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hybe's picnic episode
! reminder that binna (trainee from i-land) is a part of le sserafim !
!! 3.5k words !!
"Let's just be who we are," Jay repeated.
"Let's carry Della then," Sunghoon blurted out.
"Eh?" Della looked at him with a confused smile.
[ ???? ]
"We'll carry you like you're our queen," he grinned.
"So you'll sit on our arms then you act all cool," Sunoo elaborated for him.
"Me?!" her eyes widened. "There would be so much attention on me!"
[ Placed on a pedestal ]
"Yah, you're our centre and only girl. You always have so much attention on you," Jay pointed with a chuckle. His comment made Heeseung, Sunoo, Jungwon and Della laugh.
[ Kang Della: ENHYPEN's Visual, centre and only girl ]
"Ten seconds. That's it," she agreed, still laughing a little.
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"Let's hide behind tall sunbaenims," Jiwon strategised to her group. "We're one of the-"
"Wahh!" two of her members suddenly exclaimed.
[ ???? ]
A different camera angle showed some of the fromis_9 girls looking at Della in disbelief while the girl had a confused face.
"You're so tall!" Jisun exclaimed, coming closer to Della.
"Oh my God!" Chaeyoung, who was the tallest, was even surprised. She gasped when she came closer to Della and found their height difference quite visible.
[ Della's tall height caught the attention of the girls ]
"She's taller than me," Yunjin whispered to her group with wide eyes.
[ Forgot about the drinks ]
"Is everything okay? What happened?" Na PD asked.
"No! We're okay!" fromis_9 yelled back.
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"Della Della, is there anything you want here?" Jake asked Della, who was standing near the can cooler but not close enough to see the contents. "There's Pocari."
"Ooh! I want Pocari," Della answered. "Pocari and cold water, but I don't think I can freeze with seven kilos in one hand."
[ One hand is occupied with coffee ]
"I'll get you water," Heeseung and Jungwon answered together. The game starts again and the two raced to grab a litre pack each.
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"You don't wanna try?" Heeseung pointed to the limbo challenge against Kazuha.
"I'm not that flexible, darling," Della laughed.
[ Can't beat a ballerina of 15 years ]
The editors knew how the company didn't want the next clip put in, so they thankfully didn't.
"Yeah, ninety centimeters is almost half your height."
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"I can open my mouth wide but not for that kind of sna- OW!" Jungwon walked all the way to the back of Della's seat to hit her shoulder.
Because they wouldn't only be watched by Engenes and were surrounded by so many artists, he hit her extra hard.
[ SMACK ]
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"Jump rope?! Jump rope?!" Yunjin got confused when she saw her mission. Her first instinct was to run to her team.
[ Yunjin is running with a straight face ]
"Jump rope? I can't do it," none of the members looked confident.
"DELLA! Della Della Della!" Binna and Kazuha pointed to the left.
[ Suggests ENHYPEN's Della ]
To help a possibly shy Yunjin, Binna got up to help her too.
"DELLA-YAA!" the two girls ran to Enhypen's tent. "We need you!"
Della quickly got up and ran to the field behind Yunjin.
[ LE SSERAFIM asks ENHYPEN's Della for help ]
"What was it?" Sunoo asked Binna.
"Jump ropes," she chuckled.
"Ahh!" then it suddenly hit the boys. "She's not that good at jump ropes though?"
"She's not?!" Binna's eyes widened. "Ah.. Yunjin-ah, I'm sorry.." Enha couldn't help but laugh.
[ Binna made a mistake ]
"She can probably do it."
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[ At that moment, ]
"Unnie, I can't do double-under..." Della embarrassingly told Yunjin. "My members can, it should've been them," she pointed to her tent.
[ Yunjin almost brought the right person ]
"Ahh..." Yunjin nodded slowly. "But you can jump rope, right? None of the members can."
"I'm not that good at it though.." Della looked at her with pity. "Can you change?"
"Can I change?" Yunjin asked Chaeyoung and Seungkwan.
"Can you do double-under?"
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"I'm not good at tongue twisters," Seungkwan told Chaeyoung.
"I'm willing to switch. Do you have good diction?" Chaeyoung asked Della.
"Uh! I do!" Della was excited to not do jump ropes.
[ She has good diction ]
"She's our main rapper," Jungwon suddenly joined in.
"Uh! She has really good diction!" Yunjin placed a hand under Della's chin.
"I can do double-under, I was in the jump rope club."
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"You're really.. REALLY tall," Chaeyoung held onto Della's arms.
[ Still on the topic of Della's height ]
"REALLY," Yunjin tagged along. "How tall are you?"
"I'm 173," Della lied.
"Woah!" Chaeyoung covered her mouth.
"There's no way, I'm 172 but we have a noticeable height difference," Yunjin shook her head.
"I just measured two days ago, so-"
"And I did too! I'm DEFINITELY 172 cm," Yunjin pointed to herself.
[ Whatย isย Della's height? ]
"You're 173?" Seungkwan couldn't help but intervene.
"Mm," Della gave one nod. Seungkwan moved a bit closer to Della before returning to his place.
"You don't look that far from me though?" Seungkwan looked confused. "I'm 174 cm and wearing insoles."
[ The mystery will continue again soon.. ]
Della just decided to chuckle it off and hope that no one brings it up again. Not that it makes her uncomfortable, but because the company doesn't want people to know of her actual height.
Besides, the game is about to start.
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"Maybe I should've brought you," Jungwon covered his mic and whispered to Della, who was doing the same.
"You want me to arm wrestle with Baekho?" she looked at him in surprise.
"No no, I'm sure one of the members will challenge you just as an excuse to hold hands," he smirked.
"Aishh," she nudged his shoulder with her own. "I'll probably go against another girl."
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[ fromis_9's mission is a person with good diction ]
"You have to succeed in five seconds," Na PD explained.
[ She gets cheers from both teams ]
"KANG DELLA! KANG DELLA!" the boys of Enhypen cheered while fromis_9 kept yelling a 'fighting!'
Della managed to succeed the tongue twister by just barely making it in time. She finished her sentence just as Na PD was about to say 'times up.'
"Success!"
"Woahh!" the footage showed fromis_9 (basically) being whipped for the girl. "She's tall, she's gorgeous, she's talented- eh?"
A loud roar of cheers could be heard from Enhypen's tent.
[ Huh? ]
A sudden rush entered the boys and they all cheered proudly for their girl.
"Wahh.. Della, you have a strong fanclub," Na PD 'complimented.'
"That's our baby!" Jay yelled out.
[ ENHYPEN's baby ]
"They call her their baby... Cute.." Minhyun grinned.
"Enhypen is so cute," "Their baby.." Mingyu and Hoshi commented.
"Guys! I didn't stutter!" Della yelled to her members excitedly.
"YEAH!" they cheered again. "OUR BABY!"
"Why are they so cute?" Saerom pouted.
"It's like having a bunch of big brothers," Jisun smiled.
"Do they live together?" Hayoung asked their staff, who most likely know.
"Yes. Della has her own room," someone answered.
[ Truly like a bunch of big brothers ]
"Ahh," the girls nodded. "Then they really are like siblings."
"As expected, our Enhypen," Yeonjun commented with a proud sigh.
