Kitsuidarian - Kitsui Darian

source: twitter

this one has the ending!

… Was a friend

This is for anyone who wasn’t completely satisfied by the finale, PLEASE KEEP THIS IN MIND.

“You’re TOO YOUNG” to be ‘this’ or 'that’

- I was 12 when somebody tried to kiss me, and I thought this was the most uncomfortable thing that ever happened to ne

- I was 13 the first time I was called 'a weirdo’ for thinking that kisses were gross

- I was 14 when people laughed at my face when I said that people touching me made me uncomfortable

- I was 14 when I started to pretend and say “omg they’re so HOT” - even if I didn’t know what the hell is 'hot’ (it’s just not a word I use for people, never did) - because I didn’t want to be the weirdo

- I was 15 when people called me a 'freak’ for saying “NO” when they started saying they would fix me with some friends, because they assumed I couldn’t get a date on my own

- I was also 15 when in a game of truth or dare people laughed at me for saying that to me, making out was just uncomfortable (even talking about it)

- I was 16 when people told me I needed “to grow up” when I said that I didn’t feel comfortable talking about dating, and sex

- At the age of 19, people would side-eye me for leaving the room when the topic of conversation involved sex

I’ve ALWAYS been sure of what I liked and what I didn’t.

If I had changed in the meantime? That would be ok. But I didn’t, and this is also ok.

I’ve pretended to have crushes, and to find people 'hot’ just to fit in.

Until the age of 16, I used to pretend I had kissed 2 people, because I wanted to fit in.

At the age of 19, I was getting desperate, because I was getting old, and I still have the same thoughts I had when I was a kid.

At the age of 20, I’ve found out that it was okay.

I was alright all along.

There’s nothing wrong with me, never was! Yet, at the age of 23, I found people calling me 'toxic’, 'an abomination’, saying I don’t exist.

It would work well if I was a teen, but guess what?

It’s been a journey, but I’ve found myself. When I was young. I just didn’t believe it.

Yana’s comments on comicbook vol.27

Twitter posts from 2018/07/27:

“Kuroshitsuji comicbook vol.27. It seems I have the bad habit of making flashback scenes too fast-paced. Every month I was like “Next month, I will eventually conclude the flashback and we’ll get back to the present timeline”. The reason for my impatience is that I believe that ‘one’s present is more important than one’s past’. However, my editor told me “If you want to draw [OC’s] past, it’s now or never,” so in the end I was able to sit down and draw the flashback [to my heart’s content].” (X)

“I had originally planned to conclude the flashback with 3 chapters lol. But my editor said “There’s no way you can do that!!”, so I drew both the happy times as well as the tough times [of OC’s past] elaborately. […]” (X)

“My favourite scene [in vol.27] is the “What should I do” scene [*ch137, see above]. It’s a monologue that only the readers will ever know. The biggest challenges for me in terms of art were… the moths and also the moon phases in the background. I kept scratching my head as I had to calculate the moon phases by counting the days passing until the day of Sebastian’s summoning. (I slightly corrected them in the comicbook.)” (X) 

“This means, that you can calculate the day and time of [Sebastian’s] summoning from [the progression of] the moon phase starting from the day the twins got kidnapped. But please think of it as a very rough estimation lol. People sometimes ask me [about the exact day of Sebastian’s summoning] - maybe because he doesn’t have an [official] birthday?” (X)  

Bonus:

It seems Yana really was *very* confused about the moon phases xD She pretty much redrew them all in the comicbook (especially ch135) and she also corrected these lines accordingly:

So the night of Sebastian’s summoning was a full moon, that means we can roughly estimate his “birthday” as OC’s butler and also RC’s death date as January 20 or 21.

My Kuroshitsuji Translations (MASTERPOST)

ユーリ!!! on ICE x  Lawson

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INKTOBER

DAY ONE

(Thursday Oct 1st) PROMT:

“FISH”

How to draw DOLPHINS

How to draw CRABS

How to draw SEAWEED

How to draw TENTACLES

How to draw UNDERWATER

How to draw SEA WATER and WAVES

How to draw WATER REFLECTIONS

How to draw WHIRLPOOLS

How to draw PIRATE SHIPS

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DAY TWO

(Friday Oct 2nd) PROMT:

“WISP”

How to draw SMOKE

How to draw SMALL FLAMES

How to draw GHOSTS

How to draw WEBS

How to draw CLOUDS

INKTOBER

DAY THREE

(Saturday Oct 3rd) PROMT:

“BULKY”

How to draw PIGS

How to draw T-REX

How to draw BEARDS

How to draw TATTOOS

How to draw SHOULDER ARMOUR

How to draw CHAINS

How to draw IN 3D

How to draw MONSTER HEADS

How to draw MONSTER TRUCKS

How to draw MUSCLE CARS

INKTOBER

DAY FOUR

(Sunday Oct 4th) PROMT:

“RADIO”

