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Jackson diary preview Chapter 21:
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
°I don't get Jackson's lack of self awareness. it's really weird how much he sometimes can't understand other people's behavior even if it's completely normal response to how he acted, of course David and ron are gonna be weird around him when he left them like that, he even acknowledged they're gonna think there's something wrong with him but now it's like it just got deleted from his brain. And shouting like this even though he should know both pamela and the library lady won't like it? This chapter's Jackson just feels very off character
I wanna try to make my own version of gender bend Jackson, i would imagine he/she(?) Might have more of his mom features if he was gender bend.
I tried to make his eyes more like his/her(?) mom's as well as the hair.
Can I just point out that even though the whole smp restarted and stuff I still want a cfundy final lore? And I would very much like it to be a wholesome stream in which one of smp members would just comfort him? Someone to finally tell him that everything will be fine from now on? And actually mean it unlike the empty words everyone else tell him?
What fundy been through is cruel, maybe even more cruel then Tommy because Tommy after all had tubbo by his side but fundy had no one
Leaving him like this would be just even more cruel and I would hate a fate where he will never get the reassuring that he not just needs but also DESERVES whither he restarted with everyone else or not he deserves better,
He deserves someone to finally reach out and take his hand instead of it being empty or him being the one to reach out.
If Tommy suffered because of the discs and his arrogant behavior toward dream, then what reason is it that fundy have to suffer?
The fact that he's a furry? That's just a dumb and even cruel reason to hurt him
Or is it the fact that he's wilbur little son whose spoiled? Because as far as I and anyone else who watched his stream know, he's always been a higher achiver, even though that he's been lied to betrayed and put down he didn't stop trying until he endured more then most people can.
So yeah give me that wholesome final fundy stream with a well deserved huge and assurance for our fox! đ
A small detail I want to point out; is that when lenore almost pulled a gun on Annabel, she knew it was empty, she checked when she went through her suitcase. The gun was nothing but an accessory to scare the others off, scare Annabel lee off. Chances are lenore never for a moment thought of actually hurting Annabel physically but mentally.
This isn't going to be very nice to Lenore, and in general the "remembering in pieces" mechanic, so just don't click read more if you don't want to see me tear into it thanks.
Like I know we all love to call Annabel a manipulator, and she is, but THIS MOMENT is kind of egregious as fuck to me.
The audacity to call her a monster (AND mad) to her face and then comfort her when she reacts badly over it
The audacity to look at her like this:
and then immediately after do this:
Why is she even saying "I don't know what I'd do with myself" if she's not supposed to remember that they were close?
But then why would she be acting like this if she DOES remember that they're close???
The worst thing is that it's so obvious how Lenore cares for the Misfits but when it comes to Annabel it feels cheap? Like it doesn't feel like there's any connection there other than "I remember I'm supposed to love you but do I actually?" rather than there being any genuine emotions involved. (Is that the point???)
WHERE is the delusion? The "Annabel must have surely had a reasonâ"
WHERE is the trust?
WHERE is the loyalty? <- truly my biggest gripe because Annabel is so fucking devoted I cannot let it go, I can't LMAO
WHERE is her not actually being as mad as she SHOULD be despite all of her misgivings and thus making Duke and Pluto suspicious as all hell?
Lenore has never ONCE given Annabel the benefit of the doubt and I understand that in the beginning when she knew nothing, but now? NOW? After THIS
Clear realization?
At some point I have to think that the flashbacks we're shown are not things they remember in canon unless we're explicitly shown them waking up to it because THIS
does not make sense otherwise.
Lenore WHY are you not losing your mind here? After saying that you're done with Annabel's whole game?
Go crazy go feral???
Annabel gave you the same reasoning, Lenore. Why are you tolerating this from him? You were manhandling Annabel and inches away from pulling a gun on her but now Duke has Annabel by the throat and halfway past a balcony railing and you're just TALKING?
Lenore tell me. Tell MEEEE!
Is it because Annabel treats it like a "game"? She's being playfully and giggly rather than being serious and "there's no other way" like Duke, even though she said THIS
before.
That's the worst part, really. Annabel has been VERY transparent the ENTIRE time and yet Lenore gets mad over her doing exactly what she said she'll do.
Conclusion to my rant:
What do they remember, what do they NOT remember? I don't know!
Annabel is devoted to the depths of hell even to her own detriment but is that because she remembers or because she's just Like That�
Lenore is full of doubts and perpetual suspicions, and is willing to call her a monster to her face, but at the same time she sprouts "I don't know what I'll do without you." and jumps off balconies. Is that because she remembers or because she's just Like That�
What is going ON
It's been a week, give or take, right? So they remember, what? 5 days worth of memories? Unless they remember much, much more than just a singular happening a night?
It feels inconsistent at best and utterly pointless at worst.
Just show us the flashbacks as an outside thing, it didn't have to be organically connected to their Nevermore storyline,,,,OR have them remember everything only when they first go Specre
So I have a theory that Jackson's Diary is less of a supernatural and more of a story about two mentally ill people with magic involved and I decided to reread it and keep notes on anything and everything that supports that theory
PS:much easier if you read the chapter after or while reading these notes
Chap14 notes:
â˘Jackson cutting exer off and giving him an angry look is a sign he knows that exer is on to ruin things for him, also that and the screaming feel like previous hints at what jack could be like when he's actually angry but here he's still holding it together unlike when exer told him the truth and Jack pieced things together
â˘the look up at exer glaring as jack explains after cutting him off and holding his glare afterwards, this is tied back to the previous note that exer is infact fully aware jack didn't do anything wrong but he still want to set him up as the bad guy, I also think exer is mad that Jackson can infact defend himself even when he's antagonized. Exer will keep glaring at jack until the end of the chapter
â˘Jackson forgiving the reds and even saying it was his fault anyway, this here was the first big sign on his people pleaser's behavior as nobody would forgive someone like this after being wronged
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