Go Commit Self Love

as sirius black was running on the stairs, the only thing he could hear were the dark thoughts hitting his head. he stopped in front of the door and started searching in his pocket, he reached the keys and opened the door. to make sure there was no one after him, he looked around and closed it, knowing he was safe. sirius looked over his shoulder to see remus stand in front of him, looking south.

"sirius" he said.

"oh, hi remus. i didn't expect you to come home earlier" sirius replied, with an awkward smile on his face.

"i thought work was over an hour ago" remus cocked an eyebrow. "where were you?"

"we had more customers today" sirius sighed. "please don't think i'm doing anything else"

remus walked to the kitchen, got the whiskey bottle and poured it in his glass. he came back to sirius as he slowly took a sip.

"i don't know what to believe, sirius. i don't think peter would do such a thing, nor anyone else."

"so you just come up with the idea that i would betray james and lily? i would rather kill myself than betray anyone, especially them! remus, believe me." sirius said.

"sirius, you're the first one i would think would do this. you know who you are! you're a fucking black! they're fucking heartless! i wouldn't expect you to fake it all just to vanish us all! beginning with the potters!" remus exclaimed. "that's what you want to do, stop lying! you're just like them!"

"i would never! i would never do that kind of thing! remus, i'm not like them! i tried my best to be who i want and not who i should be just for you to accuse me! i start to think you're actually on peter's side, and you blame me just to get out of all the shit he made!" sirius shouted.

"you can't do anything now black, it's too late. you'll be where you belong soon. i hope it will make the worst of you. think about all the rubbish you created" remus hissed and left the room, letting the other alone with broken hope and a broken heart.

it's too late, sirius.

so i can leave u asks?

no sherlock

ofc u can lol

Headcanon time!

james died before euphemia and fleamont did

i drew mary

she looks like shit but an attempt was made

I came from this post

ohhhhh, yea 

the thing that “happens next” is me begging for asks

congrats bitch

🌠- i will make a picrew of your choice of how i think you look

💕- i will write you a short letter

🙎‍♀️- you can give me a character and i will post a few headcanons about them: sirius

🌠-

(not really fair since i know you irl)

💕-

dear moony, re, or how you call yourself atm

you know you suck. kidding. you know that because of you i am here on this site, in this fandom and at this point. i wanna thank you of how much you helped me, supported me and boosted me. lov u bestie

moon

🙎‍♀️-

hates being pitied

james calls him sirikins and it pisses him endlessly

they were with a dude named ethan who used sirius

loves everything about remus

sometimes still thinks about what walby would think of him

has a great collection of hair ribbons (from james who)

loves ramen

was not on dumbledore's side. he was taught that only good and bad exist, nothing in between. so he joined dumbles to not be on voldemort's side (creds to moony)

sends small gifts to everyone

school food in romania is the best and no one can disagree

@queerdeadwizards :]

regulus/lily: *exists*

james, appearing all of a sudden: i'm here, what are your two other wishes?

✨some marlene fanart✨