18.04.25
Daily carries.
Need to keep reminding myself of the importance of ritual in my life. When I forget it, when I forget myself, I find myself feeling so adrift. Like I’ve lost something. Ritual grounds me in a way few things do. Writing as a ritual. Fragrance as a ritual. Water breaks as a ritual. Lip balm because I perpetually forget that last one.
🎶 Present Tense - Radiohead
currently: reading carnivorously Lady Chatterley's Lover, mentally preparing myself for my next read (i.e. Babysitter), eating pokè, enjoying the warm weather and sunny days, wearing wide leg jeans + my bf botton downs, and starting a commonplace journal.
I love how walking is used by authors back then as a metaphor for female agency. For example, Pride and Prejudice by Austen, North and South by Gaskell and Lady Chatterley's Lover by D. H. Lawrence to name a few.
Simone de Beauvoir, Diary of a Philosophy Student: Vol. I, 1926-27
sunday / working at the café :0
Favorite poems by Louise Glück
Pomegranate
Timor Mortis
The Garment
Earthly Love
The Queen of Carthage
Immortal Love
A Myth of Devotion
A Myth of Innocence
Persephone the Wanderer
Crater Lake
more to add in the future for sure!
May 18, 1926 Journals of Anais Nin 1923-1927 [volume 3]
[20/100] days of productivity
Worked on my Substack, started reading White Nights by Fëdor Dostoevskij and listened to Aly and Aj's new album.
The Secret of the Golden Flower