Not to be gay or something but would you travel with me to Manhattan and walk over the gay street while holding hands?
I don’t WANT a career. I want to cuddle and sleep and eat and read and create and love and be loved.
He just looked at me and started smiling, so I asked him what he's smiling about and he said "you're just so cute. I love you so much. I love you more than I love communism!" I'm melting.
I really hate being alone because sometimes I get stuck in my head. I get lost in my mind. 'cause up there it's like a wicked maze with moving walls built out of my screaming and racing thoughts.
And I don't know if it's too quiet or too loud, if I feel a lot of emotions or nothing at all. Am I in pain or is everything just numb?
So I'm just falling down this downward spiral. And I want to scream. Want to ask for help. But every time I try and open my mouth no sound comes out. All I can do is reach out my hand, hoping you see it and catch me before I arrive at the end.
Down at the bottom, broken, shattered in pieces, dying inside. 'cause honestly I don't know if I can build myself all up again.
My life basically
BMTH lyrics are starting to feel personal
I actually thought I was doing alright until my therapist told me feeling nothing isn't something you're supposed to feel and now I don't know how to reply when someone asks me how I feel
One thing I noticed:
Simon from love, Simon doesn't have his older sister in the movie.
Charlie from heartstopper doesn't have his little brother in the series.
Alex from Red, White & Royal Blue doesn't have a sister in the movie.
So basically queer charactere have to loose a sibling when becoming TV characters? Is this how it works?
I want all of them
Vintage LGBT Badges
the best anti depressant for most people would be anti capitalism
I want to give you the love you deserve
[cishets don’t touch]
Not sure what I'm actually doing here… Queer as hell & Probably ranting about philosophers (please talk to me about Walter Benjamin)
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