God Bellamy Blake And Clarke Griffin Have Such A Fucking Great History Together And It Hurts Me So Much??

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A conversation in my head while studying for an exam:

Me: oh my god, I am so tired; I can‘t do this anymore! How do you expect me to know this ?! This doesn‘t make any fucking sense! I am giving up !!!!!!!

Also me: Shut the fuck up you little bitch! Kpop idols are probably in the aiport right now, just arriving from a concert on the other end of the world; they‘re on their way to a radio station to promote their album and after that they are gonna perform on a music show and practice the rest of the day; the last time they slept was 5 months ago!

There are so many other ladies here that you could ask.

But I don’t want to dance with them.

rowan and aelin communicating through their minds in EoS be like

Ok so let’s take a minute and talk about how the three repeated pillars of Jeresa’s relationship are:

“We’re in this together.” Meaning they have each other’s back. They protect each other. They don’t have to go through any of this alone and they share that responsibility no matter what. They are partners.

“I’m not leaving.” They’re here to stay. Which for someone like Teresa who has a history of abandonment and trust issues is super important to know you have someone that’s not going to leave you. That cares enough to stick it out with them. And I bet you my entire ass, she’s also the first person that ever came back for James. This is really probably the first time either of them have someone to count on to not leave them behind no matter what. Someone that’s gonna stick it out through the struggles and the danger because they care enough to.

“You don’t have to hide from me.” Um fuck me up with this one. For James, who basically hates himself for the things he’s done and Teresa, who isolates her feelings because she can’t trust people this is big. They can be who they are. They don’t have to pretend or hide parts of themselves because their relationship is open and that’s why they can have these conversations about their fears and their insecurities and work through all their problems. They understand each other and there’s no judgement just acceptance and the shared need to move forward.

Like um excuse me, have you ever seen such a healthy, mature duo in your life? Yeah they have problems and they fight, but they work through it because it matters. I am such trash for them. This is the kind of partnership I deserve. Ugh they’re so powerful.

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so let's talk about the first and the last conversation in this episode shall we

first, we have those two actually admitting, point blank, that they're worried about each other. doom is confused and angry, because she could've died and why the hell would she do something so stupid and useless if she knew he cannot die? she retaliates, not by being defensive and immediately saying she didn't think it through and she would've done the same for anyone, but by expressing worry and empathy. and then she adds that she actively wanted to do it and what's more, she doesn't regret it, even with the knowledge that he cannot die and she almost did.

he's angry, and of course, we could suspect that he's worried over her almost dying because, as he says later, without her he cannot end the world. but then, she points out something important. he says he killed that man, and she shouldn't sacrifice herself for him with no reason because he is not worth it. she replies, I'm sure you did it for a reason.

the thing is, she is right. but their later talk circles around that idea, maybe he did it because he is punishing people? maybe it is his work? but his work was done when he prolonged this man's life so that he would suffer. now, why would he kill him, then? it wasn't work, it wasn't punishment, it was personal retaliation. doom saw this man attack and almost kill dong kyung, even if unintentionally. he saw her caring enough to jump in and foolishly try to save him and felt enraged enough to ditch the bigger plan because of it. a lot of personal, human emotions were involved.

now, throughout the episode, he observes dong kyung, trying to figure out her own reasons for acting the way she did. and the conclusion of his observations is in the last conversation. yes, he managed to read her in the subway, but more importantly, he had a revelation about himself.

he had an opportunity to feel like maybe, just maybe, he was worth something to someone, that he mattered enough for someone to risk their own lives they otherwise want to desperately preserve. he felt genuine care as she empathized with him and tried to understand instead of reacting with fear or anger. he had his opportunity to also express care, do something good instead of destructive, in the subway, and at the beach. he wanted her to cling to him and she literally did, grabbing his sleeve and asking to go with him. so his conclusion?

he wants to be loved by her. she is the one human in existence who was able to see through the bad and notice him, make him feel like he was something beyond death and destruction that (quite literally) follows him. he was sure he cannot be loved and now he is basically pleading her to try and love him, with vulnerability he hasn't shown before, the shooting star visually confirming his wish was genuine.

now, it is not to say that his personal journey is done or that he's changed his mind about ending the world completely. but these two things are strongly connected and him voicing his desire to be loved by her is a huge step on the road to realize his personal identity and separate it from what is now a projection of his self-hatred onto the humankind. it's not over, folks, it's bound to get more interesting and dramatic for sure.