Whats His Problem

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тгк: некчан щитпостит

I REBUKE THE TENYA IIDA REBLOG. NOT ON MY NIFUJI. WTF THE DISRESPECT !!! REBUKE !!!!!!!!

oh shikanaru u

u meekish schoolyard fascination quickly catapulted into extreme codependency u

ur so observation in humanity, case study of the idiot with the sincerest smile you’ve ever seen, theory board specimen turned fiery, irrevocably hopeless timeless love

so pure spirited and full blooded is that heart skipping eyes freezing lungs failing giddy floating face flushing u r

so frozen solid and panicked as shikamaru breathes in the absolute zeal and open chested heart ache and full body mind and soulful hope leading Naruto headfirst into the rest of his life in a series of increasingly incredible and intense events that always seem to stack up into something beautiful instead of falling through the faults of the trusty human limit and nihilistic doubt

every step is on the unstable air of an oceans edge, yet Naruto makes a messiah of himself in the way he runs insultingly easy on that endless sea’s surface and Shikamaru knows objectively how and why and what Naruto is doing but he just can’t believe his eyes

his inexperienced heart pounds a hole through his chest and pulls him so thoughtlessly onto the water until he’s sweating and panting and running after Naruto with that infectious passion for life and human connection and peace- like that’s ever been more than a carrot on the end of a long, lying stick

he’s sweating a layer of his skin off and he hates the heavy exhaustion weighing down a crack through his internal promise to stay the fuck outve this- outve the adrenaline and line of fire and risk- but he forsakes his clan and his brain and the reality of the world and what being a shinobi even means because goddamn he’s hungry

he’s hungry in a way he doesn’t think contentment can soothe anymore

not even close

not when all he feels as he watches those clouds dance lazily across that bluest blue, is loss, because he knows a bluer blue and Naruto would never resign himself to sitting listless at the base of his favorite green hill because he’s off making greener pastures of shitty realities with thinly survived battles and thickly woven trust gained by the same stunned realization everyone has:

Naruto Cares

he cares so much his sleeve lead his feet because he’s long since given up hiding his heart behind his ribs like any self respecting person of moderate preservation

and shikamaru seethes as he understands so deeply he might as well be every new pair of eyes that trace the frame of Naruto’s smile with that glittering helplessness they never mean to revel

he tells himself obligations uproot his back from that perfect hill, that perfect view, those perfect clouds- duty probably, he is clan heir after all

but he knows the truth rests closer to the surface than he can manage to smother

He Knows He Can’t Help But Care Too

through, because, for, and ever after Naruto, because all of a sudden the grass itches where it once caressed and his heart creeps into that little dip between neck and shoulder

not yet on his sleeve, but it doesn’t have to be

because it’s enough

Naruto’s back faces him as he runs ever faster, over ever greater oceans, ever brighter suns that rise on that dangerous current-

And It’s enough

silent and subtle and studying- this view is now what returns that contentment he’s been basking in for so long

smiling all mock exasperation- yeah Shikamaru thinks-

This Is Enough

i know what it means, how it feels to be atypical

kicked out of the debate for interrupting all my opponent's arguements by saying "me when i'm a dipshit idiot" and then threatening to kill them in increasingly erotic tones

is Jack’s being a redhead foreshadowing for his evilness? idk, take it up with my 8th grade book report, which violently states it is

im rule 63 autogynephilia

I FUCKING HATE HANAMIYA

guys i had an epiphany. the last time a fic had me by the balls like this was my deku fic from like over three years ago

i am the anon. hi.

if u r who I think u r, I fucking love you and ur unmitigated lust towards Light Yagami, from hit series deathnote, psuedos including but not limited to: Kira, God of the New World, Halos Blorbo, and Halos blorba (on special, rule 63 occasions)

we will have unhealthy

sex to cope, and it will be

mutual

So feel free to be

that freaky in my inbox if ur Light lusting heart so desires alr