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"Let's be like the couples in the amusement parks," Della hugged Jungwon from behind as they were waiting in line.
[ Amusement park couple, ENHYPEN ]
"Shouldn't I do that to you?" Jake then hugged Della from behind.
[ Amusement park coupleS, ENHYPEN ]
"Relay relay," Jungwon chuckled. "I'll do it to Heeseung-hyung too."
"We'll be a horizontal hamburger," Della smiled softly and snuggled into Jungwon's back.
[ Horizontal hamburger... ]
"Are you guys always this comfortable together?" Baekho asked Niki and Sunghoon.
"Eh?" they didn't understand what he meant.
"Do you always hug and everything?" Jiwon pointed towards their members.
"Ahh, yes. We're always this clingy," Niki chuckled at the sight.
[ Normal day for ENHYPEN ]
"In public too?" Baekho raised his eyebrows.
"Yes," Sunghoon answered. "We're just really comfortable with each other."
"No- I get it. I was just a bit stunned," the longer that the artists observe Enhypen, the more un-sibling-like they seem...
[ Culture shock ]
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"This song by Lee Seunggi was released in 2004 and created a 'noona lover syndrome' in Korea. What's the name of the song?" Della panicked as soon as Na PD said the year. She didn't even hear the rest of the question.
[ Was only a year old ]
Luckily, since she went back to drink water and grab a fan after failing her first try, Kim Mingyu of Seventeen was standing behind her (for his third try).
"'Because You're My Woman,'" he mumbled.
[ Is Mingyu's answer correct this time? ]
"'Because You're a Woman,'" Della blurted out.
"'You're My Woman,'" he emphasised the 'my.'
"'Because You're My Woman,'" she corrected herself.
"'Because You're My Woman..'" Na PD created some suspense. "You were very young when it came out, right? Correct!"
"Yes!ย Thank you! Thank you!" she thanked the staff and Mingyu with a small bow.
"I'll call you by 'you,' no matter what you say," Mingyu and Hoshi started singing together.
"Ahh! I know! So that you can feel me as a man," she continued excitedly.
[ 2003 Della actually knows the 2004 song! ]
"Oh! You could probably get it without the help," Na PD had wide eyes.
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"What was the question you got right?" Jay asked Della when everyone was done.
"The 2004 song that created a 'noona lover syndrome' in Korea. Lee Seunggi-sunbaenim's Because You're My Woman," she said after swallowing her food.
"How did you know?" Heeseung asked.
"Mingyu-sunbaenim helped me," she chuckled. "Turns out it's the song that made me dislike being called noona."
[ The fourth youngest who hates being called noona and unnie ]
"Oh then you could've got it on your own?" no one would find Jay's tone the slightest bit unusual. Only the members could sense the jealousy laced in it.
"'Because You're My Woman,' like that?" Heeseung imitated how Mingyu could've whispered the answer. His jealousy was a bit more detectable than Jay's.
"Yes," like what Jay did to Jungwon, Della immediately went to bite Jay's arm.
"Ahh!" he recoiled his arm back. Della then proceeded to do the same to Heeseung.
"She's been so bite-y lately," Jungwon pointed at her. The boys all voiced their agreement.
"But she keeps attacking me- ahh!"
[ No BORDER in ENHYPEN ] (it's a reference to border: day one & carnival)
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"What about me, Taehyun and Della?" Yeonjun pointed over at Enhypen's tent, thinking of another way to get dessert.
"Ooh!" Heuning Kai and Beomgyu looked at Na PD with hopeful eyes.
[ !!! ]
"That's right. We're TYD, technically, we're one group under Hybe," Taehyun nodded.The screen then cut to a clip of 365 Fresh.
[ TYD = Taehyun, Yeonjun, Della ] [ A project group under HYBE ] [ TXT's Taehyun and Yeonjun with ENHYPEN's Della ]
"I'm listening," Na PD urged them to continue.
"Can't the three of us have a go?" Yeonjun asked. There was a moment of silence as the PDs talked among themselves.
[ Another shot? ]
"Della-ssi," Na PD called out to Enhypen's tent.
"Yes!" she stood up.
"You, Yeonjun and Taehyun are technically one group under Hybe, right?" she nodded with a small 'yes.' "Do you agree to play once more for desserts as a trio?"
"Della, we lost everything," "We didn't get any," the TXT boys informed.
"Yes, of course," she eagerly agreed.
"Okay, then we'll be doing a round for TYD after we're done with Enhypen, okay?"
"NICE! Okay!"
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"Malatang," Enhypen cheered when they got all the desserts in one try. Sunoo, who was beside Della, also couldn't help but lift her up in excitement.
Throughout the rest of their exchange with Na PD, Della kept her arms wrapped around Sunoo's neck and his stayed around her waist.
They knew it wasn't very professional but hey, it's just a televised picnic.
"Is TYD going to do the game now?" Sunoo asked, bringing everyone's attention to them.
"Yes.." Na PD laughed a bit. "I'm sorry- Sunoo-ssi, Della-ssi..." the camera finally focused on their position. "Enhypen has great chemistry, yeah?"
"Of course!" "The best!" "This is Enhypen!" all the members said together.
[ Our chemistry is unbeatable ]
"Rightt, let's see how Della pairs with her other group, though."
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"We would ask you to choose since there's only three of you, but you weren't originally going to play so we can't do that," TYD was gathered in Enhypen's tent while Enha moved to TXT's for the moment.
"Ahh," Yeonjun and Della pouted a bit.
"Because all three of you Korean, we will be doing the proverbs relay," TYD's faces showed a look of defeat.
[ Not confident at all ]
"We're doomed, oppas," Della, who was in the middle, rested her arms on their shoulders.
"It's okay, it's okay. We can do this," Taehyun assured calmly.
"We know all of it," Yeonjun rubbed her back.
"You can do it guys!" Beomgyu cheered. "Fighting!"
"YOU CAN DO IT!" the other members followed suit.
[ Full support ]
"You're smarter than you think, Della-ya! You can do it!" Jake assured.
"As long as what you say is close to the meaning, we'll give you a pass."
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"-and the cockroaches-" they just needed two more to win in one go.
"WRONG!"
"Eh?!" TYD, Enhypen and TXT all looked confused. "It's correct!"
"The cockroaches those at night!" Della finished her sentence with furrowed eyebrows.
"It's mice," Na PD corrected.
[ Cockroaches and mice are very different ]
"Eyy, it's basically the same thing!" Yeonjun bargained.
[ *displays a cartoon mice and cockroach* ]
"They both lurk around, it's basically the same thing!" Della protested.
"They're both tiny, they walk on their legs-" Jungwon listed.
"They have eyes," Niki added, making everyone laugh.
"My mother says it's cockroaches. Are you saying that my beloved mother is wrong?" with her sharp eyes and her challenging tone, Della's bitch face unconsciously came out.
[ Della is scary ]
"Ooh!" even though it seemed like the Enha and TXT boys were impressed at her comeback, it was more because of the look on her face.
"Okay, we'll let it pass since the meaning is pretty much the same," everyone cheered as they only needed Yeonjun to get all the dessert.
But unfortunately, he forgot that he was next so they had to start over.
At least they got everything on the second try.
