—rewritten relationship headcanons (from “scaramouche, how do you love?” )
THEMES. (pre)relationship, fluff, domestic, character analysis, love languages, use of his real name
NOTES. okay, just a little bit of storytime on how i was so tempted to write this (albeit again) is that recently my mom got fractured and as i am an only child and away from home since i’m going to uni and in a dorm, it’s my dad who’s taking care of my mom. and oh my god. both scara and my dad are capricorns and their bdays are even next to each other,,, and i just cant help but like compare their love languages a bit (it may sound weird but trust me this will be good)
WANDERER / KUNIKUZUSHI
He knows love—knows its meaning, knows what it does, and knows what its consequences are. Love is but a rose with thorns, pricking whoever chooses to admire its beauty and immerse them in its pleasure. Love is a danger, and far too humanly him.
It will not be long until he recognizes this disgusting feeling since he met you.
But as he was his own person, he chose not to identify it—to call it by its name. Out of fear? No. Out of instincts.
He who didn’t have a heart suddenly felt love? Preposterous. Absurd. He wasn’t human, nor will he stoop so low to pretend to be one.
Yet he underestimated you far too much—your… charm… so to speak, along with the unpredictability of your actions. How you show up and how your lips curl up in a gentle smile and how his name slips out of them ever so… gentle. Everything about you is gentle, and kind, and so… so-
“Good morning, Kunikuzushi”
His jaw tightens and he dreaded for the sudden presence almost immediately as it had appeared.
“It’s you.” It’s always been you—the only one that actually makes him want to run away from. But he won’t, no. He wouldn’t give you the pleasure to know, not ever.
“It’s me,” you smiled, “hey, I haven’t seen you for a while. You even changed your outfit! Blue looks good on you.”
He scoffs, almost out of instinct. It is true that it has been a while since he last saw you and yet, it felt like it was just yesterday. And with that thought, he couldn’t bear to look directly in your eyes that with a hand on his hat, he looks away.
“There’s no need for pleasantries,”—like usual, he replies, and he adds on, “but it’s not much of a surprise to see you again, Y/n.”
Which actually translates to “it’s nice to see you again”.
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✿︎ ʾʿ ׅ ࣪ 🥛 ׅ࣪ ╻ 私とスカラムーシュが猫を飼う >_<
[ art Liann1009 credit if use <3 ] repost.
Warnings: Language
Theme: Fluff
I've been thinking of this for months and I need to write it, so here I am 😍🖐️
Sorry for any mistakes 😍
HIS HAIR IS HELLA SOFTTT. He has seen your small glances at his hair, and eventually he will let you touch it.
Scaramouche was already laying on your shared bed when you walked in. His hat was off and he almost looked like he was sleeping. Not knowing if he was sleeping or not, you sat down next to him. Now letting intrusive thoughts get to you, you swept the hairs out of his face. You started to run your finger through his hair. You decided to stop after a while. You got ready to lay down and he snatched your hand and put it back on his head. "Keep doing that." He said sternly. He eventually fell asleep. (He would start playing with your hair too if you were trying to sleep)
He would never tell you, but he has wanted you to play with his hair for so long. He played with his siblings hair to help put them to sleep.
You two were at his family home for the week, your boyfriend had just put his siblings to bed. "Sorry to keep you waiting." He laughed and tackled you onto the couch. He was laying on top of you like the man child he was. You put your hand on the back of his head and ran your hand through his hair. It was a little messy, but nice overall. He had a lot of hair. It was a lot of thin strands. He immediately fell asleep on you. Now, when your hands are free he will grab your hand and put it on his head. (Play with his hair)
Albedo HAS SOME NICE HAIR. HAVE YOU SEEN HIS HAIR? KSJSHDHS. It's soft man. He keeps it nice, but no one ever really asked to mess with it before? He wouldn't mind though.
You crept up behind him as he was working. "Albedo, you almost done?" You asked from behind him, your hands on his shoulders. "Not yet, perhaps another hour?" You rolled your eyes and watched him work for a few minutes. Your hand traveled from his shoulder to his nape. You moved your hand upwards torwards his hair. Messing with his hair, he started to relax into your hands. Goosebumps formed along his neck. "Oh that feels nice. Can you continue after I'm done?" He turned around to look at you, grabbing your cheek and leaving a kiss.
