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I had came out to my mom 3 years ago about me thinking I'm bi. She said I was bicurious. For the past year I've come to know more about myself and realized I like guys and girls, just girls a bit more. Around my friends I make jokes about my sexuality and they get it. I just couldn't make them around my family. My mom didn't really seem to like to talk about it. The other night we were having one of our heart-to-heart conversations and I brought it up. I told her I felt like she wasn't comfortable about it and she seemed to avoid it. She told me that she excepts me for who I am but since I haven't done anything sexual I don't know. "I know what I'm attracted to," was my rebuttal every time she'd say since I'm not sexual I wouldn't know. She finally said, "no matter the race, gender, ethnicity, religion, as long as they treat my daughter right I'm happy with it. And let someone in the family say something about it. I'll deal with them." I could not have been more happy in my life. I realize some parents don't except it and I'm lucky. The only people I have told are my friends, my mom, one of my brothers (the other living 36 hours away and not being able to talk much), and my cousin. My dad and his family don't know because they are super religious and I grew up with them so I know how they can be. My dad is far away, I barely talk to him. He's also homophobic and racist, which makes me not want to talk or tell him even more. I'm scared to come out to my grandma as she basically raised me when I was younger. I love her to pieces but she's judgemental and has a certain image she tries to maintain.

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Yesterday, she was injured in the bombing of the Ashour family’s home with injuries to her head.

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College Graduate pt 3

In which the best friend gets the job she wants, leading to throwing a house party

It had been a few weeks since I graduated. I had met the 'vlog squad' and absolutely loved them. I had applied to a few jobs and did some interviews, the one that I mainly wanted let me work from home.

The day had been full of laughing and the boys filming skits when my phone rang the special ringtone I set for the job I applied to. I jumped up and made my way towards the spare room that David told me to call my own, yet I refuse to. I quickly answered brightly, "hello?" "Hi is this Ms.Dalilah Lovex?" I smile big even though she can't see me, "this is she." "This is Ms.Holland from Holland Inc (totally not made up;))I'm happy to inform you that you have the news collum on our website if you still want it." I tried to contain my happiness as I answer, "yes! Yes, I still want the job. Thank you so much!" She laughs, "of course. I'll send you the email Mondays on your topic that's due Fridays. Glad to have you on board. You'll also be getting an email on payment plan for your work." I nod, "yes ma'am. Thank you so much." "Talk to you soon." "Okay, bye," I smile as I hang up let out a squeal and did my happy dance before running into the living room and jumping on the couch next to Natalie, "guess what." "Chicken butt," she asks making me laugh and shake my head. "You know the interview with Holland Inc?" She nods, "the stay at home article?" Nodding I smile big, "I got the job." She gasps and turns to me, "oh my God," she yells catching everyone's attention, "you got the fucking job!" She hugs me making me laugh, I laugh harder when everyone starts clapping. David smiles big from behind the camera having caught it all because of them filming a skit, "now you can pay rent." Natalie laughs, "she does your laundry and keeps your messy house clean. I'm pretty sure that's paying rent as is." He nods, still smiling big, "yeah fair point." My heart beats faster, but of course I don't think anything of it. "Oh, we should celebrate," Zane yells, "a good old fashioned vlog Squad house party!"

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6 years ago
“I’ll Make Juvie My Bitch.”
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“I’ll Make Juvie My Bitch.”
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“I’ll Make Juvie My Bitch.”
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6 years ago

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