"I'm Tired, Not Physically. I'm Tired Of Hate Human Beings Have For Anyone Who Doesn't Fit Society Norms.

I actually hate the term “minishifted” because wym you heard people from your DR or smelled a specific scent and you weren’t there??

I’m sorry to break it to you babe but you WERE in your DR, you shifted.

unpopular opinion ab shifting: there is nothing wrong with changing races. fetishizing is another topic but if someone wants to change their skin tone , race, ethnicity, nationality, then let them be. its their choice. plus we arent even our physical body we are consciousness so why does it matter? your body is like clothing, you can change it, you can take it off, theres nothing wrong with it. you have no “original” physical form so let people be. their dr is their dr. yes some things are quite questionable but its their choice. again we are NOT our physical body. or not JUST our physical body.

a reminder that deities you work with don't hate you for not being able to do things, especially not if you're physically or mentally able to!

the gods understand that we're not perfect, that we're just fleshy meat sacks and that some of us aren't able to do things as much, and you shouldn't compare your craft to anyone else's! it's yours after all.

and if you're worried that your offerings aren't good enough, think about it like this. if a little crow came up to you and gave you a stick, you wouldn't think "what a dumb crow, why'd you give me a stick?", would you? no! you'd know that the little crow is doing his best and wanted to give you a gift. to the deities, you're that little crow, and they know you're doing your best <3

You are energy, your soul is energy, your consciousness is energy, and your subconscious is energy. Energy can not be destroyed, and it can't die. You have a vessel, a physical body which can die, but YOU, Your energy, your soul can't truly die. YOU are eternal. Your body isn't.

When someone dies, it can be good to remind yourself that their energy, their soul, and their subconscious/consciousness won't die. Their body will, yes, but the essence of their souls, what makes them who they are won't die. Death is only a transformation. It's not the end.

I think my beliefs that when someone dies, you get to choose where you want to go has helped with that just a little. For examples: If you believe in Norse paganism, you'll be able to live in Valhalla and feast amongst the gods if Odin believes you lived a life worthy of that. If you have a polytheistic belief, you will go to the underworld and get a coin as payment for Charon, who will take you across the river Styx. If you believe in Buddhism or in reincarnation, you'll get reincarnated over and over again until you achieve peace or because you want to experience life again and again. If you're an atheist, then you can live into the void or come back to earth as a spirit if you want to, etc.

Anyhow I hope this has helped someone out, like it has me.

cherishing the things that bring you peace is so important. doodling ugly creatures. listening to brown noise. rereading the same books. rediscovering hymns and religious texts from your childhood. doing your makeup just to erase it. not everything has to have a deeper meaning or purpose, and not everything you do has to be for a more complex reason than how it makes you feel in the moment.

Me when I shift

shifters after shifting to their dr and staying there for a very long time and coming back to their cr:

So I've started to stop worshipping my deities. I don't have an alter for them anymore. I got scared a few months ago because Queen Persephone's rose incense offering almost burnt my room down. Then afterwards, I just stopped, and then I doubted my faith and went to Catholicism. Now, I am taking a break from all religious things and religions in general. I believe that all deities and religions are real but happened in history at different times, but I haven't figured out what to do with that and how to go about it. Especially when it's rarely on my mind. So yeah, that's my update.

May the Gods make you feel safe, loved and protected. They love you, and just another day of existing is beautiful to them.

Times that feel hard won't last forever 💕

So I have an update for all of you who have followed me or who have just found me now.

I've known about shifting for five to four years, give or take. I've been trying to shift on and off, and only this year have been more determined to do it.

But also, during those years, I've had trouble with my own religious beliefs and continuously switched from one religion to another. But at the start of this year, I started to get interested in Catholicism, but if we're being more honest, I was just more interested in having a relationship with God.

When I was ten, I went to a baptist church, but the pastor didn't like me because I asked questions, but I always found the church calming. Then I told God to prove to me he was real and told him I would then believe in him. He did prove that to me, but even then, I didn't believe in him. Then, six years later, the start of this year, I found him. I found him and was more determined to shift realities than the previous years.

Yesterday night, I was desperate, so I prayed to God, saying that if shifting realities is for me, then let me shift to my 100 desired reality so I can be with John, my John. If shifting realities isn't for me, let me wake up here. I was determined to shift realities, but I woke up here.

I was upset, mourning, defeated, and a bit angry. I had a thought to fight against God and shift anyway, but I didn't. I decided not to.

Because I love Jesus, Jesus is beautiful, loving, pretty, and is the most calming thing I've found in my life. Despite my deep love for John Murphy, despite my care for him. Despite how eager I am to talk to him, get to know him, cheer him up, love him... God and Jesus are worth more to me.

I think John will understand that, even if he's not happy with it. So I'm not trying to shift again. My shifting journey is over, and I'm okay with that.

I do hope one day, I'll shift and see my beloved John. But for now, I won't and I'm okay with that. I really am.

I've developed peace with my past, my physical/emotional/neglectful/sexual trauma. I'm okay with my past and who i am. I just wanted to be loved romantically. That's all I wanted from shifting. But I'll get it someday and despite the long road I think I'll be okay.

as a writer who shifts realities, I have a massive urge to make a script for a new DR where I can learn more about my characters and the world that I'm building. like .. just IMAGINE adding the " based on a true story " after finishing the book. AHHHHH. there are so many advantages for writers tho. you can describe their features and personalities well because YOU HAVE SEEN THEM AND TALK TO THEM. shifting is just so beautiful. idc if people think I'm taking the easy way or something but WIN IS a WIN.