Happy Birthday, Authur!

I am so devastated that there is virtually no fandom content of Murphy Law.

Why do I keep getting super into obscure scp characters that has no fandom content of so it’s up to me to make it myself. God damn it

Yeah that movie slaps!!

watched train to busan not sure ill ever recover emotionally

I was going to rewatch 1931 Dracula again tonight and just as I turned it on a BAT started flying around at my window and wouldn’t go away and I’ve never seen a bat at my house before and let me tell you I’ve been so gay touched starved this quarantine I was about ready to risk letting a wild bat in my room if it meant it could possibly be one tall, Sexy vampire

Little friend :) 

(I’m back!) 

Wild stuff happening with the reddit protest lately

Bad Sex Flesh Tournament Round 1

The Alchemy of Desire vs. Back to Blood

Freedom vs. The Destroyers

The Day Before Happiness vs. The World Was All Before Them

Winkler vs. The Office of Gardens and Ponds

The Death of Bunny Munro vs. The Yips

Katerina vs. The River Capture

Kismet vs. The Seventh Function of Language

Mr. Peanut vs. The List of the Lost

Hey I get it. I am still not over the silt verses ending (i fully never listened to the last episode.)

I also find the combat parts of d20 boring but there are seasons that don't have that problem.

A Court of Fey & Flowers has very little combat

Metropolis

Misfits and Magic

and Never Stop Blowing Up

all use different systems then dnd so they shouldn't have the combat problem.

And I am sorry for this but If you want more goofy toned roleplay with semi-serious character beats may I recommend a live-play podcast called Dungeons and Daddies. It is very stupid and has a surprising amount of heart. The first 2 seasons need to be listened to in order but you can watch the 3rd season with out the first 2. You should listen to the third one first not because It is better than the first 2 but because stuff is going down, and I want someone to talk about it with when it drops. (Franis Farnsworth my beloved)

yap/ramble incoming:

godddd im so fucking bored. not like every moment just like. overall

bc literally everything pre-covid is just an absolute fucking blur to me, but august 2020 i got into dsmp and there was no turning back from there. so for as long as I can somewhat-clearly remember, I’ve been obsessed with various minecraft roleplays, and now I’m just not. and its so fucking weird I feel like there’s a giant hole in my brain and life

which may sound a bit dramatic for minecraft roleplay but listen. the past 4+ years pretty much every single day I’ve thought/daydreamed about mcrp in some capacity for at least multiple hours. every day. I’ve watched and rewatched hours upon hours of vods for pure enjoyment and imagined animatics of those vods, and of pretty much every song I’ve listened to. the past year I’ve been frequently listening to lifesteal vods like podcasts in my earbuds every chance I get while at school.

and even tho my interest in each different series wavered off a bit, something else came in to replace it before it was actually gone. but now I’ve lost interest in lifesteal and there’s just…nothing??? to replace it??????

for the first time in almost 5 years I don’t have any story to daydream about that I actually care that much about. nothing to take up as much time as mcrp series have been taking up almost as long as I can remember at all clearly.

like yeah I have a few hobbies outside of watching youtube and daydreaming, and mcrp wasn’t the only thing I watched, but like. I’m not interested in anything nearly as strongly as i was in mcrp, and now that interest is just gone and I’m so fucking bored

I’ve been endlessly playing worst premade ever videos to fill that time bc I do also sometimes daydream animatics of those videos, and I’m trying to get into d20 (partially bc the half-goofy half-dramatic tone + the fact its roleplay is similar to mcrp and partially bc i already watch+enjoy some other dropout shows so it’s easier to convince my brain to watch it) and the story is interesting but dnd’s long fight scenes are really not engaging for me so it’s tough

ok the process of writing this and putting it into words has made me realize that either mcrp as a whole or the individual smps I switched through being obsessed with may have been special interests (i got diagnosed w/ autism like a week ago) and thats why I feel so empty without it so im gonna go look into that bye 👍

guys i just found out about this site that does a daily guessing game, it’s phylogenetic wordle- so fun!!!

heres the secret to scps you can just say that thats canon because there is no canon, or d-class terminations because I personally think there dumb

It's a sad fact that every long running universe based upon themes and tones of isolation, limiality, and cosmic horror gets worn down by overexplanation, overpopulation of the universe with entities, overuse, and eventually irony and financial exploitation. Derlething happened to Lovecraft, it happened to SCPs, it happened in record times to the backrooms.

We will be fucking robots in 2025?

Yeah bitch its gonna be me and this bad boy.