๐ค synopsis: touya finds himself desperately drawn to his equally dangerous colleague during an elegant gala, revealing vulnerability beneath his scarred exterior as he struggles with newfound emotions while they maintain control of their complicated dynamic.
๐ค trigger warnings: mentions of violence, implications of criminal activity, power dynamics, manipulation, and descriptions of physical scarring.
๐ค pairing: touya (dabi) todoroki x villain! gn! reader
๐ค side note: this was my first actual fic i made..I just decided to post it now cause Iโm obsessed with the song again...
the grand hall of the underground villain society's annual gala shimmered with danger and decadence. crystal chandeliers cast shadows across the marble floors where villains of all calibers mingled, their formal attire a stark contrast to the chaos they usually wrought.
you adjusted your gloves, running a finger along the intricate design that concealed the weapon beneath. as a newer but rapidly rising member of the paranormal liberation front, you'd earned your invitation through a string of perfectly executed missions that had left authorities baffled and the villain world impressed.
"enjoying the view?" a low, raspy voice asked from behind.
you didn't need to turn to recognize who it belonged to. the faint scent of ash and that distinctive voice gave him away instantly. dabi. the plf's flame villain with a penchant for destruction and a mysterious past that nobody dared question.
"i'm observing," you replied coolly, taking a sip of champagne. "there's a difference."
you finally turned to face him, allowing yourself a moment to appreciate how the formal black suit complemented his stapled skin and piercing turquoise eyes. unlike his usual casual attire, tonight he'd made an effort. the jacket hugged his lean frame, and the top buttons of his shirt were undone, revealing glimpses of his scarred chest.
"you clean up surprisingly well," you remarked with a half-smile.
"don't sound so shocked." his eyes never left yours as he moved closer. "though i could say the same about you. almost didn't recognize you without blood on your clothes."
you laughed softly, the sound drawing attention from nearby villains who quickly averted their gaze when dabi shot them a warning look.
"dance with me," he said suddenly, not quite a question but not entirely a command either.
you raised an eyebrow. "i didn't take you for a dancer, dabi."
"there are many things you don't know about me." he extended his hand, his eyes betraying a vulnerability that his smirk tried to mask. "yet."
the string quartet in the corner began playing something slow and haunting as you placed your hand in his. his skin was unnaturally warmโa side effect of his quirkโas he led you to the dance floor.
"i've been watching you," he confessed as his hand slid to your waist, pulling you closer than necessary. "since that mission in hosu city. the way you took down those pro heroes without hesitation... it was beautiful."
"careful," you warned playfully. "people might think you're developing feelings."
his grip tightened slightly. "would that be so terrible?"
you studied his face, noting the intensity behind his casual expression. dabi was known for his indifference, his detachment. yet here he was, holding you like you might disappear if he let go.
"you know how this works," you reminded him. "people like us don't do attachments."
the music swelled as he spun you effortlessly, bringing you back against his chest with practiced precision.
"tell me something," he whispered, his lips brushing against your ear. "are you just using me to pass the time? or is there more?"
you pulled back slightly to look at him. "that's a dangerous question."
"i'm a dangerous man."
around you, other villain couples danced, their faces masks of calculated charm and hidden agendas. everyone was playing a role tonight. everyone except dabi, whose eyes burned with something raw and unfiltered.
"every time you walk away," he continued, his voice dropping lower, "i find myself wondering if you'll come back. it's maddening."
"dabiโ"
"i go crazy," he interrupted, "because being anywhere but with you isn't where i want to be. do you understand what that's like? to have someone crawl under your skin that deep?"
the music faded into the background as you studied him. this wasn't the dabi that the league knewโthe apathetic, sardonic villain who cared only for his mysterious agenda. this was someone else entirely.
"you're acting like i own you," you said carefully.
his laugh was bitter and short. "maybe you do. isn't that what this is? you pull the strings, and i follow. like a damn puppet."
the song ended, but neither of you moved to separate. around you, villains exchanged partners, clinked champagne glasses, and plotted their next atrocities. but in your small bubble on the dance floor, something electric and dangerous was building.
"let's get some air," you suggested, acutely aware of how his fingers were now intertwined with yours.
he followed you through the grand ballroom, past clusters of villains deep in conversation, and out onto a deserted balcony overlooking the city lights below. the night air was cool against your skin, a welcome relief from the heat of the ballroomโand from dabi's proximity.
"better?" you asked, leaning against the stone railing.
instead of answering, he moved behind you, his hands gripping the railing on either side of you, effectively trapping you between his body and the stone.
"no," he said simply. "not better at all."
you turned to face him, your back now against the railing. "what is it you want from me, dabi? we've had our fun, haven't we? the missions, the nights afterward..."
"is that all this is to you? fun?" his eyes narrowed, blue flames briefly flickering at his fingertips before he controlled them. "because for me, it's become something else entirely."
"careful," you warned again. "shigaraki wouldn't approve of... complications within the ranks."
"i don't give a damn what shigaraki thinks." dabi leaned closer, his forehead nearly touching yours. "i only care about one thing right now."
"and what's that?"
"whether i'm yours," he said, his voice barely audible over the distant sounds of the party inside. "because you sure as hell are mine."
there it wasโthe raw desperation beneath his usual controlled facade. you'd seen glimpses of it before: in the way his eyes followed you during meetings, how his hand lingered on yours when passing equipment, the unnecessary risks he took to protect you during missions.
