One Of My Friends Recommended Hades (the Game) To Me, And As I'm Waiting For It To Download On My Switch,

on my way! to live yet another day in my fucking life.

learning music theory taking me places i don't feel safe in

Guys,,, it's happening again,,, It's exam season and my brain has decided to pick one (1) song to cling to for dear life and I can't do anything about it,,, send help

me and my homies support real artists who put their passion into their pieces instead of a machine who rips off the hard work of talented peeps

lately ive been bedridden with a terrible case of i dont wanna

Your sixth most recent emoji is how your guardian angel feels about you

One thing I've been struggling with is accepting the fact that I am not my 16 y/o self anymore

It sounds silly, I know it does, but somehow I still find myself missing, yearning for the things I found interesting at 16, the things that brought me joy, that kept me going and find that they no longer serve that role

The music and the fandom surrounding it don't excite me anymore, the game I adored has been untouched for months with no future plans, the clothes I couldn't wait to get off the clothesline sit collecting dust at the bottom of a drawer

I listen to different music, found new games and thrifted new clothes but every time I open my playlist, every time look up my walls to see posters, every time I pull out that drawer, I'm reminded of different times and somehow get this bitter taste in my mouth

I want to be mad at the artist or the fandom, I want to be mad at the game developer or the brand that made the clothes, but I simply cannot

Yes, those things changed but that's not the problem, or rather, it's not that they changed, it's that I've changed

I've grown out of things and in times like this, in times of uncertainty, I just wish I could shrink back down

But I can't, so we must move on

Shout out to pain relief cremes that are like sort of minty and leave a cooling sensation on your skin