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"Let's sneak out," Sunghoon whispered in Della's ear after turning off both of their mics. Everyone was given a small break after eating dessert.
Della looked at his face, seeing a cocky expression. He licked the inside of his cheek with a smirk.
"Accessible toilet?" she eyed his collar for a second.
"Mm," he gave a brief nod.
"I'll go first. See you soon, darling," she whispered in his ear and stood up. "I'm going to the restroom," she informed everyone.
"Eh- Lala! Your phone!" Sunoo grabbed the device to hand it to her.
"Ahh- it's okay I shouldn't be long!" no one questioned it at first but when Sunghoon excused himself two minutes later, the boys all knew what was happening.
"Sunghoon-hyung.. I swear to God," Sunoo whispered to himself.
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"Do you want me to teach you how to traditionally twerk?" Della asked Yeonjun when everyone gathered for random play dance. "So you bend down-"
"No no no no," Jake and Niki protected the girl by sandwiching her in between them.
[ Protecting their member ]
"Twerking is an art form! It's an actual dance move!" she struggled to escape.
"Shh shh," Jake, who was in front of her, pat her head to shut her up.
"Are they always this clingy?" Hyun asked Beomgyu. Those who could hear him couldn't help but laugh. "I was in a co-ed group but we were never like that."
[ Culture shock #2 ]
"She's literally like one of the boys," Beomgyu covered for his friends.
"Ah really? Interesting.."
"Della-ssi, can you move to the girls' side?" a staff instructed.
"Ah- yes," Della could finally removed herself from Yunki. "Goodbyee!" she twirled away with a singsong voice.
"Ahh cutee," Heeseung and Jake said together.
[ Our baby ^^ ]
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"Della-ya," Seungkwan suddenly called for her as she passed by him.
"Yes," she stopped in her tracks.
"Do you mind talking about your height?" she furrowes her eyebrows a bit at the question.
"No, not at all. The company does though, just a little bit," Seungkwan responded with an 'ahh.' "But I think it's okay. Why?"
"Be prepared, yeah?"
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"Ah, PD-nim, I'm really sorry but before we start.." Seungkwan voiced out just as they were about to start the random play dance. "There has been a never-ending discussion among the artists."
"Ohh, what is it?"
[ Professor Boo rises a topic ]
"Enhypen's Della-ssi, please come forward," everyone cheered but Della's eyes widened.
[ ENHYPEN's Della is called forward ]
"So there was this never-ending discussion.." the editors left a gap to add suspense. "-about Della's height," the Enhypen and TXT boys couldn't hold in their laugh.
[ Della's long legs and towering height ]
"Oh! But it's true! I think she's taller than me!" Na PD made eye contact with Seungkwan.
"She said she was 173 cm-" a lot of the artists (and most of the girls) expressed their amazement. "-but I reckon she's taller because she's taller than me."
[ ~174 cm ]
"Dino! Dino Dino!" the Seventeen members called and pushed their maknae forward.
"Dino is.. slightly shorter than me," Seungkwan informed. "Take off your insoles!" he instructed Dino when they found him being taller.
[ Lots of insole talk today^^ ]
"Ohh!" their height difference wasn't distinct but was definitely visible.
"I'm wearing insoles too," Della used an excuse.
[ ??? ]
"Why would she wear insoles if she is over 170 cm," Jay chuckled.
"Right? We don't need to appear a similar height now too," Sunoo brushed their shoulders together.
"Prove it," Na PD raised his eyebrows.
"My shoes are a bit difficult to take off so-"
"We have the exact same style of shoes!" Dino gestured to her shoes. Everyone laughed at his point.
[ Highly complicated shoes ]
"Can we have Lee Hyun-ssi stand next to her?" Na PD directed.
"Me too! I'm the shortest in the team!" Jiwon announced herself.
[ Curious about the height difference ]
"Okay, Jiwon-ssi... and Mingyu-ssi since he's the tallest," Seungkwan called over.
"Wahh," the girls were surprised to see the gap. Della and Hyun were basically the same height and the difference between Jiwon and Della is larger than Della to Mingyu.
"She's so hot, ์ด๋ป๊ฒ," Jiheon hugged Seoyeon. [eotteohke]
[ Della fan club admissions are open ]
"Wah- she's way taller than Woozi," Jun said to his members.
"It's a good thing he's not here, huh?" Joshua mumbled.
[ Woozi: ~166 cm ]
"That's our baby," Niki smiled to his hyungs. "So cute."
"Thank you, Della-ssi. You may return now."
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"Let's have Yeonjun in front," they were about to do a second test for Hey Mama.
"Ah- Can we have Della in front too? She knows the whole dance," Sunoo shyly told his sunbaes.
"Della? Okay! Della-ssi please come forward!" Della and Yeonjun both gave each other a knowing nod when they stood in the front together.
[ Y and D share a look ]
When the dance finally starts, Dejun went into stage mode, dancing seriously. Della also paired it with her expressions thinking Yeonjun would do the same (but didn't).
"Wahh! Why didn't you dance like that earlier?!"
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"Player, champagne, showtime,โ 365 Fresh started playing. The TYD trio all came forward to the middle to show everyone how itโs done.
[ Taehyun, Yeonjun, Della โจ ]
โIโm 365 so fresh,โ everyone who still stayed in the game knew the point dance but some were just executed poorly.
[ SO FRESH ]
โThis is their unit song?โ Minhyun asked.
โYes, itโs TYD. T-Y-D,โ Seungkwan replied.
When the song finished, a couple of people were called forward, but among all of them, Niki was the most shocking one.
After dancing with Della, it turns out that he just needed to be next to his partner.
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"WAHH!" the fromis_9 girls (and Enha, of course) reacted during Love Shot. "Lee Seoyeon! Della-yaa!"
"Her body roll is so clean!" Chaeyoung fangirled to Gyuri. "So sexy!"
[ Della is indeed Korea's Siren ]
"Sexy!" Jay yelled out.
"Our siren!" Sunoo joined him.
Whenever it's a girl group dance, fromis_9 cheer for their remaining member. But whenever it's a boy group dance, they all fall for Della.
"I became Soobin's fan," after Seventeen made their confession, fromis_9 wants to do so as well.
"I became Della's fan- WE became Della's fan," Chaeyoung admitted. "Seoyeon-ah! We love you and you're wonderful but Della surprised us so much!"
[ Soobin and Della created a new phenomenon among the HYBE artists ]
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"My beloved member.. How do you feel about making it this far?" Della was the only girl whose mic was held by Sunghoon during his 'interview.'
"GET CLOSER THAN THAT!" Hyun instructed. They were keeping a bit of space for professionalism.
"MORE! MORE!" majority of the male artists yelled when Sunghoon only inched a bit closer.
"JUST WRAP YOUR ARM AROUND HER!" Binna suddenly raised her voice.
"THERE YA GO!" everyone cheered when Sunghoon wrapped an arm around her shoulder.
[ MC Sunghoon is not shy with his member ]
"What is happening?" Na PD laughed at the scene.
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"DELLA-YAA!" for some reason, Jake was the most excited when Della (and Seoyeon) won the random play dance. "YOU'RE SO COOL! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!" he picked her up bridal style and spun her around, ending it with a kiss on her cheek.