"this isn't you," you said softly. "the dabi i know doesn't beg."
something dangerous flashed in his eyes. "maybe you don't know me as well as you think."
his lips crashed against yours then, hot and demanding. it wasn't your first kissโfar from itโbut there was something different about this one. something desperate and consuming that made your head spin.
when you finally broke apart, his breathing was ragged. "tell me you feel it too."
you reached up, tracing one of the staples that held his scarred skin together. "i've never seen you like this before."
"answer the question." his voice was strained. "am i yours? are you mine? i need to know i'm not just losing my mind here."
the vulnerability in his question struck you. for all his power, all his danger, in this moment, dabi was laying himself bareโsomething neither of you were accustomed to doing.
"we're villains," you reminded him. "we take what we want."
"and what do you want?" he searched your eyes for an answer.
you considered your options carefully. attachment in your world was a liability, a weakness that could be exploited. but there was something intoxicating about having one of the plf's most feared villains looking at you like you were the only thing that mattered.
"maybe i want you," you admitted finally. "but on my terms."
a slow smile spread across his face, transforming his features into something almost beautiful in its dangerous intensity. "i can live with that."
inside, the party continuedโvillains plotting, forming alliances, and breaking them just as quickly. but on the balcony, something new was taking shape between you and dabiโsomething that burned hotter than his blue flames and cut deeper than any weapon.
"you should know," he said, his fingers tracing a path down your arm, "i'm not good at sharing. what's mine is mine."
"i don't recall agreeing to be yours exclusively," you challenged, enjoying the flash of jealousy that crossed his face.
"you will," he promised, his confidence returning though the desperate need still lingered in his eyes. "i can be very persuasive."
the sound of the balcony door opening interrupted your exchange. toga's cheerful voice called out, "there you are! shigaraki's about to make an announcement. something big!"
dabi didn't take his eyes off you as he replied, "we'll be there in a minute."
when the door closed again, he leaned in, his lips brushing against your ear. "this conversation isn't over."
"i wouldn't expect it to be," you replied, straightening his tie with deliberate slowness. "but don't forget who's in control here."
his answering smile was equal parts submission and challenge. "wouldn't dream of it."
as you both rejoined the gathering inside, dabi's hand possessively at the small of your back, you knew that things had shifted irrevocably between you. in a world where power was currency and weakness meant death, you'd somehow gained the most dangerous kind of leverageโcomplete devotion from a man who burned everything he touched.
and despite everything you knew about the dangers of attachment in your line of work, you couldn't deny the thrill that came with it.
after all, what was villainy without a little risk?
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he probably met you during the sports festival or some inter-class training exercise. instantly, he's got you pegged. what'sย yourย quirk? How can he use it against you...or, well, analyze itย strategically?
if you're in 1-A: Oh, theย drama. he'll use every opportunity to subtly (or not-so-subtly) mock your class. it's his bread and butter, but thereโs a glint in his eye whenย youย retort. heย lovesย someone who keeps up.
if youโre in another support class: heโs lowkey impressed with your skills, but heโs not gonna show it at first. heโll โtestโ your inventions/ideas, offering critiques that are unnecessarily harsh but secretly constructive.
no matter what, he remembersย everythingย about your quirk after seeing it once. he's already thinking about how to use it. not necessarily in a malicious way, but in a โwhat ifโ scenario kind of way. like a twisted game of chess.
he'll probably try to shake you with a comment that sounds like it's targeted at you, but actually, it's targeting all of 1-A.
he denies it. vehemently. to everyone. especially himself. it's "strategic interest," nothing more. heย needsย to understand you...for reasons.
he starts showing up where you are. A lot. "purely coincidental," of course. he just happens to be studying in the library at the same time you are...every day.
his jabs become...less pointed. More teasing. he still roasts 1-A, but when you're around, the jabs are more directed at you for whatever your thoughts are at that moment. and he actually listens (mostly).
he will โhelpโ you study, which quickly devolves into him quizzing you relentlessly and then smugly correcting you, but will explain in a way that is actually beneficial.
if someone else is flirting with you? oh, heโsย livid. but heโs not going to start a fight. instead, he will find some way to subtly undermine the potential rival with a cutting remark about their quirk or their intelligence while maintaining plausible deniability.
he analyzesย everythingย about you. your strengths, your weaknesses, your study habits, your favorite tea, your handwriting, even the way you fidget when you're nervous. it's all "data," but he's memorizing it like it's poetry.
secretly, he likes the way you challenge him. you make himย think, and he appreciates that, even if heโd rather die than admit it.
the confession? aย disaster. he probably tries to play it off as an experiment, a challenge, or some other convoluted excuse, but the blush on his face gives him away. you have to basically spell it out for him.
dates areโฆinteresting. expect a lot of intellectual debates, museum visits disguised as "research," and him trying to impress you with obscure facts.
he's surprisingly attentive. he remembers every little detail youโve ever mentioned and will use that to surprise you with thoughtful (if slightly eccentric) gestures.
he will defend you to theย death. if anyone dares to insult you, he will unleash a torrent of scathing wit so brutal it would make bakugo blush.
he loves to copy your quirk, especially if it's something he can use to tease you. expect demonstrations and exaggerated imitations.
he has a soft spot for physical affection, but heโll never initiate it in public. it's usually a stolen hand squeeze or a quick hug when no one's looking. heโs a bit awkward about it, but he cherishes those moments.
heโs fiercely protective of you, but not in a smothering way. he trusts your judgment and abilities. he just wants to make sure you know he's always there for you.
he is a surprisingly good listener, even if he interjects with snarky comments from time to time. he genuinely cares about what you have to say and values your opinion.
heโs a surprisingly loyal and devoted partner. once he commits, he's all in.