Xiao and touch are still a difficult bunch, playing with his hair was one of the first types of physical touch you ignited with him.
He was resting when you get first let you touch his hair. Leaning against a rock, as he was doing some things around town. He doesn't really sleep, so when he took some time to rest his eyes, you figured to help him sleep you would touch his hair. Being gentle of course, you slowly put your hand on his head, moving some strands around. He was awake at this time, and he opened his eye to see you. You were innocently laying next to him, hand in his hair. Once he realized you were calmed and meant good things, he relaxed.
Ayato was open to the idea of you playing with his hair, you could really do whatever you wanted. He loved your touch, yet he was a busy man.
You walked into the kitchen, he was leaning against the counter talking to Thoma. "Thoma!" You greeted and walked over to Ayato as he wrapped an arm around you. "You are dismissed Thoma." "I'll talk to you later my lord." Thoma smiled and left the room. "Well hello "My lord."" You kissed him and he began to deepen the kiss. Your hands moved quickly to his head, and started to mess with his hair. At this point, you were borderline making out, however he broke the kiss after a moment. "Mm, that feels nice." He smiled as you massaged his hair.
HEIZOU HEUZOU PRETTY HAIR EJDH. He has nice hair and he knows it. He's played with your hair plenty, so why not pay him back?
Heizou came home all whiny from a mission he claimed was "Too easy." "No fun, I was hoping for something a little more challenging you know?" He was sitting in his office chair as you came up behind him and planted a kiss on his forehead. He tilted his head up, and you put your head on his and put your hands on his head, messing with his hair. He got out of his chair and dragged you over to the bed where you could continue massaging his head. "Oh archons please continue." He whined as you stopped for a moment.
Kazuha didn't like to put his hair down, he claimed it got in his way but he didn't want to cut it. He liked it the way it was, and you didn't blame him.
"Kazuha?" "Hm?" "Would you mind if I played with your hair?" He laughed at your question. "Of course not, we are alone and the wind isn't bothersome, therefore I suppose you could do what you like with my hair." He positioned himself to the point you could mess with his hair. His hair was a little tangly due to the wind, but after a while if brushing it with your fingers it became soft and fluffy. He would ask if you would like it too, so he could know what you liked too 😉
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Warnings: mentions of sex, harassment (not by rin), a lot about Rins emotions and brother issues💀, reader called pretty# soccer referred to as football
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
• he isn't really one for PDA, and in general, it took him a long time to get used to being physical with you, so he likes to keep those moments private
• in public, he'll hold your hand and maybe give you a kiss on the forehead or cheek, but not more than that
• acts of service are his main love language, he's not good with words and is still discovering his boundaries and what he likes for physical touch, so he expresses his love by doing things for you
• cooks and cleans for you to express that you're important to him
• in private, he's more affectionate, but you'll often have to be the one to initiate a kiss or cuddling
• Rin may not be good with words, but he's a good listener, so when you've had a bad day or you're struggling, he'll have you complain about whatever you want while sitting in his lap
• he is incredibly good at giving massages, and will massage your shoulders, back, or feet after a long, exhausting day
• tries to give you lots of compliments throughout the day but will cringe at himself and turn beet red after telling you that you look pretty
• he likes when you wear his clothes, he's tall, so they are really big on you, and he thinks that's cute
• also likes to buy clothes for you and is happy to see you wearing them
• but what he also likes is buying clothes for you and seeing you wearing them (especially when you choose them when going out)
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
• Rin didn't have many friends in school because of uhhhmmm...his unsocial behavior, so getting close to him is hard
• he's so wary about people getting close to him because he can't believe that people would actually like him, for HIM
• you got paired up for a group project, which is great because Rin is quite smart, but also bad because he barely talks and just does everything by himself
• the other person in your group barely does anything (which Rin gets in a fight with him for) and that leads to the two of you having to meet up alone at your house to finish the presentation (he's was very adamant to not meet up at his)
• the two of you get to talking and somehow Rin opens up a bit, letting his rough facade drop just a smidge
• from that day on he's your friend, he sticks with you, invites you to his games, tells you about his emotions and let's you whine about your struggles
• the type of friend that reminds you to take care of yourself
• buys you lunch when he notices you haven't eaten yet because you're busy studying
• reminds you to rest
• helps you with his school work if it's getting too much and starts stressing you out
• the two of you often study together
• protective as a friend and not scared to stand up for you if you need it, he'll defend you with his life if he needs to
• knew that you were a real friend when you defended him infront of Sae the first time he invited you over to his house
"And who are you"
"I'm Rins friend."
