my favorite thing about tma has always been the avatars who love the fears they serve, who show that love so vibrantly that, for just a moment, they sway you into feeling like you could learn to love that fear the way they do. when jane prentiss said "not loved as you would understand it, a deeper, more primal love, a need as much as a feeling" and when jude perry said "as the heat warped my bones and bubbled my flesh, all i heard was the loving exaltation of my god" and when mike crew said "falling had always held a special place in my heart, that wonderful border between terror and delight" and when manuela dominguez said "and at his words i felt afraid, and my heart soared in terror and elation as my eyes brimmed with tears, for i knew he spoke the truth" and when hezekiah wakely said "i had never felt such safety as within the crushing weight of earth all around me, the pressing embrace of the buried." do you get me
i too am an outlier in this statistic, throwback to that time in 2019 when i drank out of an unsealed water bottle iβd left at my dads house over the week that summer (half renovated barn in australia with no insulation from the outdoors)
didnβt realise a spider had laid her egg sac in the internal straw section til i felt a filmy sac pop inside my mouth 0-0 suffice to say that a wave of baby spiderlings pouring down the back of your throat and out of your open mouth is about as traumatic as it sounds.
βaverage person eats 3 spiders a yearβ factoid actualy just statistical error. average person eats 0 spiders per year. Spiders Georg, who lives in cave & eats over 10,000 each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted
My day was made today by finding this rare gorgeous lad spooding around in some leaf litter and oak shoots. He's habronattus alachua - I've only seen 4 adults and I love them. Sweet little fancy lumps. Enjoy. π₯Ή
8/10/23. N. Florida
N. Florida
sketchbook βscansβ from this month :-)
The Leafy Seadragon (pastel on paper)
weevil 305
the flesh will persist (graphite & digital, 2023)
Walking Leaf
insect enthusiast, occasional aquatic creature observer, amateur postage stamp collector and overall kinda buggy fellow ππΌππΌπ ππΌππΌπππΌππΌπππΌππΌπππΌππΌπππΌππΌπcheck out my stamp collection blog! https://www.tumblr.com/stamp-scout
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