praying for good vibrations only. if the universe speaks, i hope it's the best option for this situation.
good vibratrions and good vibration only.
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Thank you to the fucking ostrich loose in my home city for helping us deal with the absolute hellscape that is the Philippines under COVID, a country where there are No Endemic Ostriches
Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.
And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.
It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.
"I only wanted love, yet it gave me heartache."
-Random thought