"Rin doesn't have any friends."
"Well he has me!"
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
• after he's gotten used to being physical with you and learning what both he and you like, he would cuddle with you a lot
• prefers to be the big spoon
• he likes to hold you in his arms, tightly wrapped around you, having you pressed against his body
• also is quite a big fan of the honeymoon hug, he likes when you put your head on his chest
• threads his fingers through your hair or traces shapes into your skin, it relaxes him
• only when he let's himself be vulnerable around you after a hard day he'll want to be the little spoon and be cuddled by you
• likes when you comb your fingers through his hair while he's his resting his head on your stomach, chest or thighs
• when you fall asleep on him while cuddling he'll carry you to bed
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
• he's good at cooking and it's important to him that his food is healthy
• Rin is very tidy, he cleans up after himself, dirty clothes are directly put into the laundry and on the weekends he makes sure to vacuum and clean his whole apartment
• Rin hates chaos so he keeps his things organized
• the interior of his home is minimalistic, kept in dark hues of blue and grey paired with black
• Rin wants to settle down once both of you are in a stable position in your careers, or he earns enough for the two of you to live comfortably
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
• would do it quick and tries to make as little mean comments as possible, to not hurt your feeling further
• the relationship would probably end because the two of you had a big fight that you can't resolve
• would distract himself by working out even more than usual and playing football
• seems like it doesn't bother him, but on the inside he's deeply unhappy and wishes he had a good relationship with his brother so he could talk to him about his feelings
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
• he wants to get married someday but isn't in a rush
• before making you his fiance he wants to better himself, be more accepting towards himself and be sure that he's deserving of someone like you
• the wedding would be luxurious but small, he's not on very good terms with his family so he didn't invite many of them (but it would truly mean the world to him if Sae came)
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
• he's very gentle with you physically
• he knows he's strong from working out a lot so he's careful to never use all of his strength on you, (even if he's frustrated and pounding into you like a madman he'll be careful to not actually hurt you ;) )
• emotionally he's getting better at being more gentle, but he's still not good at it
• there's times when he's frustrated and just snaps or when he's just way too honest and ends up hurting your feelings
• he'll be quick to apologize tho, feeling bad about his actions, he doesn't want to hurt you, sometimes things just slip out and it's hard to control for him
• you'll need to be a bit understanding of that too, knowing that if he snaps at you it's not your fault, it's the situation that's making him agitated
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
• his hugs are warm and tight, you could literally melt into his touch
• he's so tall and muscular, when he hugs you it feels like his warm body completely engulfs you
• prefers to hug you from the front, your head on his shoulder so he can take a whiff of your hair while his hands rest on your waist
• sometimes his hands wander and give your ass a squeeze
• hugs you from behind while you're cooking or doing the dishes
• Rin likes hugs, but only from you (hates to be touched by others but got used to his teammates doing it)
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word? How often do they say it? How do they show their love?)
