behold the knitting wizard
"don't worry, i've no interest in your hairy arse!" he lied, like a liar
KINGDOM COME: DELIVERANCE (2018) -> Next to Godliness (+ Foreshadowing)
Yup and Germany
Please reblog and add your nationality in the tags along with what you answered! I'm very curious about this; and it's not to shame anybody, so don't be rude!
I actually did it a lil more than 2 weeks ago!!! I now have a buzzcut!!! I'm honestly surprised by the amount of positive reactions I had and acceptance of my hair :) I have yet to hear a bad reaction lol. Even my elder relatives have been super supportive of it :D
and the sensory issues got way less (but that could also be cuz I had a lot of dandruff and now less😅)
Still have to get a little used to seing bald me in the mirror but it's nice :)
Being me is refusing the fact my hair gives me sensory issues and that i don't want to shave it because I'm not ready to be confronted with my gender identity and how people react to it lol
thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
Hate how lighting a candle does wonders to my mood. Like wowwww. