Hari Raya pooks

Some artworks I made while procrastinating my math homework! (don't do this)

I'm experimenting with oil pastels. They're geniunely very tricky to work with since oil pastels aren't really suitable for clear details in artwork. But I think I like them! They're so fun to use! (The first picture is my oc Sol.)

The second one is unfinished and I did it with coloured pencils. I'll edit this post soon when it is done! The anatomy looks a little funny edit: ok its finished

I'm not afraid of colours anymore I am unstoppable!!!! /j

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this audio reminded me of them if rafal was like a ghost and randomly appeared during tlea lol

also the proportions are like NOT the best but i think it's too late to fix😔

last song: sunny day by beabadoobee

fav color: shades of red

currently watching: none atm

last movie: Dancing Village: The Curse Begins

sweet/spicy/savory: all of them tbh

relationship status: single

current obsession(s): sge, clouds, psychology, maths (help me.) thank you for tagging me :) tagging: @xarinnsa @eatgan and anyone else who wants to join :3

NINE PEOPLE I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW BETTER

OMG TYSM FOR TAGGING ME @liass-21 !!!!! i am so sorry i drafted this tag and i thought i queue'd it and i didnt so 😭😭😭 its only like a month late. its fine everythings fine. aaaaaa 😭

LAST SONG? - "photograph" by the midnight! it is on my writing-for-top-gun playlist bc it has huge maverick vibes lol.

FAVORITE COLOR? - pink!!!! also lighter purples and blues and most pastel shades <3 and black

CURRENTLY WATCHING? - a streamer i have never watched before playing the remaster of of tomb raider i-iii bc i am excited about the remaster!! and those games are my childhood <3 not to be a million years old or anything sakfhfjfhg

LAST MOVIE? - unfortunately it was 'oz the great and powerful' 😭 if any of y'all enjoyed that movie i respect it, but i had to see it on tv at a friend's house and we were having a great time laughing at the very unexpected writing and acting choices being made lol

SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY? - aaaaaaaa i guess savory ?????? but sweet has a special place in my heart ajdhfjfhfjg

RELATIONSHIP STATUS? - committed long term relationship to ~my person~ <3<3

CURRENT OBSESSIONS? - well this is gonna be obvious but top gun primarily !!!! additionally, dan and phil !! mission impossible !!! fall out boy!! and even if the current obsession level is not as high as other things, i am always at least partially obsessed with a hundred other things and people that i am probably posting about at the same time lol

LAST THING YOU GOOGLED? - “oz the great and powerful reviews” bc i wanted to make sure that im not crazy and that other ppl also felt that movie was an insane fever dream (apparently due to the 44% on metacritic i guess they did lol)😭

tagging: aaaaaa @brambleberrycottage @daffodilstark @tellhound @torchflies @melancholydandelion @goosefilms @driftershunt @downthegenderriver @callsignstingray

i love antique stores you go to check out & theyre like “where the hell did you get this”

I want to touch snow pls just once

crow in the winter ❄️ Photo by Shawn Bergman

THIS IS SO GOOD. The colour pallette is amazing!!!+$(#(#

I love the manipulation part, honestly fits the atmosphere here. And it also fits our boy Rhian too.

Rafal and Rhian looks so cute here sjjskalalahskalala

was working on this like a month or two ago and never finished it because school STOLE my motivation🤬🤬

anyway it was gonna be based off of the whole like “honesty without kindness is brutality” and “kindness without honesty is manipulation” with that scene where they’re like facing off at the end of fall

but i felt like i should post this anyway because i would like to share this with the world🙏🙏