I Don't Think I Will Ever Be Alright And Normal After This. Morior Invictus Yall.

It's crazy how some people can get mad just because there is a group of people that are not that interested in being intimate. Like. What is these people's problem...

And it's just so irritating too when you meet these people irl and it seems that all they are able to talk about is having sexual connections and then they hate on you for not jumping in on a subject and call you weird for not wanting to spread your legs.

And also why the fuck do I see this shit about how asexual people are arrogant and think they're better than everyone else??? Dude every day of my life is a fucking struggle trying to fit in because the world is so sex-centered and it's almost impossible to socialize without at least some relationship gossip. It's draining enough already, why would I waste my little remaining energy on being mean on top of that?

Asexual awareness day is great and all but oh boy does it make the shit on X float.

Hey guys do you have any thoughts on why Warren killed the man he killed? And like. Thoughts on who that man was in general? I want to speculate so bad please tell me your every thought and headcanon🙏🙏🙏

Ok well now I need Bryony Halbech 2064 fan art. Might as well make it myself.

Today I've grown a bit more unhinged about her and that is honestly concerning.

✨Clive Bartholomew Schill✨

OH. MY. GOD.

One day I'm just gonna start posting my shitty no context little to no spoilers reviews on horror movies and maybe I'll even do it in russian just for the sake of it being chaotic and way too illegible for anyone to actually read this shit. One day I might just become completely insufferable. Beware.

Ok so I may be stupid. But I didn't actually catch the 'memory loss is a possible side effect' bit. Isn't it the side effect of BRYONY'S treatment? It's discussed in The Boat and the Bridger iirc. Sure, it has everything to do with Warren's PTSD but it's Bryony who was erasing his memory with meds. It's really convenient how he only forgot the criminal part of his life.

Not to mention that Warren didn't experience huge memory loss when he was brought back to Red Valley and he had A LOT of hypersleep. And I get that the technology probably improved with time but none of the people who experienced hypersleep in s3 had any problem with memory.

So yeah. I'm not sure about Gordon losing his memory. At least I don't think it makes sense with all the information at hand.

The only possible reason for Gordon to lose his memory in my opinion is the fact that he was given the degraded goo (sorry, can't for the life of me remember what's it called). But well, I'm no expert. I guess we'll wait and we'll see.

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S4 might heal me

I have so many feelings about Red Valley. I want to rant endlessly about the characters and motivations. It's just so awesome that I can relisten to it over and over again and still find the connections I haven't noticed before. I enjoy the writing and I absolutely LOVE the acting. I mean It's so good I can actually believe that these are real ass people having their real ass conversations. It's about the little intonations, the details, the things that are almost unnoticeable which proves again that they're very well done. The duality of every single character is making me insane. I want to consume this podcast in every way it is possible.