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Chapter 01.
โYou have got to be kidding me.โ Bakugo glared at his PR manager. โThereโs no fucking way Iโm going to agree to this- And thereโs no way theyโre-โ He pointed at you, red eyes narrowed into slits. You rolled your eyes at his attitude, sticking your middle finger up at his face. โare going to agree to this crap either.โ He finished, crossing his arms over his chest.
โLook-โ Your PR manager, Tommie, butted in. โBoth of you are dropping in the ranks right now. Be realistic here Dynamight.โ He sighed, pulling his glasses off his face, rubbing his forehead with his hand, looking annoyed. The poor man just wanted to go home to his wife - he didnโt want to be here, babysitting two grown adults as they yelled at each other and acted more immature than his five year old son.
โA stunt like this will boost both of your popularity seeing that both of you have been hit with a wave of negativity - itโll be good for everyone. Do you see what Iโm trying to say here?โ He raised an eyebrow, his dark eyes sliding from the blond hero, to your face.
You scoffed and looked away - how come out of everyone - you had to be stuck โfake datingโ the likes of him.
Katsuki mother fucking Bakugo.
The most annoying - infuriating - egotistical - asshole youโve ever met- ever!
And thatโs saying something because youโve worked retail and you know bloodthirsty demons. And despite it all, none of them even hold a torch to the amount of hate you had for your former classmate.
โUgh Iโve already graduated, why canโt you leave me alone already. Are you this bent on making my life a living hell?โ You groaned, rubbing your hands down your face.
Bakugoโs eye twitched and he glared at you. โFuck off extra. Like I wanna be here either. Iโd rather chew on fucking styrofoam than be considered this bitches date to the gala.โ He hissed under his breath, scoffing and looking away.ย
The insult - rightfully so - ticked you off. However you were a different person now. You matured into an amazing person, one who would never take the bait that Bakugo had so obviously laid at your begging feet.
โBitch.โ
He mumbled under his breath again.
โThe FUCK did you call me-โ You shouted, storming right over to the blond man and grabbing him by the shirt.
โYou heard me! You fucking bitch! Iโd rather choke on your fucking smoke than be here right now!โ He spat back, grabbing your arm and pushing you off of him.
โOh yea? Do you wanna go? Right now? Cause we can go!โ You shouted back, tendrils of smoke curling around your legs.
Bakugoโs explosions popped like small firecrackers as his hands twitched, ready to strike. โLetโs fucking go smoke breath.โ
Tommie rubbed his forehead. Bakugo's PR manager sighed. It was going to be one long afternoon.
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โSo youโre telling me. I have no other choices than to pair up with him as my date for the annual hero gala.โ You sighed.
Tommie merely shrugged, giving you a look that pointedly said, โWell Iโm not the one slipping in the hero ranks right now.โ and then he gave you another look that screamed, 'Maybe instead of fighting with Bakugo during the latest mission, you wouldn't have to pretend like his dick fucks you every night.'
You merely huffed, and your hands twitched slightly before you crossed your arms over your chest and glared at the floor. Like the poor hardwood decided it wanted to turn sentient and that it wished to make its existence known by deciding to insult every single family member in your bloodline and to spit on your grave.
โAnd how long are we going to have to keep this charade up for?โ You hissed under your breath. Tommie had every right to look mildly guilty as he averted his eyes.
โA couple of months at least-โย
โMonths???โ You shrieked, whipping your head around to glare at the poor man who raised his hands in mock protest. Tommie winced as you cut him off.
โI canโt be seen with him for months. Iโm gonna go insane and then like- stab him or something! Which would honestly be doing everyone a fucking favour but- like- still! I canโt handle being around him for five fucking minutes let alone a few months!โ You threw your hands up into the air and groaned as Tommie shook his head.
โ[Name]. Thatโs- no you donโt have to look at him for a few months- you donโt even need to think about him. Itโs just for show, remember? The only time itโs gotta come into play is any time where the paparazzi are involved.โ He reassured you. โThough it wouldnโt hurt if you two could potentially push your differences away and maybe learn to work togetherโฆโ He mumbled under his breath before freezing up in place.You glared daggers at the man.
โAbsolutely. Not.โ
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you first met himiko toga during a mission for the league of villains. her enthusiastic demeanor stood out amidst the chaos, making her a memorable first impression.
when you joined the league, she was immediately drawn to your confidence and charisma, often stealing glances at you during meetings.
toga greeted you with an excited smile, almost bouncing on her heels as she introduced herself, her eyes sparkling with mischief and curiosity.
during missions, she kept close to you, often suggesting that you work together to โmake things more fun.โ
the first time you saw her use her quirk, transforming into someone else by drinking their blood, you were both fascinated and slightly unsettledโbut toga just giggled, thrilled to show off her abilities to someone she admired.
toga loves the thrill of villainy, and she sees you as the perfect partner in crime. she often talks about her dreams of โmaking the world more funโ with you by her side.
toga becomes super giddy when she develops a crush on you, her laughter ringing louder and more frequently when you're around.
