Choosing To Allocate Spoons To Hanging Out And Having A Good Time At The Cost Of Perfectly Completing

There were always signs

me when i wanna talk about my special interests but i got the vampire autism where you gotta invite me to talk about smth first, otherwise i wont say shit or dont know what to say because i feel like im annoying

very fucked up that you can try insanely hard your whole life to make all the right choices and yet you can’t escape bad outcomes. like what the flip

being disabled will really have you thinking/saying things like “yeah i’m not really THAT disabled. as long as i take my meds twice a day (and as needed), eat and drink exactly the right things, keep the perfect balance of being active and resting, the weather is stable, and nothing unexpected happens AT ALL… i’m totally FINE! i probably should not even call myself disabled at this point because i’m doing so well!”

if you don’t want to call yourself disabled, that’s fine and it is your choice! but if you’re only “fine” or “doing really well” when a bunch of different variables are all lined up perfectly, then maybe you are not fine actually. just a thought!

No no you don't understand! I want to watch this show/movie, read this book, listen to this podcast, etc.! But I must be in the right mindset and the exact head space to begin, or I just can't!

"jamil is in the right and kalim is a monster" "kalim is in the right and jamil is a monster" maybe theyre both not monsters. maybe theyre both very traumatized teenage boys who are coping with that trauma by forming a codependant relationship that's harmful to both of them. maybe that codependency and the uneven power dynamic caused both of them to act in ways that they shouldn't have. maybe they have a complex relationship to each other that can't and shouldn't be reduced to one of them being a monster and the other being a innocent victim. idk though.

[guy with the Cant Focus Disorder] why the fuck can't I focus

autistic people when they have a small interaction with someone that THEY initiated and now suddenly everything is okay and there is some good in the world and not everyone hates you

I decided to try a few more pulls before this showcase ends and...

I finally got Tsumsitter Idia <3