[ Known as the 'married couple' of ENHYPEN ]
"OUR MAIN DANCER!" Niki reached her next to spin Della around again. "YOU DID IT!" he put her down to connect their foreheads together.
"LALAA!" everyone else came together and did a group hug.
[ True love ]
"Let's toss Della up! Let's toss her!" Jungwon proposed.
"Kang Della! Kang Della! Kang Della!" they said in between tosses.
so @sunsunthinker showed me these pics of jennie x yeji because della is said to resemble those two and i wanna show you guys!
then i got inspired to do the same ๐
of course della doesn't look exactly like these but it's fun to see
requests: โ hybe caterers โ hybe family's reaction to della's height โ people's reaction to della's (R)BF โ some TYD moments โ enha making the idols (or.. everyone) feel like third wheels โ the boys getting jealous at della's interactions with the hybe family โ a spotlight for our baby โ della winning random play dance
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i.just.want.this.
SUMMARY โค long distance wonโt be a problem right? since your boyfrendโs attention is 100% on you
PAIRING โค student! lee heeseung + gender neutral! reader
GENRES โค established relationship, angst, fluff, slightlyyyyyyy suggestive at the endย
WORDS COUNT โค ย 924 words
WARNINGS โค reader being insecure, mention of shirtless once, reader wearing olivia rodrigoโs merch (โฆthis is a warning ok..)
NOTEย โค hahaHHAHahhdhj not me writing this as soon as hee ended his weverse live๐งโโ๏ธ
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sounds of hyunjin.
in which hyunjin comes home to you after a long day. very fluffy and soft (everyone pls act surprised) and how i missed writing for hyune;;; (blue silk shirt hyunjin makes a fleeting appearance i couldnt help myself)
this is dedicated to @hyunverse because she matches my hyunjin freak! and GO WISH HER A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you angel :p
Itโs a few minutes past midnight when Hyunjin finally returns home to you. For the past two hours, youโve been in bed, your head buried in your book of the month. But as you hear the distinctive jingle of Hyunjinโs keys, the words on the pages blur and fade. Your heart forgets the names of the characters youโve been reading about, leaving only two syllables lingering at the edge of your thoughtsโHyunjin.
โAngel,โ he whispers as soon as his eyes land on you, his voice barely audible. Thereโs a palpable relief in his tone, one you recognize instantly. Perhaps you have memorized the different shades of his voice more intimately than your own.
โMy love,โ you reply, and you know he catches the possessiveness in this specific nickname. Outside, heโs everyoneโs to admire and adore, but here, in the sanctuary of your bedroom, heโs only yoursโto gaze upon, to hold and to love.
He doesnโt leave you time to fully admire his silky blue shirt and how it contrasts perfectly against his honey-dipped skin. Instead, heโs quick to lay beside you, his head nestled in the crook of your neck, his ponytail tickling your bare skin. He smells of roses and faint, familiar hints of your shampoo.
โI missed you,โ he mumbles, his breath rippling across your skin like stones skipping on a river. You tighten your hold on his body, closer, not close enough. Never close enough.
โI missed you more,โ you say, and a sigh long caged in your heart finally escapes at his proximity. Hyunjinโs absence always feels like a heavyweight atop your soul, bricks upon bricks that he can dispel with just one sight of his star-laden eyes.
โHow was your day?โ he asks, his chin settling on your chest. You smile softly, gently unraveling his ponytail as you reply, โIt was nice. I finally had time to read my book. What about you?โ
โIt was good,โ he grins, his smile widening as he adds, โItโs better now that Iโm here with you.โ His familiar crescent eyes unfurl like full bloomsโ itโs been three years and yet the sight of his smile still makes you blush like a crimson sunset.ย
You remain quiet, your fingers gently massaging his scalp, trailing up and down the nape of his neck. He relaxes fully in your hold, eyes closed, cheek pressed against your stomach. A lump forms in your throat at how safe he seems in your embrace, how he so willingly hands you the reins of his being.
โBaby,โ you giggle faintly, โyou need to get changed or youโll end up falling asleep.โ
โI donโt want to,โ he shakes his head, wrapping his arms around your waist. โI feel good here.โ
โYouโll feel better after a shower.โ
โOnly if youโre showering with me,โ he grins mischievously, and you giggle, playfully bopping his nose.
โI already showered. Just go, Iโll wait for you.โ
Hyunjin nods, lifting himself from above you, yet his hands linger on either side of your body, hovering like a gentle shield. โI missed you,โ he whispers before his lips press softly against yours. They donโt move right away; they simply rest there, savoring the taste of one another and the sweetness that his presence infuses every instant.
Your hand finds his jaw, drawing him closer. โMissed you,โ you murmur against his lips, and he smiles, pulling away slightly, his nose grazing gently against yours.
A quiet fifteen minutes unfold as you remain curled in bed, eyes closed, absorbing the sounds of Hyunjinโ the water running quietly in the shower, his gentle whistling weaving through the melodies in his mind, his quiet yelp as what you assume is your shampoo falling on his feet. You trace his movements through the dim light as he emerges from the shower, a towel draped around his waist, droplets of water cascading down his v-line in a dance youโve long memorized.
There is something profoundly intimate that curls and tightens within your heart as you simply watch him follow his nightly routineโ as he applies lotion to his face, followed by his (your) favorite essence, as his fingers glide gently through his hair before he layers his black strands with his serum.
Youโve missed the serenity of witnessing Hyunjin in these moments, in his most unguarded, ordinary form, donning checkered beige pajamas that match with your own.
As soon as heโs done, heโs quick to climb into the bed, immediately bringing your body to his. There are many words lodged within your throat as you feel his heartbeat resonate within your soulโ how existing with him is the joy of your life, how your house only comes alive when heโs in it.
He seems to sense your unspoken confessions as he leans back, gently tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. โI feel as though a piece of my soul was written in the lines of your being,โ he whispers, and your breath falters in your throat. โWhen Iโm away, I can always feel something missing, my heart pulsating with a void.โย
His thumb glides softly over your cheekbones before his warm palm cradles your face. โBut when you are near, every thought in my mind quiets down. Itโs like my heart recognizes you, knows you, has learned you.โย
His voice is tender, flowing like honey into your ears, wrapping you in the soothing warmth of green tea late into the night. You find peace in your love for Hyunjin, you feel safe inscribing your heart with his name.ย
โI love you,โ you murmur, before pressing your lips to his once more. Your mouth parts only to meet again, too eager to reunite like long-lost lovers, to taste his love for you once more.ย
Itโs only a few minutes past five a.m. when you both finally fall asleep.
