The Audible Gasp That Left My Mouth Rn Is Insane

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY DROPPED HIM FOR THE REMAINING RACES??? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK DO YOU MEAN?? WHAT?

okay yeah I know i disappeared for a while but exams guys. i finally get to escape highschool and be more miserable in college. but what i came here to talk about is a couple of things. i've been chronically online ofcourse and have consumed a lot of media obviously. but I will give you guys a quick run down.

1. carlos sainz: WHAT THE FUCK FERRARI??????????? i mean don't get me wrong i'm so happy for lewis and as seb said the real measure is always whether he's happy or not and fuck mercedes. but them not telling carlos anything????? LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE??? NOTHING??? that's another level of fuckery. i love ferrari but man they just never fail to disappoint me. god damn. but he got his appendix removed and simultaneously injected jet fuel in his bloodstream so good for him. he better show these fuckers what they'll miss out on. and oh my charlos heart. how can you separate them? just how can you be so cruel? but hey i genuinely wish the best for both carlos and lewis. they're immensely talented and deserve everything.

2. max verstappen: my man dominating again. we love to see it. i love him so much and so viscerally i don't think anyone understands.

3. charles leclerc: i wish i could have the lec icecreams. he's so talented, i will cry. baby Leo is my favourite. he's doing so good.

4. ollie bearman: a talented boy. will walk to the ends of earth for him and his precious smile.

5. daniel riccardo: i honestly don't know how to feel about him anymore. like don't get me wrong he makes me so happy. but his recent comments about the horner situation did piss me off. and liam coming for his seat. idk man i just feel very icky about the whole situation.

that's it. that's the very brief debrief for now. catch y'all later.

I'm gonna collapse on the floor and sob hysterically

maxiel x 2023 season - “I knew you'd come back to me”

(please don't repost)

now that everything is sorta back to normal, here's my fav max verstappen edit of the week.

i will never not be sad when i think about you max verstappen.

i want all of you to genuinely think about stuff you say or write before you say or write it. i get it, you're frustrated as to why your favs are not doing well. but put that energy towards supporting them. not hating someone else. go out, touch grass. don't put out hatred in the world, there's already enough of it. if you don't like someone, then don't talk about them. talk about things and people you love or like. leave them alone.

yes this is about the austrian gp. i'm so sick of looking at all the hatred towards lando, max, charles, carlos and even george. it's RACING. things are always happening (i've said this like a billion times in the past week), and they're always gonna happen. it's the point of the sport. spend time on supporting and encouraging your favourite drivers, not belittling and bullying others. and i'm sure the drivers are fine. they're adults. they would have talked it out and i'm sure they're fine. even if they aren't, it's their lives. some of you need to get out of your parasocial relationships. i get it, you love them, they bring you comfort. THEN FOCUS ON THAT. not hating someone else.

to danny,

no one in this sport has made us smile like you have. no one has had the energy that you do. you're so special to so many people and you've saved my life and i'm sure you've saved others too. you've made me laugh when the world seemed like it was ending. i love you endlessly. i have so much love for you in me that i hope it seeps out of me like sand and reaches you when you feel unloved or alone. you deserved so much better. you're so incredibly talented. i know for a fact that given better opportunities, you could do so much, it would be scary. thank you for being a ray of sunshine. thank you for all the laughs and the silly inside jokes that'll linger in the fandom forever and ever. we love you danny. we'll support you now matter what. thank you, you stupid, special, boisterous man.

so much love.

GORGEOUS GORGEOUS TALENTED MAN

Lando Norris on the top step of the podium after winning the Dutch Grand Prix

want them to start a daycare inside me

i love you. i know i say it enough times that it annoys you but i really do. even when i am angry at the world i can never be angry at it for giving me you. i desperately wish i could take your pain away and engulf it in my bones. i am always here. and even if you think you won't, i think that you'll be better off without me. that doesn't mean i'm leaving tho, i have always been kind of selfish. i look at you and something swells in my chest. i love you. i hope you're okay. i hope you like me. i hope you love me. i hope that i'm in your mind even for a fraction of a second. i hope i bring you as much happiness as you bring me. i hope you get to come to my funeral.

One of the best things that has come out of sports and society being more comfortable with tender masculinity is that people in competitive sport no longer have to hate each other with a burning passion to compete. What a win it is for humanity to have a gentler understanding of competition and the friends you can make along the way.