we are people. some of us are kids. i am a child. nex could have been me. nex could have been my best friend. nex could have been another queer friend or kid at my school. the world fights us and hurts us and beats us and we're just trying to fucking survive while our schools and our parents and our friends and etc turn their backs on us while people are beating us to the ground and nobody understands except for the trans community, nobody is there for these trans kids except the trans community and the world has decided they hate us for trying to be happy. i don't know what to do anymore.
ONESHOT - Leading - 221 words
Ralph was sitting on the ocean’s edge, where the ocean and the land meet, and he fiddled with the conch.
Piggy and Simon walked over to where Ralph sat, sitting across from him, on the sand.
“Guys.. Can I ask you something?” Ralph asked, staring at the water.
Piggy nodded and Simon spoke up, “Yeah. What’s up?”
Ralph stopped fiddling with the conch and looked up. “Be honest, please.”
Piggy raised an eyebrow and cleaned his glasses off. “Honest about what?” he asked, frowning
Ralph handed Simon the conch as he stood up to pace in a small circle. “Am I… A bad leader…? Because nobody seems to listen to me except for you two. The rest listen to Jack.”
Simon and Piggy exchanged a glance and Simon stood up.
“Don't think that way, Ralph.”
Ralph raised an eyebrow. “What do you mean?”
“You’re such a good chief, Jack’s just a jerk.” Simon said, and Piggy nodded enthusiastically
Piggy stood up as Simon handed back the conch to Ralph.
Piggy pointed at Ralph’s chest. “Your kindness and compassion makes you a good leader. Despite you wanting to fit in, you’re still kind and compassionate”
Ralph had to wipe his eyes to hide his tears, “You two mean that?”
Piggy and Simon nodded.
“Always.” Simon said, smiling
“Forever.” Piggy added, hugging Ralph
I tried drawing some post-Island stuff yesterday but I eventually lost motivation because I kept messing it up
but I’ll show it anyways
yep yep, that’s it for now! :]
remember to drink plenty of water, eat food and sleep🐚
OMGOMGOMGOMHOMH SOMEONE LIKE ME?! SORRY BUT THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY AAAAAA 🧡🧡🧡 ILY TOO!! /P
IT MAKES ME SO HAOPY TO KNOW THAT I AM MAKING YOU HAPPY LIKE THAT’S MY WHOLE PURPOSE OF BEING LMAOOO
also I think that’s quite interesting, I looked into neurodivergency for a few years (like research) and I found stuff that really match me but my therapist said “nah” bc I can hold eye contact and have some friends (I’m mostly just trying to avoid conflict and the ones I feel comfy with all the time are 2 [wich is good, don’t get me wrong, but many people think that I’ve got that perfect life and that sometimes irritates me /nm]) anyways what I wanted to say I don’t feel so comfy with my therapist anyways and I don’t act with them like I would with ppl I feel comfy with but that’s just how it is. I am trying not to think about it too much because I am scared to gaslight myself (I got told that I am maybe just gaslighting myself into neurodivergency or such) BUT ANYWAYS idk I forgot-
sorry for the rant I got excited
time to introduce myself (before I forget it)
I got no idea how to start this so uh-
call me Mr. rat, kit or kitfyy ofc :) (or anything else really, some others called me mango too)
I use he/him and they/them pronouns :) (please don’t call me she/her, I feel really uncomfortable getting called that.)
I’m a minor (not comfortable telling my age, sorry), amateur artist and a local lotf enjoyer. even tho I just got into lotf a few weeks or days ago I am already obsessed /pos!!
I use tone tags because it is easier for me to understand stuff like that (I’m a bit stupid) so feel free to do the same for me!
also I sometimes act a bit weird, like I forget stuff very easily and can only really focus on stuff I like, I sometimes just run around and get really upset when my plans get ruined or some stuff that sound weird or feels weird, it just hurts my body smh🧍♂️
wanted to say that because I might just start ranting abt stuff I like or stuff that just happened to me lol
message me whenever you want, I just may won’t see it because sometimes I forget to check my notifications or I am at school/work so I don’t always see messages.
I can be clingy and I apologize for that. I just feel so happy whenever someone is okay with me so that’s something (understandable if you guys don’t want to interact with me)
OH OH also I use emojicons (I think they are called that) like :3 :] :D etc because I love them.
ALSO I AM IN MULTIPLE FANDOMS
some stuff I like
lotf obviously /lh
rats!!
helluva boss!! (hazbin hotel too but helluva boss is my top)
ghost!! (the band)
sharks & ducks (they r so cute)
genshin impact (not so active there no more)
pokémon
planes, trains and especially buses (for some reason)
I also like collecting rocks. sometimes I just go to a specific rock beach and collect the rocks 🪨
anyways I don’t know what to say anymore :] so yeah, feel free to message me if you want to. I don’t mind ranting to me or venting or just yapping
stay safe everyone, I love you all <3
What's your favorite color?