• it takes him centuries to say it (not literally, but he really takes his time with expressing his feelings) and first said it after more than half a year of being together
"I think I love you"
he randomly said while the two of you cuddled on the couch
"How come you're saying it now? Just realized it"
"No...it's just...I guess it only really sank in today when I realized I would steal the damn moon for you if you asked for it"
• he says it at least once a day, often when he's coming home or leaving or when the two of you are cuddling or being intimate
• also shows his love through physical touch, acts of service and gift giving
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
• he's quick to get jealous, mainly because of his inferior complex to his brother
• sometimes he just thinks you would be better off without him and his snappy ass, and then will question himself and your relationship when he sees you being friendly with someone else
• you'll just have to reassure him that he's the only one you want and he'll snap out of his jealousy
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
• most of his kisses are soft and passionate
• but there's also times when he leaves you breathless, lips moving sloppily across yours, gently tugging at your bottom lip, tongue always wining the fight for dominance
• Rin likes to kiss you on your forehead, your shoulders, the crown of your head and of course your lips
• He really enjoys being kissed on the nape, his neck and shoulders, his cheek and his lips
• Rin really likes French kissing, he's so skilled with his tongue
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
• he's pretty helpless with children, he can barely communicate with adults so talking to children is the end of him
• it's easier when they share his passion for soccer, but he still sucks at communicating
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
• goes on a run EVERY morning, doesn't care what weather, doesn't matter if it's freezing cold or pouring, he'll go jogging for an hour
• takes a cold, 5 minute shower after coming back and puts his sweaty clothes into the laundry right away
• if you're still sleeping when he comes back he'll wake you up softly after he's done showering
• if you're already awake, he'll say good morning with a sweet kiss
• eats breakfast with you and then leaves for football practice
• on the weekends mornings can be lazier, spent in bed cuddling, having you sleep in while he goes on his usual jog and comes back with breakfast and coffee
• slow morning sex after waking up :))
• morning texts when he's away to remind you to eat well and drink enough
Hey dove,
Don't forget to eat and drink (2 liters!!)
I hope you have nice day, love you.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
• four days a week he works out in the evening
• once he's back from the gym he'll either cook dinner or help you with cooking (the two of you take turns with dinner)
• after you've eaten he'll pack his bag for practice
• the rest of the night until bedtime is mostly spent on the couch watching TV and cuddling, maybe talking about your days
• Rin has a very strict nighttime routine, puts his dirty clothes in the laundry, goes to take a shower if he's really stinky (loves when you join him...shower sex ;) ) then brushes his teeth and does his skincare, puts on his soft cotton pjamas (when it's warm he also sleeps shirtless) and then he's ready for bed
• when he comes back heated and annoyed it's not rare for him to take it out on you in the form of sex
• good night text or calls when he's away for a game
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
• he's not very open, it took a very long time for him to open up to you when you were still friends and now that you're together he still prefers to deal with his struggles on his own
• he knows he can talk to you, and will if you ask him if something is wrong or something has been bothering him for days
• Rin is just a person that prefers to deal with his emotions, struggles and thoughts alone
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
• generally really calm and patient, especially when it comes to you
• there's some things that can quickly annoy him tho and cause him to snap, and when he's angry, you know it
• he gets loud, shouts insults (that can be really hurtful) and has that glare that looks like he wants to kill
• Rin does his best to control his temper around you because he doesn't want to snap at you
• around others he doesn't care as much tho
• things that can make him loose his temper are: football related things, people that behave against his principles and disrespect towards you or him
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
• he's really good at remembering things, wether it be dates or your favorite things, he knows everything from your favorite meal, to the day you first met
• also remembers things you just randomly mention on the side
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
• when he got into a fight with someone for you
• it was your third date, and he had taken you to see a movie
• while you were waiting for him outside the toilet, a man started harassing you, starting with catcalls and nasty compliments
• Rin watched the whole scene play out, how you were called horrible names because you didn't respond to the man
• he lost it, he couldn't stand someone calling you these things, so his hand 'slipped'
• in the end the two of you got home with you crying and Rin having a black eye and bruised hand
• he didn't view it as a big deal, but when he saw the tears in your ears and listened to you mumble about how he could've gotten seriously hurt, he realized that this might have been one of the first times someone got seriously worried about his well being
• he felt something he hasn't felt before while you patched him up and cried about how you weren't worth getting hurt for and how he should've just ignored the insults
" I can't just ignore someone calling you these things"
"Rin- he could've broken your nose, or- or something like this could ruin your career!!"