she often tries to impress you, sometimes going overboard with her antics, like playfully teasing other league members just to see you smile.
when you catch her staring, sheโll quickly look away with a flushed face, biting her lip to suppress a squeal of delight.
toga might leave little โgiftsโ for youโa small vial of her blood (harmless, of course) or a playful note scribbled on a mission reportโjust to catch your attention.
sheโs always finding ways to spend time with you, dragging you into her mischief or asking if you want to train together, making it feel more like play than work.
if someone else shows interest in you, togaโs jealousy flares up; she canโt help but confront them with a cheerful yet slightly menacing demeanor, making it clear that youโre her crush.
sheโll often make playful comments about how much fun it would be to share a โblood partyโ with you, hinting at her desire to bond in her unique way.
once you start dating, togaโs bubbly personality shines even brighter; sheโs always in a good mood and loves showing you off to her friends in the league.
she enjoys surprising you with spontaneous outings, whether itโs a chaotic mission or a cozy day just hanging out together, full of laughter and mischief.
toga loves to cook for you, often experimenting with odd recipes she finds online, leading to either delicious treats or strange concoctions that make you laugh.
her affection is often expressed through playful violenceโshe might pin you down for a quick peck or a teasing bite, which is both endearing and slightly terrifying.
you become her safe space; when she feels overwhelmed or anxious, she seeks you out for comfort, burying her head in your shoulder or seeking your embrace.
toga loves to share her โblood partyโ stories with you, making it sound like the most exciting adventure ever, and she might even try to include you in her quirky rituals.
she often says that you โmake her feel alive,โ emphasizing how much your presence energizes her and fuels her desire to embrace her quirks.
when youโre together, her playful and slightly chaotic side comes out even more, with spontaneous adventures and light-hearted banter becoming a daily occurrence.
toga loves to express her love through little gesturesโshe might doodle cute and slightly creepy drawings of you together and leave them for you to find.
on days when sheโs feeling particularly affectionate, she might break out into song about how much she adores you, her bubbly voice echoing through the hideout.
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๐ค synopsis: with the feeling of being disregarded from izuku, you try to end the relationship; but, izuku unexpectedly reels you back in with a surprisingly, odd way of an apology.
๐ค trigger warnings: angst/fluff at the end
๐ค pairing: izuku midoriya x gender neutral! reader
the afternoon sun cast long shadows across u.a. high school's campus as you made your way toward heights alliance, the dormitory where class 1-a resided. your footsteps were heavy, matching the weight in your chest.
today marked exactly two months since you and izuku midoriya had started dating, but instead of celebrating, you were dreading the conversation you needed to have.
the world outside the school walls had grown increasingly dangerous. villains were organizing, heroes were falling, and somehow in the middle of it all was your boyfriendโa sixteen-year-old with the weight of an impossible legacy on his shoulders and determination burning in his eyes that sometimes scared you.
you found him in the common room, notebook open on his lap, muttering analysis to himself as he reviewed footage of recent hero battles. his green hair was messier than usual, and dark circles shadowed his eyes. he hadn't noticed you yet.
"izuku," you called softly.
his head snapped up, and immediately his tired face transformed with a smile that made your heart ache. "hey! i didn't hear you come in." he closed his notebook and patted the spot beside him on the couch. "i was just studying some new techniques that could help with controllingโ"
"can we talk?" you interrupted, remaining standing. "somewhere private?"
his smile faltered, concern immediately replacing his enthusiasm. "sure. my room?"
the walk up to the fourth floor was quiet, tension building with each step. izuku's room was exactly as it always wasโall might memorabilia covering nearly every surface, analysis notebooks stacked on his desk, workout equipment in the corner. it should have felt comfortable by now, but today it just reminded you of how single-minded his focus could be.
"is everything okay?" he asked as he closed the door behind you.
you took a deep breath. "not really. i'm worried about you, izuku."
he blinked, confusion written across his freckled face. "worried? about me? why?"
"why?" you couldn't help the slight edge that crept into your voice. "have you looked in a mirror lately? you're exhausted. you're pushing yourself way too hard with this new blackwhip training. aizawa-sensei said you were in recovery girl's office twice this week."
izuku's shoulders tensed slightly. "that's normal for training. i have to master these quirks if i'm going toโ"
"if you're going to what? save everyone? become the number one hero? die trying?" the words came out harsher than you intended, but weeks of bottled concern were finally spilling over.
his eyes widened. "that's not fair. you know how important this is."
"of course i know," you said, trying to keep your voice level. "the whole world knows how important it is. but i'm not dating the future symbol of peace or one for all or whatever. i'm dating you, izuku. the boy who might not live to graduation at this rate."
a flash of hurt crossed his face. "i'm being careful."
"no, you're not!" you gestured to the bandages peeking out from beneath his school uniform sleeve. "this isn't normal, izuku. most teenagers worry about exams and crushes, not villains targeting them specifically."
"i never said it would be normal," he countered, his voice quiet but firm. "when you said you wanted to be with me, i thought you understood what that meant."
the implication stung. "so i'm just supposed to watch you destroy yourself? smile and nod while you come back with new scars every week?"
"i'm getting stronger!" his voice rose slightly, a rare show of frustration. "every training session, every new techniqueโit's all to make sure i can protect everyone. to make sure i can protect you."
