I Leave You On Seen Because I Don't Have The Emotional Energy To Say Anything Back Without Feeling Like

Amazing bro!

@k9effect art credit

Portrait of Vincent Welles

I'm very very proud of this so reblogs are highly appreciated! It's inspired by a photo I took of myself yesterday that I quite like! If I can organise myself, I've been thinking about opening commissions if there's any interest?

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Margaret Atwood, The Journals of Susanna Moodie; from ‘Resurrection’

Midnight Mass - Book IV: Lamentations

MIDNIGHT MASS —  Book VII: Revelation

Anger Is Heat

It starts as a spark, a flicker. It start as a glimpse. For only a moment, the darkness is seized. For only a moment.

Then

Another strike of the match and the room bursts into flames.

Ever corner. Every crevice. Light spreads like a disease.

It's cool, touchable almost- at first. It dances atop your fingertips.

You could extinguish it easily, a simple breath could end it. You should blow it out now.

And then it is warm.

It is the heat of a summer's day. Next it is the steam of a kettle. Within seconds it is the flame of candle.

And then it's the sun.

It burns everything it touches, dressing you in charcoal, leaving you steaming.

Destruction.

Damage.

You opened that window and that fire spread. Sucked out into the fresh air. The cool air.

You should have blown it out.

You can't take back the burns. The scars. The pain. You can't take back the fire.

You can't take back the heat.

can you imagine the poor people who had to go figure out what happened on Crockett Island, though

like obviously there’s been a catastrophic fire, so they’re prepared for the worst, but what they find is way, way weirder than ‘the worst’

there are bodies in some of the houses, sure, burned past recognition or to the point where their cause of death would be obvious. but there are also bodies … outside? in the roads or the public areas? and some of them may be a little damaged by fire but they obviously died from having their throats ripped out??? and the sheriff is on the beach, dead of a gunshot wound??? the town doctor also died of a gunshot wound but she’s in a completely different place on the island (and her body was obviously moved there after her death)????

and overall there are just nowhere near as many bodies as there should be? Crockett Island had a population of just about 120 people but there are only, say, 70-80 bodies???? where did everybody else go????

and the only two survivors are two teenagers who are just like “uh, yeah, we took a romantic canoe trip. we weren’t on the island. we have no idea what happened.” (and one of them is paralyzed from the waist down? you don’t think the guy with her could have carried her out to the beach to get her in the canoe but he must have, right????)

just, can you even imagine. the buzzfeed unsolved episode. about Crockett Island.

Gustav Klimt, The Kiss // Robert Winthrop Chanler, Leopard and Deer

WI HA-JOON as DO-SIK in MIDNIGHT (2021)

My favorite time of year is when the sunflowers bloom in the wildlife reserve 🌻

people really just read books like “no thoughts head empty 🤪”