When You Are Broken And He Has Left You Do Not Question Whether You Were Enough The Problem Was You Were

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The Winchester Star, Kansas, August 1, 1930

I was standing on the road

I was waiting you to hold

For how long I don't know

And the wind was blowing cold

I went back to our home

But still I am all alone

You celebrate there

I know you like there

But girl it's time to go

When I look into your eyes

I am afraid to realize

I am no matter in your mind

When I look into your eyes

It cuts me like a knife

Guess I know I won't be there

I was standing on the road

But I really wanna go

Cause I know you're at home

This the way my life goes

But I'm not that type of girl

I love you I really do

When I drinking out there

But I really don't care

I hope I can run back

When I look into your eyes

I am afraid to realize

I am no matter in your mind

When I look into your eyes

It cuts me like a knife

Guess I know I won't be there

Tell me you love me if you really love me

But don't lie to me or you wanna cheat on me

Girl you know I wanna you can kiss me

I love you with my heart really and truly

Then I know you sort of love me

But it's me can't see it widely

Sorry girl I made you feel unhappy

Give me a chance I can love you truly

When I look into your eyes

I am afraid to realize

I am no matter in your eyes

When I look into your eyes

I am afraid to realize

I am no matter in your eyes

When I look into your eyes

It cuts me like a knife

Guess I know I won't be there

When I look into your eyes

It cuts me like a knife

Guess I know I won't be there

"Each of us has heaven and hell in him."

-Oscar Wilde; The Picture of Dorian Gray

“People think intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them bare and their response is ‘You’re safe with me’ - that’s intimacy.”

— Taylor Jenkins Reid, The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo

The Lovely Stones-- A Crystal Correspondence List

Quartz– Your first stone and your best friend. Whisper your secrets and it will start to whisper back. Take it traveling.

Amethyst– A dream healer. Cleanse regularly, it works hard.

Tiger’s Eye– Your talisman, your lantern flame. Its spirit is the safety you feel near the hearth.

Fluorite– Your third eye is dying to show you everything, and this is your key.

Rose Quartz– Gentle sunshine through white curtains. If you do not follow a goddess of love then this is the closest thing.

Citrine– Luck-fire. Tend to the flames lest you get too cocky.

Obsidian– A reliable friend. Give it your shame, your grief, your rage, and it will grow roses.

Selenite– It carries the spell of the first snow. Cast it where you need and let it sing.

Moonstone– You will see the night’s blessings and curses. It will encourage you to wander.

Sunstone– A personal warrior for rainy days. Use to truly speak and be truly heard.

Make sure don't make the same mistake 2 times.

The hardest part of ending is starting again.