"It's fine, it's worth it, if it's for you"
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
• very protective, would put his honor and life on the line to defend you
• is the "they ordered no pickles partner" and WILL make sure the staff knows that they didn't get your order right and won't rest until you have the meal you ordered
• when someone's bothering you they'll get his death glare and if they still don't stop he's not scared to shout insults or even get physical if he has to
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
• puts a lot of effort into the relationship because he feels like he needs to compensate you for putting up with him
• buys you expensive gifts (is almost like your sugar daddy...)
• take you out to fancy restaurants and buys you designer clothes for the occasion
• you want something? You get it
• acts of service is his primary love language so even when he's doing mundane, everyday tasks for you he's putting effort into them
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
• he's so incredibly blunt
• Rin doesn't know when it's best to just keep his mouth shut and goes after the motto, honest is best
• sometimes things should be kept to himself tho, how honest he is sometimes can really hurt the feelings of people around him
• he's a perfectionist, and if he can't achieve what he wants he'll just work harder until he gets to his goal
• this is not only bad for him because he overworks himself but also others around him that have to fit his perfectionist standards
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
• at home not as much but when he leaves the house he makes sure he looks good
• wants his paparazzi photographs to look better than Saes, so he'll never leave the house with a hair out of place or lint on his clothes
• has quite a lot of designer clothes and expensive perfume
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
• no, you remind him to take breaks, keep him from overworking yourself and always show him that he's so much more than just his brothers shadow
• without you he would feel alone
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
• Rin not only likes to train his body but also his mind, so sometimes he'll do sudoku, a crossword puzzle or challenge you to a chess match (if you dont know how to play he'll teach you)
• has a really fancy sports car and he let's you drive it (although you're very hesitant to because you don't want to break it)
• never accepts gifts from fans because he views it as disloyal towards you (even tough you told him you don't mind)
• was known as the biggest heartbreaker of your highschool and even though he had a history of rejecting every girl that confessed to him, they still did it
• hugest nerd in school and still is one as an adult, has knowledge on almost everything, is multilingual and could literally win a quiz show with ease
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
• he hates people that don't take football seriously
• being compared to his brother will make him lose his shit
• people that don't care about their health because 'your body is your temple and should be treated as such'
• lazy people that don't put effort into things
• people that are late and don't follow up on their promises
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
• a good sleep is important to Rin, so he goes to bed at 9.30pm and then falls asleep quickly
• if you want to go to bed later than that you'll have to quietly crawl into bed, careful to not wake him
• his sleep is more on the deeper side, but he will wake up when he feels you leaving the bed or you're having a nightmare
• he's a back sleeper and his favorite sleeping position is with your either resting your head on his chest, leg over his waist or having you snuggled up by his side
• no screen time 30 min before bed (but he's busy doing his night routine anyways and you don't have to follow that rule, although he would appreciate it)
• really likes to cuddle before actually sleeping
• holding you in his arms gives him a sense of security that makes it easier to fall asleep, and sleep more peacefully
• hates having to share a room with his teammates (mainly because they don't match his sleep schedule)
• would never admit it, but if you got him a plushie he would take it with him when he's away for games, making it smell like you (Would hide it from his teammates tho because its embarrassing)
• wears a sleep mask and earplugs when he's not sleeping at home
A/N: Thank you for the request!!
Ahhh the Itoshi Brothers, controversial but I actually don't know which one I prefer, I like Sae too...
Ugh but Rin...bby, I just want to tell him that he doesn't always need to work hard, that's he's more than just Saes little brother, that his worth depends on more than just his skills
o(╥﹏╥)o
Anyways I hope you like this anon!!
...still have 2 more requests to finish...
DAiNSLEiF iCONS... art by birdsofpasssage. please credit her if you use these pics. no need to credit me.
★ 【Ekita玄】 「 鬼滅の刃スーツ風 」 ☆ ⊳ hashira // demon slayer ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter
The Wanderer has accumulated so many titles over the years, you wonder if you can give him one of your own.
Genre: Fluff, Slight Angst, You’re not the Traveler, Slightly OOC? (Idk man just let me write my fluff 😭)
Word Count: 1.2k
Warning: This was loosely inspired by a potential leak for the 3.3 Archon Quest so please don’t read if you don’t want spoilers. Also not proofread WHOOPS
A/N: I usually post on my laptop but I’ve only got my phone right now so the formatting’s a little off. I’ll fix it up once I get access to my laptop again 👍
“Stop that.”
