In The End By Drake Bell

In The End by Drake Bell

Written in 2005 to help him deal with the CSA he was going through/had been through at the hands of Brian Peck (Drake has confirmed this now he has come out about it).

“Over my shoulder, under my skin, will you ever return again?

Wake up

The monsters in your head have left you

All to yourself, it's alright

If ugly little things remind you of how it felt”

I know hindsight is all well and good but my God surely a 15 year old writing such a deeply painful song should have set off warning bells somewhere!?

“Over my shoulder, under my skin” and “ugly little things remind you of how it felt” - these are not the lighthearted pop lyrics of a happy go lucky teen idol.

So many fucking adults let him down. It’s rage inducing.

I am heartbroken. He was so lost, so scared and so alone.

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it’s like. you see this man disassociate at the thought of what happened to him. it being so horrible he can’t even say it. 11 charges against brian peck for what he did to drake ALONE, including but not limited to sodomy, forcible penetration with a foreign object, using anesthesia, and even filming it…like knowing all if this you still go “he also perpetrated abuse”

idk. i just feel like you can say that you feel horrible for what he went through and talk about that without bringing up his allegations. like imagine he’s sitting in front of you recounting the horrific shit he went through, and then you say back “yes that’s awful, but you did this”

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