you know what i miss in movies. sincerity. authenticity. when scripts didn't spend their time being overtly self aware, lampshading all of their mistakes, and winking at the camera. when they told stories without a sense of spectator before they even hit the screen
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girl activities:
listening to one song on repeat, trying to figure out how to turn it into your personality
opening that box from your childhood, laying down and surrounded with nostalgia
writing shitty poetry instead of sleeping, justifying that it's productive
discovering underground artists, giving them boosters and sharing all their work to help them get somewhere
buying book after book, yet still trying to get through the first chapter of the current read
trying on clothes, imagining what outfits to wear where
ranting to the teddies kept amongst pillows
waking up at three in the morning and refusing to go back to sleep, instead laying there to soak up the shadows
thrifting or lifting lace bras and thongs the parents would scream at
listening to subliminals while reading the comments underneath
how da Fuk do U all hav DID bruh
id give anything just to have my interests perceived as interesting and cool and to have people like me for who i naturally am
I wanna go back to 2014
life might be stressful but i still get to watch video essays and crochet in bed at the end of the day and im very grateful for that
i love listening to MUSIC!!!!!! and imagining things happening
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