“Stop what?”
“That staring. It’s disturbing.”
In truth you didn’t realise you were staring. You couldn’t help it when there was nothing else to do. The two of you had found a freshwater lake to recuperate at. The two of you situated on your respective rocks by the water, your gaze naturally drifted to him when he took up your mind.
Despite travelling together for months, the stubborn little man was somewhat of an enigma to you. But the mystery wasn’t his past - you were fortunate to have him finally open up to you - but what you two were. Months of wandering through Teyvat with no choice but to trust each other with your lives and you still had nothing to personally call him by.
You cleared your throat as you angled yourself towards him.
“So, uh, Scaramouche-“
“It’s Wanderer now.”
“Right, sorry. Force of habit. Can I ask-“
“No, you can not.”
“… Rude. Anyway, is Wanderer a new name? Or a title like ‘Balladeer’?”
“It’s a title.”
“Can I ask what your name is now?”
“… Wanderer is a title and name.”
He always thought he was slick, skirting around answers but he always conveyed more information than he realised. How his cold gaze went from hostile to distant but lonely all the same. He simply had no name, not anymore.
A title can only go so far. You remembered a time you met the fabled Traveler, and instead of calling them such, called them by their actual name the instant they entrusted it to you. You’d never forget the special glint in their eyes when they heard it.
How far could the blue themed man beside you last walking aimlessly across Teyvat with nothing to hold onto except for the very clothes on his back and hat on his head?
“Do you want a name?”
“What’s with all these questions?”
“I’m just curious. If you haven’t realised, your situation is pretty unique.”
“I told you the name is ‘Wanderer’.”
“That’s pretty lame.”
“You-“ His head snapped to you, face lit up in anger until he saw the teasing smile creeping up your face. He didn’t bother stifling his groan as he rolled his eyes and angled his head back to the ground.
“I’m figuring out a new one,” he replied.
“I could give you a name if you want.”
“No.”
“What, are you worried I’m going to give you a stupid name?”
“I know you’re going to give me a stupid name.”
“I’ll have you know my pet seelie loves the name I gave them.”
“That isn’t reassuring.”
Pouting, you turned your full body to him.
“If not a name, can I give you another title then?”
He fell silent, facing forwards to the water as he averted your gaze. His face was unreadable but it was better than his perpetual scowl so that was a good sign, at least.
The Wanderer, hoping you have given up your antics, spared a glance at you only to snap it back to the water when your eyes met. He blames the scorching sun for his cheeks heating up, even though his hat shrouds his entire figure in shade.
“You don’t have to take the title up yourself,” you bargained. “Just a little thing I can call you myself.”
Scaramouche shot you a look that said if anything, that’s worse. But then after some contemplation and mutterings of ‘how the hell do I put up with you’ he shifts a little closer to you. As always, when it came to you he found himself relenting.
“Fine.”
“Thank you, my love,” you beamed.
One second.
Two.
Three.
The Wanderer almost fell into the water.
“You-“ He’s nearly choking on air, dryly coughing into the back of his fist as he sat on the ground having fallen off his makeshift chair. “I- huh- what?!”
“Shhh, you’re going to wake up the entire forest at this rate,” you snickered before you leaned over him, offering a hand to him. He stared at it like it was a foreign appendage before batting your hand away and scrambling up on his own. Situating himself back on his rock, he angled himself away from both you and the water. You didn’t even bother to hide your crestfallen expression.
“Your attempts at humour are pathetic.”
“It wasn’t a joke.”
You faced him still, fighting how every fibre in your body was telling you to look away with how he scrutinised you over his shoulder. He needed to know you meant it, you prayed silently to the archons he knew from your face how genuine you were. But at the sound of his scowl you instantly moved away and faced out to the water.
It had been a long time since the Wanderer was given a title beyond one he set for himself. Of course, “Balladeer” was appointed by the Tsaritsa, but since when was such a title so affectionate? A title so personal, so full of warmth. His first title was the title of “friend”, given to him by someone he would call “friend” back.
