Im So Failing College Xx

fuck. this hits hard.

i wonder how many of the girls on the thinspo/bonespo pictures that are being shared everywhere are dead now

i wonder how many ed blog owners that seemingly disappeared and deactivated are dead now

i wonder how many of these people who reached their ugw are dead now because they went further instead of living like these stupid ass “imagine waking up at your ugw” posts

I believe we live in the end of the age of capitalism, we live in the century capitalism will finally die, but we must ask, what comes after, we will never be a hundred percent sure what it will be like until we start building it, so we must dream and imagine it, and multiple dreams will exist in one world, I am sure of it, I have multiple dreams, multiple imaginings, and none are perfect, but all are far better than now.

A dream of this small town with buildings of brick with plants climbing them, beautiful colours scattered, cars a rarity, the sounds of birds singing and kids playing in the streets, I am able to sit down on this comfortable bench, eating a sandwich as the world goes by.

A dream of going to a library and being able to get an audiobook, digital copy or paper book of anything, listen to stories as I sip a nice warm drink and watch, and hear people truly enthused to learn because they got to choose to without worry.

A dream of living in a village of maybe a couple hundred people, and going to a community gathering where people cook and share with all, and where the next day I help pull weeds from a kind persons garden, just because I can and they'd like the help.

Dream of worlds you would enjoy living in, as without dreams and stories, we don't have a future, to truly dream and imagine a better world is to start to create it, dream and share those dreams, as they will help bring on a better world.

Jesus fucking hell he does NOT deserve this after his death what the fuck man what is wrong with people. HIS DEATH SHALL NOT GO IN VAIN. HIS DEATH WILL NOT BE ALLOWED TO BE IN VAIN. REMEMBER AARON BUSHNELL. REMEMBER THE YOUNG MAN. REMEMBER HIS SCREAMS.

find a way

my fucking mother is awake now so I can't even fucking sneak out I hate this place so fucking much

If I told you someone was murdered in a high school bathroom, and the school did nothing to help, and the murderers were only suspended for two weeks, there would be a fucking uprising. A riot.

so why is it that nobody cares as soon as it’s the two-spirited (sorry for the prev mistake) kid?

The people who want to do something about it are scared, because it could have so easily been them. It’s still possible for it to be them.

because the murder won’t stop unless people start speaking up and saying that what happened was wrong.

We have to fight back, for Nex and for all of us. Because if we don’t speak up now, we could be silenced forever.

Rest in power, Nex

edit because apparently I have to do this: haters and people blaming Nex for their death and people deadnaming and misgendering in the comments I will remove your comments and then block you so stop

sending u 3 million cats (lovingly) :3

HELLO I WANT TO SAY UR VERY AWESOME FOR STANDING UP TO TOXIC EDBLR FOLKS AND I HOPE YOU TAKE CARE AND FEEL BETTER SOON and I hope every cat u pspsps at comes near u :3 thank you!

AAHH THANK YOU!!! its not always easy, you have no idea how much this means to me!!! sending lots of love to you 🩷

Blueboy