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โfuckโฆ what do i doโฆโ the stressed boy walks back and forth in his hotel room, thoughts running through his head. he finally sat down his bed and placed his hands on his face, feeling embarrassed of what he is about to do.
as a man in his 20s, it was probably embarrassing how he canโt sleep fully alone, hence why he has roommates. although he sleeps alone in his room at home, it was different. it was loud back home, heeseung often playing online with his best friend beomgyu, screaming at each other, so he feels alright knowing someone was there. but here, it was too quiet and it creeped him out.
your head raised up from your pillow as you heard a knock on your hotel room door, halting you from the random cooking show you were watching on the television. grabbing your phone, your eyes squint as the brightness of your phone blinds you, quickly adjusting it down. 2:03 am.
who the hell? you thought, hesitantly getting up from your bed. maybe itโs a drunk person mistaken your room with theirs? or what if itโs a creepy person? gosh you watch too many crime shows.
you let out an airy breath, peaking through the peephole of the white door, feeling relief once you see jay, who seemed to looked bothered.
opening the door, you felt yourself smile at the boy, whose ears were turning red. โiโm sorry, did i wake you?โ shaking your head, you glanced back behind you, the television playing in the background. "no, i couldn't really sleep... same for you?"
he nodded, scratching the back of his neck. "um, do you think, uh..."
you tilted your head as the boy struggles with his words, making your heart flutter. it's cute how your boyfriend still feels shy around you. "what is it, jay?"
"can i sleep with you? i mean, next to you? if that's alright,"
you let out a giggle, nodding softly.
you gently took his hand in yours, rubbing your thumb on the back of his hand. โcome in.โ you pulled the boy in your room, before you let go of his hand to crawl back under your covers, patting the empty space next to you.
jay took no time and crawled beside you, already feeling comfortable compared to earlier when he was by himself. you looked at your boyfriend, seeing how much space he left for you, making your heart flutter. he was such a gentleman, and you love how he always ask you when it comes to intimacy things.
itโs a first time for you two as a couple to be traveling together, and this is also the first time you both get to be on the sameโฆ well, bed.
glancing at the boy who already was looking at you, giving you a slight smile. he wanted to be sure you were comfortable of him being there.
โyou know you can come closer. we can cuddle.โ you whispered the last part, feeling your heart beating out of your chest. โalright, only because you say so.โ he responds.
he scooted closer, his arm lifted up, unsure where to place it, making you smile. taking his arm, you draped it over your waist, snuggling closer to his body. your arm have also wrapped itself around his waist, feeling comfy.
you were so close to him that he could feel your breath fanning on his neck, making him giddy. you felt his hand began stroking your lower back lightly, moving his head a bit so he could face you, wanting to see your face.
you look so beautiful, even without your usual makeup on. the way he looks at you makes you melt. he was admiring you like you were a piece of art, which he thinks you are. โhow are you so beautiful?โ he whispered, his hand finding its way to your cheek, stroking it softly with his thumb, making your eyes flutter.
although you had been dating for quite a while, you were still at that stage where you two were taking things slow, even kissing each other took a while. so this is still a very nerve-racking thing.
you slowly leaned towards the boy, pressing your lips on his, feeling him kiss back, his arm around your waist tightens. "i'm literally the luckiest man in the world, you know that?" that made your stomach flip, smiling into the kiss.
he held you as if it was the end of the world, not wanting to let you go. "i love you." he loves you, a lot. he knew that the moment he saw you, and he wasn't afraid to say it. you, on the other hand, know that you feel something special for him, but you aren't ready to say those three words yet, and you feel guilty.
"you're thinking about it again." jay pulls from the kiss, staring into your eyes. "i told you that it's okay if you don't say it. i can wait. i don't care how long it takes."
"sorry, it's just i feel horrible. i-" you looked down for a second before his hand lifted your chin, seeing him smile at you softly. "i will wait. i will always wait when it comes to you." you nodded and felt him stroke your hair.
jay kept stroking your hair, humming a song to you as your eyes slowly closed, sleep taking over you.
"i'll keep waiting for you." he mumbled into your hair as he held you. and he means it because, to him, you're always worth waiting for.
he soon quickly drifted into sleep after you, holding each other, comfy in each other's presence.
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pairing - jealous idol!jake x fem!reader
summary - your boyfriend, jake, gives you the silent treatment and goes onto reply fans on weverse so you try your best to get his attention by spamming on the app as well not knowing why heโs being a big baby at the moment.
genre - pure fluff, nothing serious just playfulness
wc - 1.15k
a/n: itโs literally a dream that i quite had a second ago and iโm writing this as soon as i woke up with my eyes half opened and all .. embarrassing really but i gotta keep the dream as a memory somehow so this is all just word vomit and what i could remember. not proofread. my read more button doesnt work on mobile T_T
cuddling against your boyfriendโs chest in the middle of the living room trying to get comfortable on the leather couch, you watched him scroll through his phone giggling.
curious, you peeked a little and notice the weverse screen that you were familiar with. โwould this be a cute reply?โ, jake flashed you his bright screen which made you squint a little as you read โjakey loves you tooโ on the comment box that hasnโt been sent out yet.
โwhy donโt you ever reply to mine,โ you ask sulkingly but also meaning every word you had said because heโs about to begin a mention party on weverse right now while you were both supposedly going to sleep.
jake ignored you and began the chaos that was about to blow his notifications up which made you start a mini tantrum going โaaaahhhhhhโ, โwhyyyโ, and the occasional โjakeyyyโ while lightly hitting on his chest to get his attention with him only giggling a little as a response but keeping his straight face a second later.
wanting an answer, you pulled out your own phone to enter the weverse app and joined the engenes in hopes to get the attention of your boyfriend on the internet too.
commenting all sorts of compliments, questions, stories you could ever think of at the moment which could beat the simple 'i love you jakeโ from an engene which started this entire thing.
โsee, look this is my usernameโ, copying his movement earlier as you shoved your phone directly towards his face. โplus youโve always known it- its the one that says โjakeyismypuppy1115โ.. i need a reply please please plea- donโt make me snatch your phone right now to do itโ, whining even further as you shake his body which was almost falling off the couch if he wasnโt supporting himself.
โjakeyyyyyy~ why wonโt you reply to meโฆ i wanna show it off on my fan account on twitter too pleaaaaaswwe im about to off myself if you donโt,โ earning another giggle from him however his face remained sterned after a light cough. โitโs not funny,โ you tried to be serious, frowning at him.
โi wonโt reply to you.โ was all he had responded.
โwha.. why..โ, pushing yourself further away with your palm pressing on his chest to move yourself up.
jake removed his left arm which was supporting his head to type intensively into the weverse search bar more than ever before. โbecause what the hell is this,โ not thinking much of it, you glanced your eyes to his screen.
it was your profile with the recent post dated a few days ago, apart from this momentโs fiasco of you trying to get jakeโs attention online, the post made you cringe a little after realising what it said.
โheeseung-ah, i love you the most ! i hope you eat well, rest well, and is always happy ! i love u sooo much ure my favorite. iโll always choose you โค๏ธโ
he scrolled down a little more to show that heeseung, who is rarely online, had replied too. โheeseungie loves you too โบ๏ธโ.
it took you awhile to process it a little, and it finally hit you that you made the post after watching a youtube compilation of your boyfriendโs co-member which made you all happy inside as a fan and nothing more.
you didnโt expect heeseung to reply to your post either. you were joyful that he did and bragged it on twitter, but it didnโt stuck into your mind forever since you technically forgot it happened. jakeโs reply would matter to you more.
on heeseungโs side however, he and all of the other boys knew of your weverse account from how jake would always reply to yours which raised some suspicion and later confirmed when jungwon saw the app left open on your phone with the profile flashing your username.
heeseung found the comment to be sweet and endearing, he loves you like the closest friend who has always been there for his bestfriend and the team even before debut.
your reminiscing thoughts were then killed by jake pouting at you with the post still up in your face.