And look where that got them. Look how such a title caused him to be left behind.
And now somewhat wants to call him “my love”? Especially you, of all people? The very one who has been transforming his perspective on the world even though he wanted to be stuck in his old ways? The sunlight wasn’t warm enough as a shiver went down his spine.
“No one has used such a title for me before,” he stated as he reoriented himself to face you again, heart cracking just a little at your dejected figure. You jumped at his voice, but you didn’t look at him, eyes focused on your hand that created ripples in the water that sparkled under the daylight. He wanted to continue and say that such titles are weak but his mouth only hung open. No more words came out, but why?
In his silence, you eventually came to face him. You tried to play off your smile as cheeky but he knew better. It was timid, masking over your true vulnerability and uncertainty.
“Well then, I can be the first…?”
His eyes were distant as he looked straight ahead at nothing in particular. On his face, a small but rare smile as he clicked his tongue in mock contemplation.
“Hm… I guess you can.”
Blinking, you shook your head in disbelief. Did you just hear that right? The Wanderer accepting the title you offered him? When you refocused on him, his head was down, hat tipped over his burning face as he looked away.
“We’ve rested long enough. We should keep moving...”
You nod dumbly, hurriedly moving past him to pack your items. As you brushed shoulders with him, your momentum sent a breeze against your ears, the gentle wind carrying a whisper.
“… my love.”
You whipped around to the source of the voice to see the Wanderer looking very amused. Wearing the widest smirk, you’d believe he was mocking you save for the rouge dusting his cheeks, how his icy irises were only thin rings against his dilated pupils.
“What? Cat got your tongue?”
You shook your head, not trusting your voice so you sent him a bright smile as response. A smile that he couldn’t help but mirror as he tipped his hat back down over his face.
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A Dozen Reasons To Love You
Cyno × GN! Reader
Reason 1: You never really seemed to fear him.
He'd understand if you did, like most people he met, and he wouldn't hold it against you. Yet you hadn't. You'd met his stern gaze with an unwavering warmth, seemingly unphased by the sharpness of his eyes.
Reason 2: There was an odd comfort in holding your hand.
The first time was when he was helping you up, lending a hand to pull you up a ledge that you couldn't seem to jump to. Like a crackle of electricity, his hand felt warmer with yours, though he was certain you hadn't done anything, and neither had he. Surely his vision wasn't faulty?
Reason 3: You look like an oasis.
As far as he's concerned, he never really feels all that tired with you. From the way he can easily rest his head in your lap and let your fingers comb through his snowy locks, to the way you'd listen to anything he has to say as he does off under your care. He feels at peace with you, like returning to a warm home. He's certain it wouldn't feel complete if you weren't there for him with your bright smile and gentle gaze.
Reason 4: He likes the way you lean on him when you're tired.
He's strong, undoubtedly so, and it's a reason many fear him. However, it's also a source of pride for him that you're able to find solace in his strength. He loves the way you seem so at ease as he shifts your head to lay on his chest so he can cuddle you. Most of all, he thoroughly enjoys your little murmurings as you slumber, all sorts of odd thoughts seeming to run through your dreamscape.
Reason 5: He likes the snacks you prepare for him.
He's never been a picky eater, not has he ever really fussed over fixed meal times. Yet you insist on him not skipping meals, constantly reminding him that it isn't something he can "leave till later". He found it quite pointless at first, but with time, find himself looking forward to tasting what you had for him with increasing anticipation each time.
Reason 6: You remind him of plants - of the pretty fruits and flowers that decorate Sumeru's natural landscape.
Or rather, it'd be more accurate to say that he sees you in everything. Cyno thinks of you as he happens to pick fruit, trying to recall if it was one of your favourites. He thinks of you as he catches a whiff of flowers he passes by. He imagines you beside him as he looks at his reflection in the water, because truly, the grand blue sky dotted with fluffy white clouds was a peaceful sight he'd love to share with you every day for the rest of your lives.
Reason 7: You fit so nicely in his embrace.
It was like you were made to be held by him; it simply came so naturally for him to hug you and pull you close. It feels like the world around goes quiet and he can rest to the sound of your heartbeat like a steady rythmn, egging his own to try match up.
