Written in 2005 to help him deal with the CSA he was going through/had been through at the hands of Brian Peck (Drake has confirmed this now he has come out about it).
“Over my shoulder, under my skin, will you ever return again?
Wake up
The monsters in your head have left you
All to yourself, it's alright
If ugly little things remind you of how it felt”
I know hindsight is all well and good but my God surely a 15 year old writing such a deeply painful song should have set off warning bells somewhere!?
“Over my shoulder, under my skin” and “ugly little things remind you of how it felt” - these are not the lighthearted pop lyrics of a happy go lucky teen idol.
So many fucking adults let him down. It’s rage inducing.
I am heartbroken. He was so lost, so scared and so alone.
buffy summers + favorite hats
Sometimes it takes so much strength just to exist.
i watched a tiktok where ppl were supposed to write harry potter head-cannons and im gonna share my favorites
NONE OF THESE ARE MINE BTW
george still buys two of everything
snape’s portrait is very dark, except for a glowing lily he has on his desk
george still talks to himself when he’s alone
george likes to dye his hair outrageous colors because he cant stand to see fred in the mirror
after the battle harry sticks out his hand to draco and draco says “I think i can tell the wrong sort for myself, thanks” and they laugh for ages
molly sends sweaters to kids who are alone on christmas at hogwarts and the kids whos name start with F find tear stains on their parcels
harry danced with molly for the mother/son dance at his wedding
mcgonagall gets invited to rons wedding and they dance for old times sake
draco loves to sing
fred becomes the fourth marauder
harry, ron, and hermione meet with hagrid once a month and their kids are friends with his creatures
harry goes the every single one of ginnys games, and loves when they ask him “are you Weasleys husband”
cho still writes cedric letters
when hedwig dies she flies straight to james because she thinks he’s harry
draco wears silver rings and his hands are always cold
sirius wore dog tags and every time something big/happy happened he would mark down the date on one
hermione sings when shes cleaning
harry has a super contagious laugh but nobody knew until after the war
the staff would have sleepovers in dumbledors office
im sobbing
TTPD + Themes: Stages of Grief
something happened for the first time in the darkest little paradise
BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER
5.06 | Family
childhood was painful but at least my brain was underdeveloped enough to keep vibing back then. take me back
Vita carissima
you know. it leaves a very bad taste in my mouth when people bring up the allegations against drake bell when talking about his abuse. it feels like “yeah this very bad thing happened to you, but you did this” ????
it’s like. you see this man disassociate at the thought of what happened to him. it being so horrible he can’t even say it. 11 charges against brian peck for what he did to drake ALONE, including but not limited to sodomy, forcible penetration with a foreign object, using anesthesia, and even filming it…like knowing all if this you still go “he also perpetrated abuse”
idk. i just feel like you can say that you feel horrible for what he went through and talk about that without bringing up his allegations. like imagine he’s sitting in front of you recounting the horrific shit he went through, and then you say back “yes that’s awful, but you did this”
idk how to explain it but it just feels wrong