โjakey.. i didnโt mean tha- wait i did, i think heeseung deserves all the good things in life but i love you the most more than him,โ trying to comfort him, not caring about the app hybe created now.
he knew that you only meant well and was happy to know that you were a good person that likes his group as a whole.
jake, still determined with his plan in making you love him more than heeseung, even though you already do, continued sulking and crossing his arms away from you, staring into the silent tv.
you hugged him as tight as the koalas he had seen back in australia and a bunch of apologies + i love yous came running out your cute lips profusely.
your boyfriend wasnโt budging at all which made you even more frustrated, you knew he was just being playful though from the countless of times he tried not to laugh.
giving up, you sat on the couch as he was still laying and proceeded to go over his body and walk to the kitchen in hopes to find heeseung somewhere eating ramen to prove jake that you were both just a couple of besties.
however the area was empty realising that the entire group left the two of you alone for some privacy, and that they would rather be outside than to see any form of pda.
your brain was wired to make milo, an australian chocolate drink, for your boyfriend as another cute form of โplease love me and give me attentionโ.
it was hard to reach the mugs knowing that riki purposely made it higher for laughs and gags. a little more and youโd be able to grab the spider-man mug that belonged to your baby jakey.
like any clichรฉ, a hand made way to your waist as you felt your boyfriendโs body lightly pressed against your back reaching for the cup that you were both eyeing for.
placing the blue spider-man mug in front of you with his right hand on your side fulling back hugging you now as he whispered, โi love youโ with his soft lips touching the shell of your ear making you turn your head around from the tickling feeling.
with your body finally facing him, you cupped his cheeks and stared into his sparkly eyes. your thumbs grazing his soft skin and fingers moving his unkept fringe a little from the nap you both had in the afternoon, admiring all of his features before giving him a kiss.
not knowing that your phone was blowing up in the living room from the weverse notifications you were getting.
jakeyismypuppy1115
โi will make it my lifeโs honor to love you forever, jake.โ
a post you made half an hour ago making sure beforehand to make it corny as possible so he would be pleasantly surprised, and of course to make a reaction out of your lovable boyfriend.
[ENHYPEN Weverse] Jake commented on jakeyismypuppy1115โs post: โi love you more โค๏ธโ
a/n: sorry u had to read all of that imo .. but aaa i swear i had a dream abt him bc i was watching his last en-log before bed.. i love u jake
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shoto todoroki is fucking shameless. and surprisingly clingy.
heโd done a good job becoming a little more social little by little. heโs still a little wonky and awkward during the few times he tries to make conversation, but he tries and thatโs the good part. youโre proud of him.
youโve known shoto since you were kids, his closest friend, youโd seen him through it all and youโre so grateful that heโs found friends he feels comfortable and happy with, though he always reassures you that youโre dearest to him, which always makes you a little too giddy and flustered for somebody whoโs supposed to be his closest friend and nothing more.
youโre in the cafeteria chatting with your mutual friends, shoto had told you to go off without him since he needed to go the bathroom and you found yourself sitting next to midoriya when heโd scooched in next to you, happy to see there was still a spot for him at the table. you liked midoriya a lot, he was sweet, cute and most importantly he made shoto come out of his shell in a way that you regrettably never could, plus the way he flails around when he gets embarrassed is pretty funny.
(you did notice ochacoโs face going completely blank for a few seconds, but you didnโt think much about it.)
after a few minutes of giggling and chatting shoto shows up, and something is immediately wrong with the way his natural straight face goes absolutely dead in the span of three seconds. itโs subtle, but you know him and itโs there. there also seems to be a chill in the room now.
heโs at your side of the table in three seconds, but he doesnโt register your smile in greeting as his cold gaze is glued to the green haired boy next to you.
โmidoriya,โ and his voice even sounds a little deeper, colder as he speaks like he somehow managed to use his right side on his mouth.
โthatโs my seat.โ he states calmly.
โoh ! my bad, todoroki !โ izuku splutters an apology, but shotoโs eyes do not waver, staying fixed on the boy until he grabs his tray and makes a move to stand โi didnโt realize this was your spot, sorry !โ
you feel a little bad at how intensely heโs apologizing, but youโre still shell shocked about that look. shoto seems unfazed though, his expression morphs slightly when izuku goes to squeeze in next to iida.
โi always sit next to yn.โ
itโs so stupid. really, it is. how fast that makes your heart beat. because shoto does always sit next to you, he always has and he still always does when you come over to his house. but itโs the fact that he didnโt say he always sits here, in his unassigned assigned seat.
he said he always sits next to you. and your mind and heart races.
you donโt get much time to think because immediately heโs next to you, sighing before sitting as close to you as he can. he looks over to you and you look back, still a little startle but his features are soft again when he looks at you. he drops his utensils to thread his fingers with yours under the table.
โ did you wash your hands, mister ?โ you tease, but you squeeze his hand when he squeezes yours. he frowns but itโs not the one from before. it almost looks like a pout and you snort.
โyes, i did.โ he snips, you giggle and his eyes soften. even as you assure him you were just kidding he doesnโt mind, he couldnโt be mad at you.
you offer him a bite of your lunch as truce and he leans forward and plops a piece in his mouth from your chopsticks, then offers you a bit of his precious soba noodles and even holds a hand below them so they donโt spill because he insists on feeding you himself.
your friends pretend they donโt see the lowkey romantic exchange, but with the way shoto keeps insisting to have you eat his food and the soft barely there smile when you crack a joke that manages to break through his icey demeanor, they can start to figure out why he wanted to sit next to you so bad.
PAIRING !ย jay park x reader // GENRE ! fluff // WC. ! 0.2k
PROMPT(S) ! 23. brushing strands of hair away ;; 24. patting their head // requested by @koishua <3 // 2k followers event
A/N. ! i wrote this a while ago, and since i donโt rlly have anything prepared, i thought iโd just post this early since iโm experiencing a lack of inspiration to write anything lately anyways djdjdjd
โhey, hey! whatโs wrong?โ jay asked, concern filling his voice as he quickly made his way over to you.
you were now sitting up right on the couch after having just woken up from a vicious nightmare, the terrible feelings still lingering within your chest from just moments before.
jay sat down beside you.
โbad dream?โ he asked softly, lifting up one of his hands and brushing strands of hair away from your face.
you nodded sadly, leaning your head against his chest as his arms engulfed your tired form.
โletโs go to sleep, okay?โ he asked you. โiโll bring you to bed.โ
you shook your head, โi donโt wanna.โ
โwhy-โ
โiโm scared iโm gonna dream about it again. i canโt,โ you told him fearfully as you sat up to look into his eyes.
โdonโt worry, love. itโs highly, highly unlikely to happen,โ he responded. โplus, iโll be right by your side. you have nothing to be scared of. and if anything ever happens to you, iโll protect you, no matter what.โ
he left a kiss on your cheek.
โnow letโs go,โ he told you, patting your head lightheartedly as he began to stand up, pulling you along with him with his other hand. โiโve got you.โ
A/N. ik this oneโs quite short today, but i still hope you liked it nonetheless !! <3 feedback and reblogs are always appreciated ^_^ love u guys <3
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"How is it going boys?"