Reason 8: He loves the way you stifle a laugh when he tells a bad joke.
People don't find him funny, he's well aware of that. Yet when you laugh, he can't fully comprehend that it's him you're laughing at, and even if he did, he doesn't think he minds if he gets to see that mischievous glint in your eye. Sure, he may be the joke in your eyes, but it would mean he makes you happy, and the more he realises how happy he is about that fact, the more he starts to realise how important you are to him.
Reason 9: He likes looking into your eyes.
There's something simply mesmerising about looking into your eyes as you watch the stars together. The desert is cold at night, and with you in his arms he can easily see every constellation reflected in your eyes. Of course, he isn't exactly looking at those either; the stars are but an excuse to keep admiring you in the gentle luminance that has him softer than a bird's down feathers.
Reason 10: The way you move has him mesmerised.
It's like a dance and he's enchanted. It doesn't matter what level of grace and dexterity you have (or lack) because whatever it is, he can't seem to take his eyes off you. Regardless, you're lovely to him, and he's joyful to see you at your most naturally content.
Reason 11: The way you try your best for him tends to squeeze his heart a little each time.
It's sickeningly sweet. While he instinctively does what he can to care for you and provide anything you might ask for or want from him, you reciprocating that behaviour very much has him swooning. You got a limited edition card for that TCG game he loves? He can't believe you actually thought to do that for him. And it's not because he thinks lowly of you - he just doesn't expect it from you, because you're enough for him as you are.
Reason 12: As much as he feels the need to take care of you, it doesn't feel quite as unnatural when you're the one taking care of him.
And really, it makes sense. He enjoys when you dote on him, because you're his other half. Who else would nag him for not treating his injuries early and cracking a joke before he told you about said wounds? Who else would fuss over him as they tended to him, sighing as they kiss his cheek with a request that he be more careful? There is no one he can imagine who would ever look at him with the soft adoration you do, and he doesn't want to. He can't. You've consumed his heart in its entirety, and he's forgotten how to hold it, entrusting it to you as he guards yours with due diligence.
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(kazuha x asexual!reader)
warnings: hints of nsfw, mainly fluff, pet names, reader is hinted at being on the ace spectrum, overall just very cute
the embrace was familiar.
the hands that ghosted over your waist did little to nothing to quench the uneasy feeling in your stomach, nor did it help you hide the frown on your features.
the silence in the air was almost suffocating, and the tension felt as if it was thickening with every second that passed between you and your lover.
his hands trailed up to your face, caressing your cheek with his calloused palm; a small reminder of the battles he has fought, sword in hand.
a small yet comforting smile adorned his face as you both locked eyes, his tender touch causing a pleasant shiver down your spine.
“my muse,”
his thumb wiped away a stray tear, before moving to put your hair behind your ear. “if you’re feeling uncomfortable, there is no rush to carry on.”
his tone sounded even softer than what it was usually; the solemn expression he wore silently telling you it was okay.
fitting, really, considering how vulnerable you both were in this moment.
you expected nothing less from the wandering samurai.
“i…” breaking eye contact, you felt guilt seep into your burning skin. “i don’t want to leave you unsatisfied, kazuha.”
he chuckled at that, closing his eyes. “i’m satisfied, dove. your very presence is enough for me, i wouldn’t ask for more.”
he looked beautiful like this, you thought. the moonlight leaking in from the window lit up his features; he was nothing short of divine.
so why was this so hard? denying him? any other person would jump for the opportunity, which begs the question: why haven’t you?
“i love you, so, so much.” a deep breath. “i just have no desire to… do this… i’m sorry.” your voice had turned into a whisper by the end, you were finding it hard to say anything else.
“and… i love you more than anything, no matter what. so why feel guilty?” he pressed his forehead to yours, your noses bumping ever so slightly. “your lack of sexual desire won’t stop me from loving you, my muse.”
a weight was lifted off your shoulders as he said that.
sighing softly, you cuddled into him, your head on his chest as his fingers smoothed over your hair.
“never change, y/n.” he cooed, similar to a bird singing into the night sky.
“i wouldn’t have you any other way.”