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Foul Play

Kris and Reader thing/ PLATONIC / TW (?) struggling mentally/ Overthinking/ intrusive thoughts

It was hard to get yourself together. And for Kris, it was the same. Although it didn't appear like it, they had constant ruminating thoughts. Thoughts that were unpleasant and made them want to hide away from the world and everyone around them. At times they could have a moment of peace and other times not so much... Almost driving them mad they chose to say silent majority of the time due to this reason. It helped knowing if they rarely said a word they wouldn't worry if they ever said anything wrong at any point. One less thing to worry about.

Silence was so loud sometimes- like it was the enemy one day, and the next...your best friend.

You and Kris have known each other for quite some time by this point. But you never realized they struggled just as you had with anxiety and overthinking. Maybe it was meant to be that you two became best friends- after all, you two really knew how this went.

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A/N: Just something I don't know if I'll ever finish writing but just wanted to post because I could. If I feel like finishing it, I'll come back someday to it again. Also made this in like what? 2022 or maybe 2023. Was a rough year but Jesus got me through.

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” - John 14:27

If you’re struggling with this, I know %100 what that’s like. It was so bad…even in that really hard time though, Jesus was there. He literally helped me get through one of the scariest and roughest parts of my life being, which was around when I wrote this. It was a reflection and an attempt to connect with a character while hurting a lot.. this just serves as a reminder when looking back at reading it now how Jesus just got me out of that and out of my head dealing with overthinking and worry like no Tomorrow. It wasn’t easy to deal with and I had no help but him since I didn’t know how to talk about it or how someone would look at me because of what I was overthinking so much and dealing with intrusive thoughts..but I know he wouldn’t look at me like that. He can help. He knows you better than you do- because I lost myself but he didn’t lose me. His peace is like no other. He gave me what no one else could or anything in this world could, because I tried but it never helped for long with distractions. If you just come to him, and give it all to him he can help you. I guarantee this with my whole heart. He hasn’t failed me once, so that’s why I know I can keep relying on him in my hardest moments, darkest places and the pits I end up in. God does care…even though something like that sounds dumb or hard believe. It’s true. Just lay it down at his feet, he can help you. You aren’t alone.