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CHERRY LIPGLOSS & EMO BOY.

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summary: after months of teasing flirtation behind the hot topic counter, you finally gives in to the pull of patrick zweig—scene king, bratty flirt, and walking contradiction. when your stolen moment in the storage room turns heated, patrick takes his time breaking you in with dirty praise, rough fingers, and all the cocky charm he’s been holding back. it’s messy, breathless, and just the beginning of something dangerous.

pairing: scene emo!patrick x sunshine!afab reader.

cw: +18. mdni. 2.5k words. graphic smut. fingering (reader!receiving), protected penetration. soft dom patrick. naive virgin reader. impact play (thighs & cunt slapping), praising. dirty-talk. dumbification. multiple orgasms. dacryphilia. overstimulation. drooling. messy makeout. short oral through panties.

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You knew it was going to happen eventually. You just didn’t know it would happen in the storage room of a Hot Topic, surrounded by boxes of skull-print socks and anime figurines.

But that’s just what being around Patrick Zweig did to you.

You’d been flirting with him for months. Not in a loud, confident way like the other girls who batted their lashes at him by the band tee wall. Yours was softer—offering him extra buttons when he came to the register, complimenting his chipped black nail polish when he reached for his wallet, pretending not to notice when he lingered by the counter even after his receipt printed.

He’d flirted back, of course. In his own way.

Calling you sweetheart with a twist in his voice that made your stomach flip. Giving you smirks that looked like secrets. Letting his fingers brush yours when he passed you his phone to scan his rewards.

You were opposites in every way. Where you wore soft colors and lip gloss that smelled like strawberries, Patrick wore black mesh and enough eyeliner to drown in. Your aesthetic was all pastel sweaters and fuzzy clips. His was a walking Hot Topic clearance rack from 2006—chains, skinny jeans, shredded sleeves, and that ever-present smirk behind a lip ring piercing.

And somehow, it worked.

You’d built something in those months. A tension. A pull. You didn’t know exactly what he saw in you, but you’d catch him staring sometimes, like he was trying to figure out how someone like you had ended up working in a place like this.

He never pushed. Just waited. Until tonight.

The mall was nearly empty. You were checking the accessories stocks in the back when you heard the familiar squeak of the front gate rolling up. Your manager had left an hour ago, and your shift was officially over—but you were dragging your feet. Yet, all you wanted was to see Patrick again.

Speak of the devil.

“Hey, pastel princess,” came that drawl behind you—soft, amused, cocky. The nickname he gave you as teasing.

You turned, heart jumping. “Patrick. You’re not supposed to be here.”

He was standing in the doorway of the back room, framed by the flickering overhead light. His shirt was ripped in three places, layered over a fishnet long-sleeve. Chains swung from his hips. His black bangs fell messily across his eyes, framing that smug little half-smile like a picture in a cracked frame.

“You said to stop by after close.” He shrugged, playing with the chains of his jeans.

“I meant like… out front. Not in the storage closet.”

He stepped inside anyway. “You’re the one who left the back door propped open.” He teased again, smirking like he so knew how to do.

You flushed, hugging a folded tee to your chest. “I didn’t think you’d actually come.” He reached you in three slow steps. “Been thinking about coming all day.”

You stared at him, lips parting slightly. His voice was low, almost lazy—but there was heat behind it. Real heat. The kind you’d only heard in whispered fantasies at night when your room was dark and your fingers drifted beneath your sheets. Like the air had shifted and you knew exactly was going to happen; something you both had thought about before but never acted upon.

Your eyes fell to his lips, red flushing your cheeks with the ideas running through your mind. Of what was going to happen.

“Patrick…” Your voice was smaller than you meant it to be.

His eyes dropped to your lips. “We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to.”

“I want to,” you said quickly, almost breathless. “I just—I’ve never…” It was embarrassing to say. Something flickered across his face. Not surprise. Something gentler.

His fingers brushed your cheek. “That’s okay, sweetheart. I’ll take care of you.”

And just like that, the air in the room changed.

Patrick kissed you like he’d been dreaming about it for weeks. Like he’d been holding back every time you smiled at him from behind the register or blushed when he called you baby.

He kissed with his whole mouth—open, messy, tongue dragging against yours with hungry precision. The cool touch of his lip ring made you whimper, and he swallowed it eagerly, gripping your waist like he couldn’t believe you were finally in his hands.

“God, you taste so fucking sweet,” he muttered, kissing down your jaw, your neck. “Knew you’d be like candy. Even look like one.”