"i never asked you to protect me," you said. "i asked you to be with me. there's a difference."
the argument built like a gathering storm, months of unspoken fears and frustrations finally finding voice. the common room incident with bakugo where izuku had jumped in front of you unnecessarily. the hospital visit after his internship that he'd downplayed. the nightmares he wouldn't talk about that left him shaking and distant.
"you don't understand what's coming," izuku said, running a hand through his hair. "the league is getting stronger. all for one isโ"
"stop." you held up your hand. "i'm not asking for hero intel, izuku. i'm asking for my boyfriend to care about his own safety as much as he cares about everyone else's." "i do care!"
"then why won't you ever slow down? why won't you let anyone help you? even all might is worried, i can see it when he watches you train."
his face flushed with emotion. "because there isn't time! because if i fail, people die! because all might chose me, and i can't let him down!"
the words hung in the air between you, heavy and revealing. this wasn't just about heroics or trainingโthis was about a boy desperate to prove himself worthy of an impossible mantle.
you sighed, suddenly feeling very tired. "i can't compete with that, can i? with all might, with one for all, with your destiny or whatever you want to call it." "it's not a competition," he said softly. "it feels like one. and i'm losing." you reached for your bag. "maybe we rushed into this. maybe dating the successor to all might isn't something i'm cut out for."
panic flashed across izuku's face. "wait, what are you saying?" "i'm saying i need space to think, izuku. this isn't what i thought it would be." you turned toward the door, willing yourself not to cry. "i care about you too much to watch you self-destruct."
"please don't go," he whispered, voice cracking slightly. "not like this." but you were already reaching for the doorknob, determined to leave before the tears threatening to spill could fall. you needed time to sort through your feelings, to decide if loving a boy with the weight of the world on his shoulders was something you could actually handle.
"i'm sorry," you said quietly. what happened next occurred so quickly you barely had time to register it. there was a crackling sound, a flash of dark energy in your peripheral vision, and suddenly you felt something wrap firmly around your waistโnot painfully, but with unmistakable strength. blackwhip.
the dark tendrils of izuku's newer quirk had extended from his hand, gently but firmly holding you in place. before you could protest, he had pulled you back toward him, spinning you around to face him. his eyes were wide with surprise at his own actions, a look that suggested he'd acted purely on instinct.
and then, in a move that shocked you both, he leaned forward and pressed his lips firmly against your cheekโa desperate, impulsive gesture that silenced whatever words had been forming on your lips.
for a moment, neither of you moved. the blackwhip dissipated, but izuku didn't step away, his face inches from yours, cheeks burning crimson.
"iโi'm sorry," he stammered, mortification dawning as he realized what he'd done. "i didn't mean to use my quirk on you. that was completely inappropriate andโ"
"izuku," you interrupted his spiraling apology. "you used blackwhip on me." he winced. "i know. i'm really sorry. i panicked andโ"
"no," you said, something warm unfurling in your chest despite everything. "you controlled it perfectly. no damage. no pain."
his rambling stopped as he processed your words. "oh. yeah, i guess i did." a small, tentative smile crossed your face. "that's the first time you've used it without hurting yourself or breaking something. and you did itโฆfor me." the realization seemed to dawn on him too, his eyes widening slightly. "i wasn't even thinking about control. i just didn't want you to leave."
you reached up, touching your cheek where his kiss still lingered. "and the, umโฆ?"
his blush deepened impossibly. "that was impulse. total impulse. i'm sorry if it was unwelcome orโ"
"it wasn't unwelcome," you said softly. the tension between you shifted, the anger from moments before not gone but transformed into something different, something more vulnerable. "i'm scared, izuku," you admitted, finally voicing the fear that had been driving your anger. "not of villains or fighting or any of that. i'm scared of losing you."
his expression softened, understanding replacing defensiveness. "i'm scared too," he confessed. "all the time. but that's why i have to keep pushing, keep getting stronger."
"but at what cost?" you reached for his hand, turning it over to reveal the scars that mapped his sacrifices. "these aren't just training injuries. these are pieces of yourself you're giving away." izuku looked down at his scarred hand in yours. "i know it seems that way. but every scar is a lesson learned. a mistake i won't make again."
"and what about us? am i just another lesson waiting to happen?"
he shook his head firmly. "no. never." he took a deep breath. "look, i can't promise i'll stop training hard. i can't promise i won't put myself in danger when lives are at stake. but i can promise that you're not competing with anything or anyone. you'reโฆ" he searched for words, "you're the reason i come back, not just the reason i fight." "that sounds nice, but what does it actually mean?"
"it means i'll try harder to find balance. to take breaks. to let you in when things get overwhelming instead of shouldering everything alone." he squeezed your hand gently. "and maybeโฆmaybe you could help me remember that saving the world includes saving enough of myself for the things that matter after the fighting's done."
you studied his faceโearnest, determined, those green eyes that had always seen more in you than you sometimes saw in yourself. "that's a lot of maybes."
"i know. but i'm willing to try if you are." he hesitated, then added quietly, "i don't want our first argument to be our last conversation."
despite everything, you felt a smile tugging at your lips. "you know, most couples' first fights are about something normal. like where to eat dinner or forgetting an anniversary."
he laughed softly, the sound a welcome break in the tension. "when have either of us ever been normal?"
"fair point." you sighed, some of the anger and frustration finally draining away. "for the record, using your quirk to stop someone from walking away is definitely crossing a line." he winced. "i know. it won't happen again."