How to draw CABLES and WIRES

How to draw MECHANICAL DETAILS

How to draw ELECTRICITY

How to draw EARS

How to draw DANCING

INKTOBER

DAY FIVE

(Monday Oct 5th) PROMT:

“BLADE”

How to draw SWORD FIGHTS

How to draw BATTLE SCENES

How to draw MOTION LINES

How to draw IMPACT DEBRIS

How to draw BREAKING GLASS

How to draw BATTLE DAMAGE

How to draw ARMS

(part 1)

How to draw ARMS

(part 2)

How to draw HANDS

(part 1)

How to draw HANDS

(part 2)

How to draw SHOULDER ARMOUR

How to draw SHINY OR REFLECTIVE METAL

INKTOBER

DAY SIX

(Tuesday Oct 6th) PROMT:

“RODENT”

How to draw FUR

How to draw CREATURE TEETH

How to draw SNOUTS

How to draw CLAWS

How to draw SQUIRRELS

How to draw TRASH HEAPS

INKTOBER

DAY SEVEN

(Wednesday Oct 7th) PROMT:

“FANCY”

How to draw 1940s HAIR

How to draw PATTERNED CLOTHING

How to draw CLOAKS and CAPES

How to draw FLOWER CROWNS

How to draw GEMS and CRYSTALS

How to draw GOLD

How to draw CHROME

How to draw ROSES

How to draw CAKES and DESSERTS

INKTOBER

DAY EIGHT

(Thursday Oct 8th) PROMT:

“TEETH”

How to draw CREATURE TEETH

How to draw HAPPY EXPRESSIONS

How to draw SNOUTS

How to draw MONSTER HEADS

INKTOBER

DAY NINE

(Friday Oct 9th) PROMT:

“THROW”

How to draw ARMS

(part 1)

How to draw ARMS

(part 2)

How to draw HANDS

(part 1)

How to draw HANDS

(part 2)

How to draw MOTION LINES

How to draw IMPACT DEBRIS

INKTOBER

DAY TEN

(Saturday Oct 10th) PROMT:

“HOPE”

How to draw HAPPY EXPRESSIONS

How to draw FIELDS OF GRASS

How to draw THE HORIZON

How to draw STARS/SPACE

INKTOBER

DAY ELEVEN

(Sunday Oct 11th) PROMT:

“DISGUSTING”

How to draw SLIME MONSTERS

How to draw TENTACLES

How to draw WEBS

How to draw BONES

How to draw SNAKES

How to draw CREATURE TEETH

How to draw MONSTER HEADS

How to draw CLAWS

How to draw CAVES

How to draw FUNGUS

How to draw OVERGROWN VEGETATION

INKTOBER

DAY TWELVE

(Monday Oct 12th) PROMT:

“SLIPPERY”

How to draw ICE

How to draw SNOW

How to draw MOTION LINES

How to draw SNAKES

How to draw TENTACLES

How to draw SLIME MONSTERS

INKTOBER

DAY THIRTEEN

(Tuesday Oct 13th) PROMT:

“DUNE”

How to draw SAND DUNES

How to draw PALM TREES

How to draw CRABS

How to draw TREASURE CHESTS

How to draw SEA WATER and WAVES

How to draw PEBBLES

How to draw SEAWEED

INKTOBER

DAY FOURTEEN

(Wednesday Oct 14th) PROMT:

“ARMOUR”

How to draw SHOULDER ARMOUR

How to draw ROBOT ARMS

How to draw ROBOT HANDS

How to draw CLOAKS

How to draw BUCKLES

How to draw FLAGS

How to draw SPACE HELMETS

How to draw CHROME

How to draw CHAINS

How to draw BATTLE DAMAGE

INKTOBER

DAY FIFTEEN

(Thursday Oct 15th) PROMT:

“OUTPOST”

How to draw WOODEN BUILDINGS

How to draw FENCES

How to draw BUILDINGS

How to draw POD HOUSES

How to draw STONE COLUMNS

How to draw TIKI STATUES

How to draw JUNK HOUSES

How to draw VINES and CREEPERS

How to draw OVERGROWN VEGETATION

How to draw INTERIOR BASICS

How to draw DETAILED INTERIORS

How to draw FLAGS

INKTOBER

DAY SIXTEEN

(Friday Oct 16th) PROMT:

“ROCKET”

How to draw ROCKET THRUST

How to draw SMOKE

How to draw CLOUDS

How to draw ROCKET SHIPS

How to draw MECHANICAL DETAILS

How to draw CABLES and WIRES

How to draw SPACE HELMETS

How to draw STARS/SPACE

INKTOBER

DAY SEVENTEEN

(Saturday Oct 17th) PROMT:

“STORM”

How to draw RAIN

How to draw SNOW

How to draw CLOUDS

How to draw WAVES

How to draw PALM TREES

(in the wind)

INKTOBER

DAY EIGHTEEN

(Sunday Oct 18th) PROMT:

“TRAP”