Heeseung's voice is shaky and a lot hoarser than just a few moments ago, as the thought of finally doing what he's been daydreaming of for the past decade is actually about to become reality.
His eyes nervously roam the now fully decorated rooftop, the warm june breeze making everything a lot more bearable and for the first time in about twentyfour hour he feels like his lungs are actually filling with oxygen.
He knows you're not going to say no, it's something you've both discussed way too many times for people who have only been officially together for less than a year, yet the excitement, anxiety and feeling of being overwhelmed has definitely taken over his whole body in a way he's barely able to handle.
The thought of actually wifing you up, the way he's been joking around with it for all these months, is becoming way too real and for a short moment he can't help but wonder if it's really the right time.
But with your new apartment's keys in his bag and the contract signed, his new job as the department manager for one of Seoul's biggest companies secured and you both being so sure about it, he simply doesn't see the point in waiting any longer.
In fact, he's never been as sure about basically anything as he is about proposing to you.
"We're all set, Seung", Soobin, one of his coworkers and closer friends responds calmly, "just send us the message and we'll blow this place up."
"Stop saying it like that or we're going to get arrestedd,you stupid bitch", Yeonjun, the team's former number seven responds and for the first time in about thirty minutes Heeseung actually bursts into laughter.
As soon as those two hang up, the soon to be fiancรฉ' turns around to look at his childhood friends who have decided to celebrate the evening with a beer, both of them meeting their best friend's gaze and shooting him two big smiles, reminding him just how grateful he is to have a found family like them.
And as your boyfriend is currently busy with something you have absolutely no suspicion of, you're thanking the people from the catering service for their hard work as you send them home with all the leftovers, trying your very best not to gag at combined smell of fish and beef.
Jungwon hasn't left your side all night, no matter how many times you've tried to get rid of him to avoid anybody's suspicions or just questions, your best friend has simply refused to do just that.
"When are you going to tell him?"
He says and looks at you with his pretty eyes, cheeks slightly flushed from the few glasses of wine he's had already and as your brain processes his question, you can't stop your lips from stretching into a big smile.
When you first realised just how much time it had been since you had last gotten your period, you didn't think much of it. Mostly because you've been used to the irregularity ever since you had started taking the pill a few months back and even before that your body was prone to skip a week or two whenever life got a little too stressful.
If it wasn't for the morning sickness you'd been feeling these past few days, you would have never thought of a possible pregnancy for another two months.
The walk to the pharmacy and back home as well as the whole process of taking the test had quickly become the longest hour of your life and as soon as the second line on your first test had appeared, your whole life changed in an instant.
By the time the third one came back positive as well you were already a sobbing mess as happiness, excitement, anticipation but also fear, worry and shock slowly took over your body.
For a really short moment you even let your anxiety take the best of your thoughts, yet as soon as you remembered your most recent conversation about the future, life after graduation as well as marriage and children, you managed to get rid of everything that wasn't joy or excitement.
You never once worried about your boyfriend's reaction because despite skillfully hiding it behind jokes and dirty talk, you know how badly Heeseung's been wanting to become a father from the very beginning. He never even tried to be subtle about it, all he did was wait for you to feel ready and even if you hadn't actually planned for it to happen until your own graduation, you're still just as excited and subconsciously ready for it as you would have been if it happened two or three years later.
Lee Heeseung is the love of your life, the man you you dreamed about ever since you actually understood the concept of love and there's absolutely nobody in this world you could ever imagine as the father of your children other than him.
And after a night of celebrating him and his best friends like this, you're pretty sure it's the perfect time to let him know about your upcoming addition to your little family.
"Hoonie said everyone's going to go up to the rooftop because the boys are setting up some blankets and stuff and I thought maybe I could make Seungie stay here with me for a bit and tell him when you're all upstairs."
Jungwon attentively listens to your plan, his smile as big as ever and you can't help but tear up at the sight of pride in his bright eyes. You've never seen him this happy and to think that he's actually going to move to Seoul and therefore be here throughout your whole pregnancy instead of having to wait three years until he finishes his degree makes it a lot more difficult to hold yourself back from crying.
Never in a million years would you have ever expected your first year away from your old life to be so perfect, yet despite all these years of abuse and agony, you've finally reached a point where life feels good and every day you wake up grateful and happy. The patience and hard work has definitely paid off.
"That sounds great", Jungwon says and pulls you into a tight hug, knowing you both will actually burst into tears if you look at him any longer, "but you should join us first and then take him downstairs. Wait for everyone to settle down or it'll be too obvious."
With a sharp nod you agree with your best friend, placing a quick kiss on his cheek before you let everyone know that you'll be with them in a bit, taking absolute advantage of your empty apartment as you finally pull out the little onesie in Heeseung's favorite color and the little #01 on its back as well as one of the positive pregnancy tests from your closet and allowing yourself to take a few deep breaths.
However, it doesn't take long for you to feel slightly overwhelmed because despite having realised it all already, you know telling your boyfriend about it is going to make it even realer than it currently feels, which is why you decide to try and distract yourself just a little longer by joining everyone upstairs.
You don't exactly know what to expect as you breathlessly and slowly climb the stairs to stop yourself from passing out, yet the last thing you expect is for the floor to be covered in rose petals as a road of little candles lights the way for you.
"What theโ", but you don't get to finish as your favorite love song suddenly starts playing and all of your friends start cheering loudly.
It takes you a good minute to spot your boyfriend at the end of said candle way, holding onto a bouquet of your favorite flowers for dear life, his perfect lips stretched into a wide smile, eyes glossy and cheeks slightly flushed.
You don't even realise what the hell is going on and that you haven't moved an inch yet, until your best friend tells you to and with a thick veil of tears blurring your vision you finally start approaching the man of your dreams.
And as you slowly walk towards him, Heeseung can feel his heart thrumming in his throat, the blood rushing through his ears to the point where every single noise seems to ne way further sway than it is until you come to dtand right in front of him.
With a shaky hand he reaches for you and guides you to stand in front of your friends, your brother watching you with excited and proud eyes and if it wasn't for all the emotions you're currently feeling, you definitely would have noticed a single tear finding its way down his cheek.
"Park Y/N", Heeseung says calmly once the volume of the music slowly goes down, his voice shaky and everything about his demeanor gives away just how nervous he is, "my first and only love."
And as soon as those words hit you straight in the face, you physically can't stop a tiny sob bubbling up from your throat, genuine happiness and adrenaline making its way through your system at the realisation of what this actually is.
"Over a decade ago I fell in love with you, your warm heart and kind soul, those perfect eyes and your sweet smile. There has never been a day I didn't think of you and holding your hand right now still feels like a dream", your boyfriend's words are genuine and honest, something you've gotten used to yet still can't really process no matter how much time passes.
You try to calm yourself down once you notice the nervousness in your boyfriend's facial expressions, holding onto his hand just a little tighter before he hands you the bouqet and slowly moves his hand to reach for something in his back pocket.
"I've thought about this exact moment ever since I really understood what love meant and not a single time in my life have I associated it with anyone but you." With his smile still as big and bright, you attentively watch the love of your life pull out a little jewelry and just when your hands find their eay to your mouth, Heeseung slowly steps back to finally get on one knee.