You gripped the hem of his shirt, your fingers slipping beneath the holes in the fabric. You could feel the hard lines of his stomach under the fishnet. Every little sound he made vibrated through you.

“Tell me if I’m going too fast,” he murmured, tugging your cardigan off your shoulders.

“No,” you said quickly. “Please don’t stop.”

That grin came back—dark and dangerous. He backed you into a stack of folded hoodie boxes, hands roaming your body with a worshipful kind of greed. When his fingers reached the hem of your skirt, he paused.

“You’re really letting me ruin this cute little outfit?” he asked, cocking a brow. “This baby pink, virgin-girl aesthetic?” His way of asking if you were sure of what you were doing.

You squirmed, nodding. “It’s yours.”

That broke him.

Patrick dropped to his knees like it was instinct, hands already sliding up your thighs beneath your pastel skirt. He moved with the kind of focus that made your breath hitch—the kind of hunger you’d only imagined in late-night fantasies again, but even your dirtiest thoughts hadn’t gone this far. That made your breath hitch.

“Fuck, you’re soft everywhere,” he murmured, pushing your skirt up with both hands. “Bet you’re soaked, huh? All that sweet little smiling and pretending—you’ve been aching for this.”

You nodded helplessly, your fingers curling in the fabric of your skin to pull it up some more as he nosed against your inner thigh. The tip of his nose smelling your skin as if it was the last thing he’d ever smell in his life.

He hooked a finger under your cotton panties—white, simple, with a delicate little bow at the waist that now looked obscene between your thighs—and dragged them down slowly, his lip ring brushing your skin as he went. When he got them off, he brought them to his face and breathed in. The disgusting pervert.

“You don’t even know what you’re doing to me,” he groaned. “You smell like fucking heaven.”

You could barely breathe. Your legs were shaking.

Then his mouth was on you—hot, wet, and absolutely filthy.

He started slow, tongue dragging flat from your dripping hole to your clit, letting out a low hum like he was tasting frosting straight from the bowl. But then he got mean with it. Sloppier. He licked and sucked and groaned into your pussy like he’d been starving for it. When his lips wrapped around your clit and sucked just hard enough to make your hips jump, you whimpered.

“Patrick—”

“Yeah, baby?” he said between licks, his voice rough and amused. “That feel good?”

You nodded rapidly, breath catching when he licked right against your entrance and pushed two fingers in at once—slowly, but firmly. They filled you more than you expected, the stretch hot and satisfying. He moved them in slow curls, tongue flicking over your clit in time.

“Shit—tightest little cunt I’ve ever felt,” he grunted, thrusting his fingers a little deeper. “You been keeping this sweet pussy all to yourself?” You cried out softly, overwhelmed already, and he laughed—low and cruel and adoring all at once.

“Look at you,” he cooed, licking a stripe up to your clit and slapping your inner thigh hard enough to make your breath catch. “You love it. Getting your virgin cunt eaten in a dirty storage room.”

He rubbed your clit harder with his tongue, letting spit drip down his chin. His fingers never stopped, stretching you open, curling just right inside you, brushing that special spot that left you breathless. “You gonna come for me, sweetheart?” he asked, voice vibrating against your pussy. “You gonna soak my fingers like a good girl?”

You were panting now, shaking, but not quite there—everything was building slowly, pressure mounting.

“Feels good—so good—just don’t stop,” you gasped.

“Oh, I’m not stopping,” he promised. “I’m gonna make you fall apart so fucking hard you forget your own name.”

He slapped your pussy lightly then—not hard, but sharp—just enough to jolt you. You moaned at the sensation, your slick making an audible mess between his fingers.

“You like that? You like getting your pussy slapped, you filthy girl?”

You whimpered, hips twitching. He slapped again—just once more, and returned to rubbing your clit with his spit-slick thumb while he fucked you with his fingers, deeper and faster now.

“I’m close—Patrick—oh god—”

“Say my name when you come. Let me hear who’s making this sweet thing cry.”

And when you finally tipped over the edge, it wasn’t a dainty little climax—it was devastating. Your whole body seized, thighs clamping around his head, your slick gushing around his fingers as your voice cracked on his name. You were moaning and drooling and trembling in his grip, and he loved every second of it.

“That’s it,” he groaned, still fingering you through the aftershocks. “Fucking ruined.” When he pulled his fingers out, they glistened with your slick. He licked them clean, watching you the whole time.

“Still with me, baby?” he asked, tugging his belt loose with one hand.

You nodded, dazed. “Yeah…” He leaned in and kissed you—wet, messy, you could taste your own sweetness in his mouth. You moaned into it. “Good,” he murmured. “’Cause I’m not done with you yet.”

Patrick tugged a condom from his back pocket—ripped it open with his teeth, like he was showing off just how ready he’d been for this. You watched him shove his jeans and boxers down just enough to free himself, your breath catching at the sight of him hard and flushed and heavy in his hand. Tip leaking pre-cum, veins running along the length of him.

He stroked himself slowly, eyes locked on you as he rolled the condom on. “Still wanna keep going, baby?”

You nodded, wide-eyed. You were flushed, fucked-out from his mouth and fingers, but aching for more. Your thighs were trembling where they hung open, but he didn’t hesitate—he stepped in close, grabbed your hips, and tugged you forward on the stacked inventory box like he owned you.

“This your first time, right?” he asked, voice a little gentler now under the gravel.

“Yeah…”

“Okay,” he said, brushing your hair out of your face. “I’ll go slow—at first. I’ll take care of you, baby.”

He lined himself up, rubbing his tip through the slick mess he’d already made of you. You gasped, your whole body twitching when he tapped against your overstimulated clit. Then he gripped the back of your thighs and tilted your hips just right before starting to press in.

It burned a little—he was thick, stretching you open in ways nothing had before—but it was good. So, so good. Patrick hissed through his teeth, jaw clenching. “Jesus fucking Christ, you’re tight.”

He rocked forward slowly, giving you time, but every inch felt like fire—like he was imprinting himself on your body. You whimpered, head falling back as your hands fisted in his shirt.

“That’s it,” he murmured, leaning close to kiss the side of your throat. “You’re taking me so well. Just like I knew you would, sunshine.”

When he was finally seated fully inside you, he didn’t move right away. He just held you there, hips snug against yours, letting you adjust. “Breathe for me, sweet girl. I got you.”

You listened to him, taking deep and full breath, and nodded your head at him. At that, Patrick started to move his hips.

Slow at first—just gentle pulls and pushes, his hands steady on your waist; but every thrust made a wet slap echo in the quiet storage room. His pace started to build, pulling moans from your lips you didn’t even know you could make.

“You like getting fucked like this?” he panted. “On a fucking cardboard box, dripping all over me, stuffed full for the first time?”

“Yes—oh God—yes—”

“Bet you never thought your first time’d be with some scene boy in eyeliner fucking the brains out of you behind a wall of Nightmare Before Christmas backpacks, huh?” He joked, lightening the mood.

You whimpered, though. Your head was fuzzy, your body too hot. Every time he snapped his hips forward, the stretch burned so good, your eyes rolled back.

“Too much?” he asked, even as his pace deepened.

“No,” you gasped. “Just—just more—please—”

That made him grin, wicked and warm. “Knew you were a needy little thing. All that pastel bullshit’s just a cover. You were made to be ruined by me, sunshine.”

He grabbed your face, tilted it up, and kissed you deep—filthy and hot, all tongue and teeth. You moaned into his mouth, your spit slicking both your chins. When he pulled back, there was drool connecting your lips, and he groaned like it was the hottest thing he’d ever seen.

“Fucking dripping for me,” he growled, pulling out halfway just to slam back in. You gasped. Then he slapped your thigh—hard—and your pussy clenched around him so tight he nearly lost it.

“Oh, you liked that? You liked getting spanked like a dumb little baby?” You whined, eyes glazed. “Say it.”

“I—I liked it—”

“Say you’re a dumb little girl who needs my cock to think straight.”

You hiccuped a moan, eyebrows furrowing as you didn’t even think twice before replying to him. “I’m a dumb little girl—I need your cock, Patrick—please—”

“God, you’re fucking perfect,” he growled. “Gonna make you come again. Gonna fuck you through it until you’re crying.”

And then his hand was between your legs again, rubbing circles over your clit while he pounded into you just rough enough to rattle the boxes beneath you. His other hand snaked behind your neck, pulling you into another kiss—sloppy and messy and full of whimpering breath.

The pressure built again—slower this time, but hotter, deeper. Every thrust was angled just right, every filthy word spilling from his mouth sinking into your skin like tattoos.

“You’re gonna come, baby. I can feel it. This sweet little cunt’s choking me—gonna soak me again, aren’t you?”

“Yes—yes—I’m gonna—”

“You gonna drool all over me while I fuck the thoughts out of your head?” You were drooling. You felt it on your chin, warm and sticky and completely unbothered as your body started to spiral.