"good." you stepped closer, poking his chest lightly. "because next time i might actually be mad enough that you'd end up in recovery girl's office for an entirely different reason."
his eyes widened slightly before he caught the teasing in your tone, a smile spreading across his face. "soโฆthere will be a next time? for us, i mean?"
instead of answering immediately, you reached up and placed a gentle kiss on his cheek, mirroring his impulsive gesture from before. "yes, you heroic idiot. but we have a lot to figure out." relief washed over his features. "we will. i promise." he hesitated, then added, "um, can iโฆi mean, would it be okay if iโฆ"
you rolled your eyes, but couldn't suppress your smile. "yes, deku, you can kiss me properly now."
his face lit up with the same determined joy you'd seen when he mastered a new technique, and as he leaned in, his lips finding yours in a gentle, tentative kiss, you understood something important: loving izuku midoriya would never be easy. there would always be dangers and fears and arguments about his reckless heroism.
but maybe, just maybe, it would be worth it.
outside the window, clouds shifted, allowing late afternoon sunlight to stream into the room, illuminating the space between two teenagers figuring out how to balance first love against the weight of a world that demanded heroes.
"for what it's worth," izuku whispered as he pulled back from the kiss, his forehead resting against yours, "controlling blackwhip was a lot easier when i was thinking about holding onto you instead of fighting."
you smiled, storing that confession away like a precious secret. "then maybe we've both learned something important today."
as the sun continued its descent outside, casting long shadows across u.a.'s campus, you and izuku sat on the edge of his bed, hands intertwined, talking about boundaries and fears and hopesโthe kind of conversation that transforms a crush into something deeper, something worth fighting for.
your first argument hadn't ended your relationship. instead, it had given it roots, something solid to grow from. and in a world increasingly filled with uncertainty and danger, that was its own kind of heroism.
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i kinda went with the blue cause of your blog,,
LOL YES I LOVE BLUE ๐ซถ๐
I only just noticed that Magne also uses gamer lingo irl during the attack on the camp and I fully choose to believe that she is NOT a gamer but she heard Shigaraki doing it and thought it was fun.
hii can you do dating kirishima pls?? tysm!!
answer: duh, no problemo! sry for the long wait, school sucksโฆ
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๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐๐ข๐ฃ๐ข๐ซ๐จ ๐ค๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐๐ง๐ญ! ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
eijiro first noticed you during a class exercise where you showed incredible teamwork, shining during a rescue training scenario. your determination reminded him of his own ideals.
during lunch, he gathers the courage to approach you, his face bright red as he stumbles over his words. "hey! You were really cool out there!"
he often fiddles with his hair or scratches the back of his head when he's around you, and you can see the sincerity in his bright eyes as he tries to engage in friendly banter.
kirishima tarts inviting you to hang out with his friends, excited to introduce you to his tight-knit group. he thrives on group dynamics, and your presence adds to the hype.
one day, he notices your confident stance during combat training, and he canโt help but compliment you on your growth. he admires your strength and feels a strong connection forming.
kirishima finds excuses to walk you to your next class, often talking about hero stuff or asking you about your favorite quirks, eager to learn more about you.
as he spends more time with you, kirishima begins to overanalyze every interaction, mentally kicking himself when he accidentally stutters or trips over his words in front of you.
when he sees you talking and laughing with others, a wave of jealousy washes over him, but it quickly turns into a determination to show you how awesome he is too.
his friends start to notice and tease him about it, calling him "soft" every time youโre around, and he just blushes deeply, denying it while secretly gushing inside.
he finds small ways to impress you, like showing off his hardening quirk or keeping up with intense training sessions just to be on par with your skills.
kirishima pays attention to the little things you like or mention in passing, like your favorite snacks, so he can surprise you with them, leaving them for you after class.
he secretly dreams of asking you out, imagining all the adventurous dates he could take you on.
once you start dating, kirishima becomes the ultimate cheerleader, supporting all your endeavors and celebrating every little victory you achieve.
he often bakes you homemade treats (with a bit of help from momo or jirou) and delivers them with an enthusiastic grin, saying, โI made these for you! I hope you like them!โ
eijiro loves spontaneous adventures, whether itโs a training session at the training grounds or stargazing on a rooftop at night; he finds every opportunity to create memorable experiences with you.
he frequently expresses his feelings through physical affection, whether itโs a gentle squeeze of your hand or an enthusiastic hug, showing just how much he cares.
kirishima highly values communication and encourages you to be open about your thoughts and feelings; heโs always ready to listen and bounce ideas off of you.
he tends to become protective when you face challenges, channeling his quirk to shield you during training sessions, but he also knows when to step back and let you handle things yourself.
eijiro loves to brag about you to his friends, showing them pictures of you both during cute dates, and making sure everyone knows how amazing you are.
he secretly daydreams about a future together, whether itโs training to be top heroes or just growing old together, and patiently waits for the day when you can make those dreams a reality.
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๐ญ๐๐ ๐ฌ: ๐ค๐๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ค๐ข ๐๐๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐๐๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฑ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ, ๐ค๐๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ค๐ข ๐๐๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
๐ฉ๐๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ : ๐ค๐๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ค๐ข ๐๐๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฑ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐๐๐ง๐ญ! ๐ ๐ง! ๐ซ๐๐๐๐๐ซ
!!๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ซ @https-bakugo ๐๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ!!
๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐: ๐ ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ค ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐ฉ๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ..๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ค๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ง๐จ ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐
The classroom of 1-A buzzed with early morning energy as you slumped in your seat, desperately trying to avoid making eye contact with the explosive blonde sitting two rows ahead. Even from behind, you could see the tension in his shoulders, the way his spiky hair seemed to defy gravity with the same stubbornness as its owner.
Don't look at me, don't look at me,ย you silently chanted, knowing full well that Katsuki Bakugou had a sixth sense for when people were staring at him.
It had been three weeks since you'd transferred into UA's hero course, and you were still adjusting to the strange reality of being in the same class as your childhood friendโif you could even call him that anymore. Your mothers had been best friends since college, which meant you and Katsuki had spent countless afternoons together as children. You remembered a different Katsuki then: still competitive and loud, but he'd smile sometimes too.
That was before middle school, before his quirk developed fully, before the distance grew between you.
"Oi," a gruff voice broke through your thoughts, and you nearly jumped out of your skin. Somehow, Bakugou had materialized next to your desk during your daydreaming. "You're coming to my place after school. The witch been asking about you."
It wasn't a question. It never was with him.
"I have homework," you protested weakly, knowing it was a poor excuse.
His crimson eyes narrowed. "We have the same homework, dumbass. Bring it with you."
Before you could respond, he was already walking away, leaving a trail of whispers in his wake.
"Did Bakugou just... talk to the new kid?" "I didn't know they knew each other!" "Is it safe to be alone with him?"
The last comment made you snort quietly. If only they knew how many times Aunt Mitsuki had forced Katsuki to play house with you when you were six.
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"You've been avoiding me," Katsuki said bluntly as you walked the familiar path to his house. The cherry trees were in bloom, soft pink petals drifting down around you both.
"I haven't," you lied, adjusting your backpack strap nervously.
"Bullshit," he replied, but there was no real heat behind it. "You practically dive behind Deku whenever I look in your direction."
You winced. He wasn't wrong.
"It's just... weird, okay? Being in the same class again after so long. You're different now."
"So are you," he countered, giving you a sidelong glance that made your heart stutter. "You used to talk more."
"You used to listen more," you shot back, surprised by your own boldness.
For a moment, you thought you saw the ghost of a smile cross his face, but it was gone so quickly you might have imagined it.
"Whatever," he muttered, kicking a pebble with more force than necessary. "The old hagโs making spicy curry. She remembers it's your favorite."
The fact that he remembered too hung unspoken between you.
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"LOOK WHO'S HERE!" Mitsuki Bakugou's voice boomed through the house the moment you stepped through the door. Within seconds, you were enveloped in a bone-crushing hug that smelled of citrus perfume and home.
"It's been too long!" she exclaimed, holding you at arm's length to examine you. "You've grown so much! Masaru, come look how tall they've gotten!"
Katsuki's father appeared from his home office, wearing his usual kind smile. "Welcome back," he said warmly. "We've missed having you around."
"Thanks for having me," you replied, unable to stop the smile spreading across your face. You'd forgotten how much you'd missed this house, this family.
"Don't smother them," Katsuki grumbled, already heading upstairs. "We've got homework."
"Homework can wait until after dinner," Mitsuki declared. "Besides, I want to hear all about UA! Is my son behaving himself? He's not bullying you, is he?"
"SHUT UP, HAG!" Katsuki roared from halfway up the stairs.
You laughed, feeling the tension of the past few weeks start to dissolve. "He's actually really amazing in hero training," you admitted. "Everyone respects him."
Mitsuki's expression softened. "Is that so?" She glanced toward the stairs where her son had disappeared. "Well, don't tell him I said this, but I'm proud of the little brat."
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Dinner was a loud affair, just as you remembered. Mitsuki and Masaru asked about your parents, about your quirk training, about your impression of UA. Katsuki remained mostly silent, but you caught him watching you when he thought you weren't looking.
After helping clear the dishes (over Mitsuki's protests), you finally followed Katsuki to his room. It was neater than you expected, minimalist but with traces of his personality everywhere: a shelf of hero analysis books, weights in the corner, a poster of All Might that you remembered him getting for his tenth birthday.
"Your room hasn't changed much," you observed, setting your backpack down.
"Why would it?" he replied, dropping onto his desk chair and gesturing vaguely toward the bed. "Sit wherever."
You perched on the edge of his bed, suddenly hyperaware of being alone with him. It was ridiculousโyou'd spent countless hours in this very room as kidsโbut something felt different now. Maybe it was the way his UA uniform fit across his shoulders, or how his hands looked stronger than you remembered.
"Are you going to stare at me all night or are we going to do this homework?" he asked, not looking up from his notebook.
Your face burned. "S-sorry. Modern Hero Art History, right?"
For the next hour, you both worked in surprisingly comfortable silence, broken occasionally by a question about the assignment or a muttered curse from Katsuki when he made a mistake. It felt... normal. Nice, even.
"Why did you stop coming around?" he asked suddenly, his voice uncharacteristically quiet.
The question caught you off guard. "What?"
"Middle school. You used to come over all the time, then you just... stopped."
You set your pencil down, studying the pattern on his bedspread. "You started hanging out with those other guys. The ones who followed you everywhere. You seemed like you didn't want me around anymore."
His eyebrows drew together. "That's stupid."
