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was writing a kissing scene in a fic and remembered with much cringe how this one guy i used to rp with described making out and sticking ones tongue in ones mouth as "exploring their wet cavern" and.... nah i dont fw that LMAO

once i get over my need to be feminine and grow a beard fr its over for yall

It's the same anon again!

But apart from the need for control generally I'd noticed some specific things relating to Jiyong. I remember he was at this conference talking about investment for humanoid robots and he was like I'd make one that looks exactly like Jiyong, and then in a different interview he said he had this fantasy of Jiyong as his military jr and then both times said something (retrospectively very creepy) about how he could make him do anything he wanted.

The way he kept bringing up how light Jiyong was during the last tour, kept touching or picking him up without asking with this sort of glee-to the point that Daesung warned him off it in a very stern undaesunglike tone.

Then that one time around 2009 jiyong had started to say in an interview that sometimes in private he got a little anxious about how much seungri seems to like him but then probably realised how it sounded and cut himself off.

The one time Youngbae said that if they were all drowning Seungri would save Jiyong and be secretly glad he'd drowned out any competition for his attention.

anon, oh anon, these are beautiful observations.

these are such eerie moments that just show exactly how seungri worked, he always knew how to toe the line by ensuring his actions could always be 'played off' as something light yknow.

that humanoid robot one really freaked me out because you know he really would, and with how he still to this day name drops gd and seems to have this fucking delusion that gd still likes him, it feels like he still would do it if given the chance.

the military and picking up bit of this ask is what i kind of try to play on the most in my fic, because as we know i've written him to have this creepy (and not inaccurate) glee with having control over him and being able to do things to him (i.e. that moment where he could have kissed him and yet didnt- instead relishing in the knowledge that he could have done anything he wanted in that moment).

his behaviour towards jiyong is definitely creepy, to say the least. and the fact that dae and tae have both acknowledged this in the past honestly makes me pissed off with my own characterisations of them in my fic as being manipulated by seungri, where they try to convince themselves that their mentality is "worry about jiyong now, handle seungri later" (thanks to seungri expertly escalating everything to make jiyong worse and truly need their help, hence diverting attention from himself).

he's always been jealous of the fame and attention jiyong (and top) got because he knew he would never ever be able to live up to their legacies. he knew that gd and top could be very successful on their own if they didn't have bigbang, and that he would be no one. yes the great seungri did well, but respective to jiyongs albums, he absolutely dwarfs it. he couldn't stand that they were more popular, and he was so obsessed with that and money that it led to obvious things happening.

i could honestly go on about seungri for pages and pages but i fear people may get the wrong idea, so i shall end here, but my god. what a freak. his fans are freaks too, you blur out his face in a pic and the ot5 comments are SEUNGRI IS INNOCENT!!!!!! HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING IF YOU ACTUALLY READ THE CASE HES INNOCENT KILLYOURSELFKILLYOURSELFKILLYOURSELFANDYOURMOTHER!!!!!!! he's not gonna suck you off for defending him love :/ calm down a little.

anyway anon you should totally dm me because i wanna know if youve seen anything else and you seem very observant <3

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biggest pet peeve ever is when people assume they can “always tell” when someone is trans. the human race is SO diverse. some amabs have ridiculously soft girly hands, some afabs have broad shoulders and narrow hips, some amabs have patchy beards and long beautiful hair and higher voices, some afabs have more facial hair than others. you. can. not. always. tell. if someone is trans. and you shouldn’t assume. unless you’re planning on having sex with someone it’s actually none of your fucking business. me personally i’ve never been bothered by it myself but it can feel really horrible to others. not all amabs look like big burly men and not all afabs are tiny and delicate and curvy. in this essay i will

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