“That’s it. Come for me. Let go. Show me how dumb you get for my cock.”

And you did.

It hit like a wave—sharp, all-consuming. Your walls clamped down around him, your mouth opened in a silent scream, and tears spilled from your eyes as your thighs trembled violently. Patrick groaned, hips stuttering, and you felt the sudden jerk of his climax too as he came inside the condom, fingers bruising your hips.

He stayed there for a moment, both of you panting and fucked-out and soaked with sweat and slick and drool. Then Patrick leaned in, brushed the hair from your damp forehead, and kissed your cheek.

“Fuck,” he whispered. “You okay, sunshine?”

You nodded, blinking at him with glassy eyes. “Yeah… I think so.”

He pulled out slowly, wincing at the sensitivity, and tied off the condom before tossing it into the trash can by the wall. Then he grabbed a random Sleeping With Sirens hoodie from a shelf and tucked it around you, gently wiping the spit and sweat from your face with the sleeve.

“You did so good, baby,” he murmured, praising you. “First time and you took it like a fucking dream.”

Your thighs were still twitching. You leaned into his chest, letting his arms fold around you, his breath warm against your hair.

“Still wanna go on that date next week?” you mumbled sleepily, too comfortable to move.

He laughed—soft and real. “Oh, sweetheart. After this? I’m never letting you out of my sight again.” He kissed your forehead and you felt the cold metal of his lip ring piercing on your sweaty skin. “Want me to get you home now?”

And you only nodded at him.

more ftm!art x reader if you can this awakened something inside of me

summary: it’s a rainy night, and all you want to do is take your time to worship your boyfriend, Art. in the safety of your shared intimacy, you help him fully go—trembling, messy and beautiful.

pairing: ftm!art donaldson x afab!girlfriend.

cw: +18. mdni. 1k words. submissive art. praising. dirty-talk. messy makeout. fingering (art receiving).

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Art’s hoodie is too big on you, but you don’t mind. You’re curled up in his lap on your bed, legs tangled, the TV flickering across his face — not that you’re watching it. His hands are warm under your thighs, thumbs drawing idle circles. You shift to face him, brushing your nose along his jaw. He’s already flushed.

“You’re staring,” he mumbles, voice low and raspy, with that slight edge he gets when he’s trying not to get ahead of himself.

“Can’t help it,” you whisper back, eyes soft. “You’re hot like this. Blushing. Trying not to lose it.”

Art huffs out a breath — half a scoff, half a laugh — and looks down, but you catch his face in your hands. You kiss him slow. Open-mouthed. Your lips move like a question: Can I? And the way he breathes out against you says yes, yes, please.

The kiss deepens fast — messy, wet, tongues tangling with a kind of quiet hunger. You feel the tension in his thighs beneath you, feel his hand tightening on your hip. His hips twitch up before he catches himself. “You’re shaking,” you murmur against his lips.

“I’m not—” he cuts himself off with a sharp exhale as your hand sneaks under his hoodie, resting just beneath his scars; thumb brushing against his skin.. Art shivered at the touch.

“You are. It’s okay, baby. I’ve got you.” You kiss the corner of his mouth, then down to his neck, sucking softly at his pulse. “Wanna make you feel good.”

Art swallows hard. “Y-you don’t have to—”

“I want to,” you say, slow and deliberate, watching the way his pupils dilate. “Let me take care of you tonight. You always take care of me.”

His breath hitches. That gets him. You know it does. You kiss him again, deeper this time, your hand sliding down to cup him between his legs — gentle, reassuring pressure. He whimpers into your mouth, hips twitching again. “There you go,” you coo. “Already so sensitive for me.”

His hoodie comes off easy. Yours follows. You take your time, making out like you’ve got nowhere else to be. Like you’re addicted to the taste of his tongue and the way he gasps when you tug his lip between your teeth.

When you slide your hand into his boxers, he tenses for a second — but you’re slow, patient. You touch him how he’s taught you he likes. Not rough. Just enough pressure to drive him a little crazy.

The moment your fingers touch him, he flinches — not from discomfort, just sensitivity. He’s already so wet. Your hand is instantly slick, and you groan softly into his mouth.

“Jesus, baby,” you whisper against his lips, dragging your middle finger through his folds, slow and steady. “You’re soaked for me.”