Orange and Purple!
tho I do like a lot colors- for me it is also that when I think of some letters, numbers or words that I either see a color or like a color palette- idk how it works but I always had, since I was young and that doesn’t really affect me tho sometimes I get upset with the color combinations ;-;
what about you? :D
THEY HURT MY HEART OML WHEN LISTENING TO THIS SONG ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS THEM
owhh man I hope everything will be alright with your eye :(
ALSO NO WORRIES!! I get what you mean, I do that stuff too. like when someone says something I either say stuff how I relate to it to idk show that I am interested ??? or IDK it’s just that I’m a bit stupid lmao but sometimes if someone is asking for advices I try to give then the best I can bc I love psychology and I love researching about it and also neurodivergency and it’s so fun like yippe :D (I feel like there is smth wrong with me like that I am not quite neurotypical but maybe I’m just stupid, I can’t tell stuff like that abt myself)
I feel weirdly glad to know that I am not the only one but I feel also bad for you for having these problems too :((
but there I also sometimes say stuff out of my experience. I get it that you might be scared that others think that you’d try to make it about yourself, but first me it’s no problem. I do that too to show- empathy? idk I can’t describe it
ALSO thank you for the offer for ranting to you <3 same goes to your and anyone else really, if there is something you want to talk about or rant or just yap or info dumb, I’m right here ^^
just a quick rant-
does anyone else ever piss of light touch? like I really hate it. it makes my skin feel weird and I have to like press on the spot and it sometimes just makes me really upset and/or anxious.
ALSO BRIGHT LIGHTS. like outside it depends but if there are bright lights inside I just get headaches and my vision gets worse. IT IS SO ANNOYING
I got some more to rant abt but this is it for now, and yes I just came back from school and will draw a some lotf stuff later on (or maybe now idk)
anyways thanks for listening to my rant :3 remember to drink water, eat food and get plenty of sleep <3
The naval officer finding them kids:
AAAAHHH PUPPIES!! SO ADORABLE. I used to have a golden retriever <3 got now a cat :3
ohh yeah I get that, I was really upset too and I was thinking abt switching but I’ll need more time to decide BUT THANK U FOR YOUR SUPPORT <3
I never really tried writing tbh :) I am not- creative enough. I once tried writing a warrior cats based story when I was younger and oh boy- I didn’t finished even a page and I think I deleted it so🧍♂️
I do like doodling around and recently I am trying to better it by drawing more often :3
what about you? do you like writing or drawing? (also might go to sleep soon, it’s evening for me and got stuff to do tomorrow)
time to introduce myself (before I forget it)
I got no idea how to start this so uh-
call me Mr. rat, kit or kitfyy ofc :) (or anything else really, some others called me mango too)
I use he/him and they/them pronouns :) (please don’t call me she/her, I feel really uncomfortable getting called that.)
I’m a minor (not comfortable telling my age, sorry), amateur artist and a local lotf enjoyer. even tho I just got into lotf a few weeks or days ago I am already obsessed /pos!!
I use tone tags because it is easier for me to understand stuff like that (I’m a bit stupid) so feel free to do the same for me!
also I sometimes act a bit weird, like I forget stuff very easily and can only really focus on stuff I like, I sometimes just run around and get really upset when my plans get ruined or some stuff that sound weird or feels weird, it just hurts my body smh🧍♂️
wanted to say that because I might just start ranting abt stuff I like or stuff that just happened to me lol
message me whenever you want, I just may won’t see it because sometimes I forget to check my notifications or I am at school/work so I don’t always see messages.
I can be clingy and I apologize for that. I just feel so happy whenever someone is okay with me so that’s something (understandable if you guys don’t want to interact with me)
OH OH also I use emojicons (I think they are called that) like :3 :] :D etc because I love them.
ALSO I AM IN MULTIPLE FANDOMS
some stuff I like
lotf obviously /lh
rats!!
helluva boss!! (hazbin hotel too but helluva boss is my top)
ghost!! (the band)
sharks & ducks (they r so cute)
genshin impact (not so active there no more)
pokémon
planes, trains and especially buses (for some reason)
I also like collecting rocks. sometimes I just go to a specific rock beach and collect the rocks 🪨
anyways I don’t know what to say anymore :] so yeah, feel free to message me if you want to. I don’t mind ranting to me or venting or just yapping
stay safe everyone, I love you all <3
that's actually so smart, I never thought of that
Does anyone else use their Tumblr drafts as a diary or am I just weird 😭🙏