"Is it?" you challenged. "You changed, Katsuki. You got meaner. Especially to Midoriya. I didn't know how to talk to you anymore."
He was silent for so long that you finally looked up, surprised to find him staring intensely at you. Something vulnerable flickered in his eyes before his usual scowl returned.
"Yeah, well. I was an idiot in middle school."
Coming from Bakugou, this was practically a heartfelt apology.
"We all were," you offered, a small olive branch. "But for what it's worth... I think you've changed again. For the better."
He turned back to his homework, but not before you caught the faintest blush on his cheeks. "Whatever. Hand me that textbook."
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Over the next few weeks, something shifted between you and Katsuki. You stopped avoiding him at school. He started waiting for you after hero training. Sometimes you'd study together in the common room, surrounded by your curious classmates who couldn't quite figure out your relationship.
"So... you and Bakugou, huh?" Kirishima asked one day as you were changing for gym class.
"What about us?" you replied, trying to sound casual.
"You're like the only person he doesn't yell at," Mina chimed in, eyes sparkling with interest. "Spill the tea!"
"We grew up together," you explained with a shrug. "Our moms are friends. It's not a big deal."
But it was becoming a big deal, at least to you. The more time you spent with him, the more you noticed things: the way his eyes crinkled slightly at the corners when he was truly amused, how gentle his hands could be when helping you with a training exercise, the protective way he positioned himself when villains attacked during your field training.
And worst of all, you were pretty sure Katsuki had noticed your noticing.
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"You're distracted," he growled during your Saturday training session. You'd taken to practicing together on weekends, away from the prying eyes of your classmates. "Your form is sloppy."
"Sorry," you mumbled, resetting your stance. "Let me try again."
He circled you, making minute adjustments to your posture. "Elbow higher. Center your weight." His hand brushed against your lower back, and you tried desperately not to react.
"Better," he approved, stepping back. "Now try to hit me."
You launched forward, quirk activated, aiming a strike at his midsection. He dodged easily, but you anticipated it, pivoting to catch his arm. For a moment, you thought you had him, but then the world tilted as he swept your legs out from under you.
You landed hard on your back, Katsuki following you down, his hand catching your wrist and pinning it above your head. His face hovered inches above yours, both of you breathing hard.
"Predictable," he said, but his voice sounded strangeโrougher than usual.
You were suddenly aware of every point of contact between your bodies, the weight of him partially above you. His eyes dropped to your lips for a fraction of a second.
"Katsuki..." you breathed.
He released you abruptly, standing and offering a hand up. "Again," he said, turning away. "And focus this time."
But focus was impossible now. Every touch, every glance felt charged with something neither of you was willing to name.
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The training camp was supposed to be an opportunity to improve your quirks, but all you could think about was the growing tension between you and Bakugou. You'd caught him watching you during meals, during training, during the rare moments of downtime. And you'd been just as guilty.
"Just talk to him already," Uraraka urged as you sat together by the campfire on the final night. "The suspense is killing all of us."
"I don't know what you're talking about," you replied, though your eyes automatically sought out Katsuki's spiky blonde head across the fire.
"Sure you don't," she giggled. "That's why you've been staring at him all night."
Before you could defend yourself, Aizawa announced it was time to turn in. You stood, brushing dirt from your pants, when a message buzzed on your phone.
Meet me by the lake. 10 minutes. -K
Your heart hammered against your ribs as you made your way to your cabin, changed quickly, and then slipped out into the darkness. The path to the lake was lit only by the stars and the waning moon, but you could have found your way blindfolded.
Katsuki was already there, sitting on a boulder near the water's edge, his back to you. The moonlight silvered his hair, softened the perpetual anger in his profile.
"You came," he said without turning around.
"You asked me to," you replied simply, coming to stand beside him.
For several long moments, neither of you spoke. The lake lapped gently at the shore, crickets singing in the undergrowth.
"You've been acting weird," he finally said, turning to look at you. "Weirder than usual."
"So have you," you countered.
"Because of you!" he snapped, standing suddenly. "Because you keep looking at me likeโlikeโ"
"Like what?" you asked, your voice barely above a whisper.
"Like you want something from me," he said, stepping closer. "Like you're waiting for something."
Your breath caught in your throat. This was itโthe moment where you either took the leap or retreated to safety.
"Maybe I am," you admitted.
His eyes widened slightly, and for once, Katsuki Bakugou seemed at a loss for words. Then, with a frustrated growl, he closed the distance between you, one hand tangling in your hair as his lips crashed against yours.
The kiss was everything you'd imagined and nothing like you expectedโfierce but unexpectedly tender, demanding yet asking a question. You answered by wrapping your arms around his neck, pulling him closer.
When you finally broke apart, breathless, he pressed his forehead against yours. "Took you long enough," he muttered.
You laughed, the sound bright in the quiet night. "Me? You're the one who's been glaring at me for weeks!"
"That's how I look at everyone," he protested, but his hands remained gentle where they held your waist.
"Not everyone," you corrected softly. "Not me. Not anymore."
Instead of arguing, he kissed you again, slower this time. In the gentle night beneath the stars, with the boy you'd known all your life but were just beginning to truly see, you felt something click into place. Like coming home after a long journey, to find that home had been waiting for you all along.
"We should get back," he said eventually, though he made no move to let you go.
"Five more minutes," you murmured against his lips.
For once, Katsuki Bakugou didn't argue.
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