He whimpers, biting his lip. “I can’t help it—”

“I want you like this.” You kiss down the side of his neck. “It’s so fucking hot, Art. You feel so good already.” Your fingers part him gently, and your thumb brushes against his clit — just barely — enough to make his whole body jerk beneath you. He gasps, eyes fluttering shut.

“There it is,” you murmur, kissing the flushed skin of his chest. “You’re so sensitive tonight.”

Your fingers stroke over him again, this time more deliberately — back and forth, gathering slick, teasing his clit in slow circles. He arches up into your hand without even meaning to, and the sound he makes is barely human — a needy, breathless whine.

“Such pretty noises,” you breathe. “Let me hear more, baby.”

When you press a finger inside, he lets out a broken moan. He’s warm, tight, and fluttering around you — his thighs tense on either side of your hips. You keep your movements slow and deep, curling your finger upward until his back arches and his mouth drops open in shock.

“Oh—fuck—right there, right—”

“I’ve got you.” You kiss his ribs, his stomach. “You’re taking me so well. Look at you.”

You add a second finger slowly, watching his face the whole time. He gasps again, his nails digging into your shoulder, hips rolling helplessly into your palm. You curl your fingers just right, dragging them in and out at a steady rhythm, each stroke making him clench and shake.

Your thumb returns to his clit — this time with more pressure, circling in time with your thrusts. Art cries out, trying to muffle himself against your shoulder, but you pull back.

“No hiding,” you whisper, kissing the corner of his mouth. “I wanna hear how good I’m making you feel.”

He moans again, louder this time — hips bucking, thighs trembling. His eyes are glassy, lips wet, sweat beading at his temples. You speed up your pace just slightly, fingers sliding deeper, thumb tighter on his clit, and his whole body starts to stutter.

“That’s it. Just like that,” you whisper hot against his cheek. “You gonna come for me, sweetheart?”

“I—fuck—yes, yes, I’m—”

“Come on, baby. Let me feel it. Let go.”

His orgasm crashes through him like a wave — thighs shaking, breath catching, hips grinding into your hand as he comes with a loud, raw moan. You don’t stop until he’s whimpering, twitching, so sensitive he’s pushing at your hand even as he rocks through the aftershocks.

You ease your fingers out gently, cupping him one last time as he pants beneath you, eyes glazed and lips parted. You kiss him slow and deep, one hand brushing the damp hair from his forehead.

You kiss his cheek, his jaw, his mouth — still messy and hungry, but softer now. “That was so good,” you whisper against his lips. “You’re so good for me.” Art blinks up at you, dazed and red-faced, a lazy smile pulling at his lips.

“Say it again,” he murmurs.

You grin. “You’re so fucking good for me.”

And you kiss him again until the room fades around you and all that’s left is the warmth between you, the slow drag of breath, the softness of afterglow.

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You didn’t cry when you fell. Not when your ribs slammed into the packed dirt, not when the air was punched clean out of your lungs, and not when the horse spooked and left you behind like yesterday’s news. You were fine. Or so you told everyone.

Dodge didn’t believe you.

Which is why you’re here now, laid out on your stomach in his dimly lit bedroom, shirt bunched up just enough to reveal your bruised back. The air smells like peppermint oil and laundry detergent. His hands—big and steady and warm—press slow circles into the knots gathering just beneath your shoulder blades.

“You tense up every time I touch you,” he says, voice low and rough. “What’s that about?”

You huff into his pillow. “Because you’re touching me.”

That earns a small laugh, something rare and secret, like the glint in his eyes when he looks at you for too long. “I’m trying to help.”

“You are,” you admit, breath catching when his thumbs dip lower. “But maybe don’t sound so smug about it.”

His hands trail lower, finding the bruises blooming over your hips. He hesitates, fingertips ghosting the edge of your waistband. “You hurting here too?”

“Mhm,” you breathe.

“You gotta tell me if it’s too much.”

“It’s not.”

And it isn’t—not the pressure, not the heat curling low in your stomach, not the way his hands are careful but firm, like he knows exactly what kind of touch you need. You feel him shift above you, the bed dipping as he leans closer, breath brushing your ear.

“You scared me today,” he murmurs.

“I’m okay now.”

He hums, mouth barely grazing your shoulder. “Yeah. You are.”

His hands linger longer than they should, fingertips slipping just under the waistband of your leggings, not pushing—just asking. And maybe you shouldn’t want this, not after falling off a damn horse. But his hands are gentle, and his voice is softer than you’ve ever heard it, and when he says, “Tell me what you need,” your body answers for you.

It’s him. It’s always been him.

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