Need To Get High Af Right Now Please And Thank You

I just want affection. I'm sorry I'm such an inconvenience but is that really so much to ask for?

every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog

tear me to shreds

I'm sick of this mad, mad world

make me someone's bride and count to ten

then blow my head out at the alter

I'm sick of this mad, mad world

I'm sick of the people

I'm sick of the doctors

I'm sick of YOU telling ME what's wrong with MY head

when it's MY head and NOT YOURS

make me into someone's dinner and say a prayer

tear me to shreds

I don't care

it hurts so much more to be so aware of my behavior. it’s like i know i’m toxic rn and overly emotional. but when i mention it people won’t believe my illness anymore.

just because i’m aware doesn’t mean i can turn it off. if anything, it just makes me feel twice as bad about the thing happening and my reaction to it.

There are lots of big cute scary boys on tumblr dot com but I'm soooo shy 🥺👉👈