How to draw TREASURE MAPS

How to draw SCROLLS

How to draw TREASURE CHESTS

How to draw GEMS and CRYSTALS

How to draw GOLD

How to draw CAVES

How to draw WEBS

How to draw BONES

How to draw SNAKES

How to draw OVERGROWN VEGETATION

How to draw JUMPS

How to draw GEARS, COGS and CLOCKWORK

How to draw CHAINS

How to draw WOODEN PLANKS

(part 1 of 2)

How to draw WOODEN PLANKS

(part 2 of 2)

INKTOBER

DAY NINETEEN

(Monday Oct 19th) PROMT:

“DIZZY”

How to draw WHIRLPOOLS

How to draw DANCING

How to draw HAIR IN MOTION

How to draw MOTION LINES

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY

(Tuesday Oct 20th) PROMT:

“CORAL”

How to draw UNDERWATER

How to draw SEAWEED

How to draw SAND

How to draw PEBBLES

How to draw DOLPHINS

How to draw CRABS

How to draw TENTACLES

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY-ONE

(Wednesday Oct 21st) PROMT:

“SLEEP”

How to draw BEDS and BEDSHEETS

How to draw PILLOWS

How to draw CANDLES

How to draw BOOKS

How to draw SPOT LIGHTS

How to draw SHADOWS

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY-TWO

(Thursday Oct 22nd) PROMT:

“CHEF”

How to draw FOOD TRUCKS

How to draw EGGS

How to draw MUSHROOMS

How to draw CRABS

How to draw CHOCOLATE

How to draw CAKES and DESSERTS

How to draw BOTTLES and GLASSES

How to draw POURING LIQUID

How to draw FLAMES

How to draw STEAM

How to draw HANDS

(part 1)

How to draw HANDS

(part 2)

How to draw DETAILED INTERIORS

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY-THREE

(Friday Oct 23rd) PROMT:

“RIP”

How to draw NEWSPAPERS

How to draw BOOKS

How to draw SCROLLS

How to draw HANDS

(part 1)

How to draw HANDS

(part 2)

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY-FOUR

(Saturday Oct 24th) PROMT:

“DIG”

How to draw SAND

How to draw SNOW

How to draw GRAVEL

How to draw FIELDS

How to draw BONES

How to draw TREASURE CHESTS

How to draw TREASURE MAPS

How to draw HANDS

(part 1)

How to draw HANDS

(part 2)

How to draw ARMS

(part 1)

How to draw ARMS

(part 2)

How to draw MOTION LINES

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY-FIVE

(Sunday Oct 25th) PROMT:

“BUDDY”

How to draw CONVERSATIONS

How to draw EYE DIRECTION

How to draw HEAD ANGLES

How to draw HEAD SHAPES

How to draw HAPPY EXPRESSIONS

How to draw CHARACTER SHAPES

How to draw CAT HEADS

How to draw SAUSAGE DOGS

How to draw RABBITS

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY-SIX

(Monday Oct 26th) PROMT:

“HIDE”

How to draw BASKETS

How to draw BOXES

How to draw BEDSHEETS

How to draw CAVES

How to draw PILES OF JUNK

How to draw CLOAKS

How to draw INVISIBILITY

How to draw CROWDS

How to draw FORESTS (part 1)

How to draw FORESTS (part 2)

How to draw FORESTS (part 3)

How to draw FORESTS (part 4)

How to draw LONG GRASS

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY-SEVEN

(Tuesday Oct 27th) PROMT:

“MUSIC”

How to draw DANCING

How to draw EARS

How to draw HAPPY EXPRESSIONS

How to draw HAIR IN MOTION

How to draw MOTION LINES

How to draw CROWDS

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY-EIGHT

(Wednesday Oct 28th) PROMT:

“FLOAT”

How to draw FLYING and LEVITATING

How to draw HAIR IN MOTION

How to draw CLOUDS

How to draw PIRATE SHIPS

How to draw SEA WATER and WAVES

How to draw WATER REFLECTIONS

INKTOBER

DAY TWENTY-NINE

(Thursday Oct 29th) PROMT:

“SHOES”

How to draw SHOES

How to draw PAVEMENTS (SIDEWALKS)

How to draw WALKS

How to draw RUNNING

How to draw HOOVES

How to draw MONSTER FEET

INKTOBER

DAY THIRTY

(Friday Oct 30th) PROMT:

“OMINOUS”

How to draw ANGRY EXPRESSIONS

How to draw SHADOWS

How to draw CLOUDS

How to draw GHOSTS

How to draw ASTEROIDS

How to draw FORESTS (part 1)

How to draw FORESTS (part 2)

How to draw FORESTS (part 3)

How to draw FORESTS (part 4)

How to draw TIKI STATUES

How to draw VINES and CREEPERS

How to draw OVERGROWN VEGETATION

INKTOBER

DAY THIRTY-ONE

(Saturday Oct 31st) PROMT:

“CRAWL”

How to draw MONSTER CLAWS

How to draw BATTLE DAMAGE

How to draw HANDS

(part 1)

How to draw HANDS

(part 2)

How to draw STAIRS

How to draw MOUNTAINS

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