A sight so beautiful you're genuinely afraid you might be dreaming.
"You're my childhood, my youth and my whole life. You're my home. Everything I have, everything I am belongs to you, including my heart and I want to spend the entirety of the rest of my life to become a man you can love and be proud of, who's worthy of your presence in his life."
At this point nobody among you and your friends can actually hold back their tears and for a short moment your gaze shifts to your older brother, who has been trying his best to keep it together but decided to finally give in at the sight of his two favorite people loving each other so dearly.
"Will you please make one of my biggest dreams come true and become my wife?"
Heeseung has lost count on how many times he's changed his lines and how many times he's practiced different versions of this exact speech in his head, in front of the mirror and under the shower. At one point he even started practicing it in front of the two elderly ladies at the company's cafeteria, yet at the end he still decided to just go with what his heart has to say.
Something he's never had problems with when it comes to you.
And as you slowly start nodding your head with tears streaming down your cheeks, he swears the whole world starts spinning in slow motion.
One of his biggest dream has finally become reality, a realisation hitting him so hard he actually forgets to move.
But there's no need for him to because by the time his mind catches up on what just happened, you've already thrown your arms around his shoulders with a soft sob multiple "Yes"s, quite literally pulling him back into reality.
The following minute is filled with nothing but silence from the both of you as you hold each other and take in the warmth of the happiness oozing from your shared moment.
Heeseung, who's basically overwhelmed with joy, drops on both of his knees as he's holding you in his arms and tries his best to keep his cries at bay.
And once you pull away to let him put the ring on your finger, the sudden sound of fireworks going off startles you in the best way possible, yet also elicits another soft cry from your lips.
"I told you I'm going to wife you up", Heeseung chuckles and places a soft kiss on your lips, his big hands holding your face like you're a piece of glass, so fragile he's afraid you'll break if he's too rough.
"And I told you I'm always ready for it."
Those words earn you a literal standing ovation from all of your friends, cheering and hollering from all of them exceot your brother, who's still as quiet as ever, yet never once stops to smile.
Heeseung doesn't hesitate to back away from you as soon as he spots Sunghoon approaching the two of you from the corner of his eyes and before either one of you can say something, you're pulled into another tight hug.
A hug which holds so many emotions, so many memories and so much love, you actually feel yourself drowning in it all in the best way possible.
"Congratulations", Hoonie whispers softly, too afraid of the possibility his voice might break if he spoke too loudly, "I'm so happy for you, little one. You deserve this and so much more."
At this point your pregnancy hormones and all those pent up emotions from the past few years have decided to team up, so you basically stand no chance in forming a coherent sentence which actually makes sense. All you can do is cry in your brother's arms as the realisation of you both finally living a life of peace and harmony has become true.
After a round of hugs, even more tears, from both the boys and the girls, as well as a fit of loud laughter because of Jongseong's random comment, you spend the following ten minutes in the arms of your new fiancรฉ, your eyes either fixated on his face or the ring on your finger.
By the time you hug your brother one last time, it's way past two am and you can feel the exhaustion and tiredness taking over every bit of your body, yet know there's still a very important thing left to do for you.
After a nice long shower, the two of you quietly get ready for bed, Heeseung's hand always somehow touching you, a habit he's picked up along the way and you still giggle whenever you remember the reason being his mind not comprehending that you're actually here and his, so he had to make up for it with skinship.
"I actually wanted to fuck you to sleep just like you deserve but I'm afraid we're both too tired, hm?", Heeseung whispers into your ear as he wraps his arms around your waist and presses his strong chest into your back.
"Mhm", is all you can say as your heart slams brutally against your rib cage at the thought of the upcoming few minutes.
You don't even notice the way Heeseung's hand has found its way up your chest to your neck and as soon as he feels your rapid heartbeat, you find yourself being turned around to face your slightly worried fiancรฉ.
"What's wrong?"
The question is the first one to come to his mind, something he's yet to get rid of since it's more of a trauma response than an actual question.
"I have to tell you something, Seungie."
"We've been engaged for less than two hours, please don't tell me you wanna call it off", he breathes and throws his head back, leaving you absolutely flabbergasted.
"Oh, my God", he suddenly says a little louder than you expected and with big eyes you watch him fall to his knees, wrapping his arms around your waist and pressing his head against your belly with a faux cry.
"Please, don't leave me, I'd be nothing but the shell of a man." And those words basically give you the rest. With a loud, ugly chuckle you push your hands into his hair and start shaking your head, knowing he's not serious but still reassuring him.
"Give me a second, will you?"
With curious eyes Heeseung slowly pulls away and watches the way you walk to your side of the bed and slowly oulling out a little box, bigger than the one for your ring he carried in his pants the whole night, before you make your way back to him with your grip way too tight.
"Open it", you say softly and try to drown out the loud beating of your heart in your throat, the feeling of having to throw suddenly overwhelming you and with a soft sigh you try to calm yourself down.
Seungie doesn't say anything as he takes the box from your hand and does as he's told, lifting the lid and revealing your little present to his big, glossy bambi eyes.
"What..."
A beat of silence follows the single word before he reaches for the pregnancy test and stares at it for way longer than necessary.
You have no idea what's going on inside of his head and for the first time ever since you've found out about your pregnancy you're actually anxious about his reaction.
What you're not awarenof is the way Heeseung's brain has yet to process what the fuck he's looking at, meanwhile his chest has filled with a warmth so comforting and calming, it actually feels dizzying.
You're pregnant.
You, the one woman he's loved all of his life, his now fiancรฉ, are pregnant with his child.
The realisation feels like an actual dream and without giving it another thought, Heeseung lands a harsh slap against his own cheek to see if he's awake.
As the sting of his sweet attempt spreads in his face, the tears have already blurred his vision and with a single one finding it's way down his cheek he looks up at you.
"Oh, my God", a breathy chuckle of disbelief leaves his lips just before he gets up to be on eye level with you, his big hands reaching for your face to press your forehead against his and you still feel unsure until a row of soft sobs start filling the tension in your shared bedroom.
"We're actually going to be parents?"
All you can do is nod, choking on your own tears making it eay too difficult to respond verbally.
You've never seen this particular expression on Heeseung's face and as it reaches his pretty eyes you realise it's nothing but oure joy and excitement, maybe even a hint of relief.
"We're actually going to be fucking parents."
And as he gently wraps his around your body, Heeseung feels a wound in his heart slowly healing, a wound so deep he had managed to suppress it's pain all these years.
"This is the best day of my life", he whispers and inhales your sweet scent, his hand subconsciously moving to rub over your belly, "thank you so much. Thank you for healing me. Thank you for seeing me worthy of your love. Just โ Thank you."
Heeseung doesn't give you the opportunity to respond as he pulls you into a passionate kiss, knowing everything he failed to voice out is going to reach your heart through this one kiss.
Not many words are exchanged between the two of you until you're burying your face in his neck, your eyes heavy from the exhaustion of the day, yet Heeseung makes sure to be the last one to speak just before you fall asleep.
"I love you so much. My first and only love."
(A/N: i'm not going to say much bc ive cried so much already and gotta save it for the epilogue injust hope you guys enjoyed this one and know how much i love and appreciate all of you. thank you for making this journey unforgettable and so, so special.)
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