i am actually the #1 evil jimmy lover bc i fold for him so fast and THE VIBE HIS NEW THEME GIVES IS GIVING EVIL JIMMY AND IM im not okay
okay who recently deleted a toto x george fic from ao3…… that shit was my life 💔
honestly all the love my trans jey fic has received feels so amazing. like. i love you all man. my journey with gender has been a total rollercoaster and for years its kinda been "i dont really care lol" but i feel like now that i expressed it through this fic with jey i feel more close to my gender yk? like by writing it out i feel like ive figured out how i feel inside. and the way you guys have loved that fic makes me so infinitely happy. so grateful to all my readers xx
listen the way jimmy grabbed aj's arm and pulled it to him in that pin. now im not saying anything but suddenly i have shorter brown hair and wear gloves with P1 on them..
that tag game is jus showing me how SHORT yall are LMAOOO
nsfw// okay anotha system thing but yall ever jus in front w someone and watch that dominant alter go wild when you submissive AF? jus me? 😭
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first clip credit: @/umgeorge
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The latest chapter of your Bigbang fic made the hair on the back of my neck stand up because I feel like this is first time I've seen someone pick up on an observation I felt only I had had, even years before the scandal.
Back then I hadn't wanted to upset other fans by pointing it out and after it seemed like it would trivialize the real issues at hand to talk about it.
But I sensed it too, that strange high from the idea of having control...in so many little things.
yes. a hundred times yes, reader. i love you for this because we’re clearly in the same boat. obviously with the power of hindsight it’s easy to say everything was SO obvious and why didn’t anyone say anything back then, but they clearly were not there to see bigbang’s fans 💀
people forget seungri was a really smart guy, and really talented too, but there was always this insatiable envy he just couldn’t get over, and that was his hamartia. it showed itself in small ways on stage when he commanded attention and diverted it from others, said things against the others, offhand remarks from bigbang. he clearly hated being “maknae”, as the oldest at home, he demanded respect and attention, and he realised he would never be anywhere near GTOP’s fame in bigbang. he had no control over anything in fact, and it drove him crazy.
but when he did have control, no matter how small, to me it was clear that it wasn’t normal how he felt about it.
thanks so much for reading my fic and leaving me this ask, it means so much to me :) i’m so glad i could make you feel those emotions just through my writing
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