Thanks For The Answer! (⁠~⁠￣⁠³⁠￣⁠)⁠~ *skateboards Back To The Basement*

I've made a Throne to try and slowly start getting my old stuff back.

Please don't spend money if you cannot afford it. I don't want anyone going into debt trying to help, your livelihood comes first.

I need to post more on here lmao One of these days I will be stable enough to stream again, I wanna replay Goetia so badly. The music just keeps dragging me back in man, it is so melancholic and so good T0T Plus, I never finished it on stream, oops ''>w> Maybe I'll post stuff about the character's in Blue's story as well so people can know I'm still here lol I wanna show some off, like her close friends and Knowledge Seeker, but I still need to finalize their designs. orz I had just recently re-wrote one of their backgrounds so we'll see who shows up first lol

Puking and shitting

Will be a bit late to the stream!

My computer is giving me so much sass today! >:T

Ok so I've been seeing complaints about Book 7's ending by a few minority not only here, but from other platforms as well. While everyone is of course allowed to dislike something, let's tackle a few points:

Malleus deserved a harsher punishment

Everyone witnessed Diasomnia's moment. Everybody knew he accidentally killed Lilia. Everyone knows how much Lilia means to Malleus. So everyone knows that there's no punishment harsher than the eternal scar of accidentally killing your own father.

And that's not enough, because he lost majority of his power. THIS is his prolonged punishment. We should remember that his entire life revolved around being the strongest, so all of his foundation hinged on that. If you're an artist, it's like losing your dominant hand and having to relearn how to draw with your other. Except in his case it's like losing both his hands so he needs to learn how to draw with his feet.

While it's true that he's far happier now than he was when he was strong, that doesn't mean he won't go through so much suffering as a consequence. For 200 years. 200 years of being weak means he's not fit to be king; no Dark Fae will follow a man akin to a common Fae. His nobles will not respect him. He's now a very easy target, since he's not indestructible anymore.

This basically means he's currently a pretty decoration to Briar Valley. An unemployed trust fund kid. Random people will likely mock him or treat him like an amusing animal in a zoo.

Which means he will have to build his reputation from the ground up, against all odds, as a disgraced prince.

Malleus tried to kill x and x

No he did not. He genuinely thought he found a breakthrough and was doing the world a service by making immortality accessible to everyone. Remember that he used to be the strongest; he thought nobody was just capable of this feat until he did.

He was quite literally insane at that moment. When he did accidentally kill Lilia, he snapped to his senses and immediately reacted like a small child. He doesn't want to believe it, because he would never do something like that. He simply doesn't want to kill anyone-- what he wanted was the opposite: that nobody needs to die anymore.

Everybody left him off the hook so easily

We get a lot of scenes explaining this. Sure maybe for you their reasons are bullshit, but the fact is that this is a Disney story. He would never be executed. But the following are from different accounts from different characters.

There were actually very few injured, because even though he was insane in dragon form, a part of his morality was there and he unconsciously avoided hurting people as much as possible. There are more injuries that happen in Spelldrive than who Malleus injured, according to Epel.

For the rest of the student body, they were simply having the best dreams of their lives. Many compared to it an amusement park and want to experience it again.

The other overblotters tried to protest, but were reminded that they too almost killed people. Some were genuinely out to kill people while Malleus wasn't.

Most people on Sage Island are actually good people, unlike NRC students. They embody the values of Fantasia Mickey, where the apprentice was given a second chance instead of being exiled because he showed actual remorse.

He is entitled and thinks he's always right

Yes he's entitled. But that's part of his character. He thought he was right, insisted he was right, but when he was defeated and told otherwise, he accepted it wholeheartedly. He was the only overblotter who actually apologized in public, recognized he did wrong, thanked everyone for helping him, and swore he will become a better man.

He literally can't take back anything that's happened. Kicking him further will not achieve anything.

Why didn't he talk it out with Yuu instead of immediately jumping to overblot

He doesn't even understand that he's feeling something negative. Nobody taught him to recognize his own feelings. He was raised to be strong and independent, so his first instinct was to deal with the problem himself.

He can't even talk it out with Lilia and Silver; there was no way he could talk it out to a friend he just met that year.

His power literally hurts his surroundings when he tries to feel things. He's likely afraid of accidentally striking someone with lightning or drowning them in storms if he admits that he's feeling down.

He didn't know too much negative feelings could lead to an overblot. He was already out of his mind before he knew it.

There could be more but these are off the top of my head.

Sorry everyone, im gonna have to cancel tonight's stream. I'm regrettably sick, and while that doesn't usually stop me, this time I can barely talk cuz of my throat ;-;

Idk if I'll stream tomorrow but we will see how I feel by then, hopefully better ;-;

Full Body Art - Blue Ghost

I completely forgot, while I do have a full 3D body model of Blue (which I will show in a later post), I have a full-body image I drew years ago that shows what she should look like.

Vroid is excellent don't get me wrong, but the amount of things I need to add to the model outside of Vroid is a lot. o(-< Like nails for example! I'll have to make the long nails in Blender then attach them to the model in Unity. >:T

SO SOME ASSHOLE GOT HOLD OF MY PHONE AND CHANGE ALL MY CONTACT NAMES, ICONS AND RINGTONES TO THIS FUCKING THING

SO NOW WHENEVER I GET A CALL MY PHONE THINKS IT’S BEING ALL CUTE LIKE “it is a mystery >O>” FUCK YOU MAN

Gonna be a wee bit late!

Was doing a scan on my computer and its taking it's time going through the 90%'s >:|

Hello, Blue! Can you tell Dys on discord that he sucks toes? Hope you're doing well! uwu

No, cuz he will take my snacks away and I worked very hard to steal those ( V~V )

Also I'm doing ok, thank you Anon! C: