I'm Part Lover Girl

also im actually very empathetic of every american i follow/following me i just have a very deep rooted hatred towards your country as a nation for imperialism reasons. nothing personal. just like. historically really.

Currently writing a Unsub!Aaron hotchner fanfic right now and I'm APPALLED at how much the writers for criminals minds fucked up Rossi's backstory and timeline???

Wdym he served in Vietnam, started the BAU, and retired around 47? He would have had to been 12-13 if he could ACTUALLY serve in the military, no way he looked that old at those ages to lie about his age THAT GOOD and become a sergeant major. And then he just went on to study psychology, get recruited into the FBI, AND START THE FUCKING BAU WITH JASON. In reality he would have had to 16 in 1972 when joining but I doubt he made ranks that quick.

But I am amazed that he could've lied about his age and served till maybe 75' and at 19 go to uni, finish at 23, join the fbi, start the bau with jason, and still you have to count in fbi training. Idk if I'm just not that good with understanding his time line but I cannot fathom he did all that before the age of 30 abd manage to retire around his 40s, write a book, and join the bau again???

it’s like no one wants to fucking take their bloody hands and cup their lover’s face, making a streak of red on their cheek with their thumb before passionately kissing anymore 

Our fandom forbearers did NOT suffer through Anne Rice, strikethrough, and other bullshit for fucking ACOTAR and Harry Potter fans to fucking ruin it for all of us by selling fanfiction. I am not losing novel length yaoi epics because some of you don't know how to act in fannish spaces and yes I do blame the booktokification of fanfic but I also blame those of you that treat fandom like content to consume and not a community to engage with.

10x05 - Boxed In

I'm a bully | Aaron Hotchner 1x08 - 2x15

HOW AM I A WHORE?

- AARON HOTCHNER, 2009

Y’ever read something and have understanding that has eluded you interminably suddenly stop, curl up, and snuggle neatly into a fold in your brain because a new way way opened to it?

it's almost 3 am so you know it's time for bi aaron hotchner who met a girl in seventh grade with the prettiest smile and loved to draw stars in the corners of her notebook. bi aaron hotchner who met a boy when he was fifteen, all sharp corners and crooked grins who made him feel on top of the world. a boy he knew he shouldn’t have feelings for but did anyway, dangerously, secretly. bi aaron hotchner who falls in love with haley at a play rehearsal and loves her for infinite years to come. her gentle smiles, her sunshine aura, her compassionate heart. he marries her because what else are you to do as a man in love. bi aaron hotchner who, after haley's death, goes out at night, all secret and quiet, snealing looks in dark bars, holding stardust hands and alluring smiles. bi aaron hotchner who comes to love the love he has for the people around him. breathtaking men, woman, people, bodies, grins, eyes, hair, hands. bi aaron hotchner whose eyes sometimes follow a particularly good looking LEO or agent on the field before snapping back to professionalism. bi aaron hotchner who learns and loves and lives. bi aaron hotchner who tells dave under a sunless sky, over a glass of whiskey, whose words are met with teases and caring eyes. bi aaron hotchner who never needed to tell the rest of the team because, of course, they're profilers and they never followed that 'no profiling each other' rule anyway. bi aaron hotchner who has a mini pin on his go bag, a gift from garcia, who withsands light teases from morgan and prentiss, who listens to reid recite quotes from queer literature he thinks aaron would like, who shares warm smiles with jj as they watch the team cocoon him with love and acceptance. bi aaron hotchner who might not always be comfortable in his skin but is comfortable in this. in his big heart and all the love he has to give, in his curious eyes that would follow a pretty smile across a room and off the edge of the world.