just a student. trying to get by. any pronouns
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nosferatu? non. VOSferatu. c'est pas mon problême
but my thoughts deceive me
my tongue betrays me
and i am once again left at a loss
for words
which come at all the wrong times
like in the bathtub
but never in the classroom or the corridor
and why is it always me they seem to blame
when i am just an existence
a small amount of energy that grows
smaller and smaller by the second
period time for math and i used to like
the universal language
but i am just a burn out now
a former child genius a gifted kid
who got lost in the fractions
of their broken mind somewhere in the space
between innocence and grief
grief for the lost past tense that they will never
ever
recover
update:
through nearly impossible revision plans and extra lessons i've accomplished the following results on my mocks:
68% in polish (previously 60%)
85% in math (previously 85%)
98% in english (previously 100%, but in low level, now it's high level)
48% in chemistry
67% in biology
28% in math (high level)
while these may not be awesome, i am quite proud with these results overall; the only one i'm debating is HL math as i do not need it (going into vet med, hopefully)
good morning, another study pic read 40 pages of Orwell's 1984 and it's amazing
now just 2 hours of Dziady III revision and maybe i'll actually pass my finals
one of the perks of working at a cafe/bakery - half a red velvet that fell apart
only 3h 21mins today but oh well. i read some "cat's eye" actually, and i enjoyed it
zoology is a bitch, but botanics is a karen
so that was fucking exhausting. literally a minute short of 4 hours of studying, but I took breaks so it's healthy actually <3
I'm gonna go make some tea
studied so hard, I started visibly shaking, but I still deny my partner when they say I'm a workaholic