I THINK I HAVE Pneumonia, Haven't Been Able To Rest, Keep Coughing So Hard I Throw Up And Feel Like A

Finally got around to posting :D

Anyways here is some shots I saved of my work process, I plan on posting one for each picture I made.

This one in particular was quite fun and relaxing to create. I put the “Minx” backwards though (forgot I was working flipped.)

I plan on maybe uploading a higher resolution version on DA and stuff.

I also took a wonky phone video of me drawing, I might or might not post.

This was for a group on FB called the “Monthly Creativity Challenge!” I love designing creatures and stuff outside of people, I just never do, so this was a nice a change.

It is hard to explain exactly what I was thinking when making this.

A menacing yet possibly gentle creature(could still destroy you in an instant) i kept thinking of many things in my head that kept going to other ideas, one being a spider I used to feed ants as a child.

It likes to be in deeper waters and can stay underwater indefinitely, but it’s species adapted to hosting creatures that have also adapted to living/traveling inside part of it’s body that actually need oxygen. (I don't know how long this took to make, a few hours?)

I like to think of her peacefully/happily playing with water. c:

Barely able to upload it, took a few weeks to make. (not sure hours compiled since I was actually drawing this casually on the side of something else) Full size version can be found on my Tumblr, would link but it omits me from searches. (Username is Krystami)

Possibly venting here~

Seriously though, how do I get more "out there" I do what I think is my best, I upload as often as possible, well cept a tad before "lately" I'll admit, I'm easily discouraged, I don't know how to help myself apparently, been trying for ages, but it seems as useful as a ghost knocking on a window asking to be let in. What am I doing wrong, everyone around me is flying by in some sorta way, while I just kinda watch...like I'm running as fast and hard as I can while everyone elses light warps past me. (in general)

I can finally start sculpting again, I think, I still need materials but I can do what I was working on before. Secondly, I wanna make a super special *something* I'm not sure yet, I just want it to be a scene, detailed, etc. But I'm not at the point I want to, it would take lots of planning, materials and tools. (As in I want to make it once I can afford an airbrush, molding kit, etc.) I might want advice on a good design, like I have an idea but no picture.

Is it bad that I think I can generally draw pretty much anything I wanna draw to my standards but when it comes to one of, if not my favorite character of all time...I can't do anything ;_; I always give up or am not satisfied with the result. Hopefully my next attempt will be different D:

You know...I'm trying my best to make money, I just don't find weeks working on something (every second compressed would mean days of work, at least 40 hours straight.) Is really worth only getting 20$...heck even 50$ isn't worth it. The only real "worth" is possible "publicity" I have no other way ME myself can make money...and I am almost positive no one would want to pay what I would find fare for my time taken, my skills, etc.

I haven’t done this in a few years but I finally have a sort of price list together, I’m just doing bust-shots for now, but If you are looking for anything else, please ask, I don’t mind discussing it. c:

(this is just where you get the digital files, no physical copy.)

I will draw: people, armor, robo/mechs, anthro, creatures. Payment required before I start, through paypal, (I send invoice first) any questions, just ask.

I won’t draw: ask for now.

I desperately need money, I can’t afford food (I have celiac disease), barely bills and rent as well as financial abuse from our roommate(my dad), I cannot work, I also cannot get ssi and such so stuck in an awkward place. My husband and I are forced to move in a month and a half but have no money saved and am going to lose most of my things and my cats, my husband is so stressed because of my dad and my lack of work that he is threatening to break the lease because we have no food or money for food, he doesn’t get paid until next thursday, I am unable to leave the house by myself without having severe breakdowns and he always gets off too late to do anything else himself. (I am literally stuck in this situation with no other options I’M capable of doing. But I have always planned on selling my art, I just need to do what I can right now) I’ll make a better price list eventually that is more than jist bustshots, I just want to be able to do as much as I can in a timely matter for both sides while testing the waters after all these years If that makes sense.

Thank you so much if you read this.

(Posting so much later then intended)

Still in an art block, so that kinda sucks. Nothing I wanna draw anymore~ Ended up playing Borderlands for the first time with my person, finished the game but it glitches so we can't play co-op anymore so we deleted the game and gonna start all over after installing again.

I really wanted to make a mecha sup guy 8DDD So I did~ ~full size version is here~ http://krystami.deviantart.com/art/cry-a-508963841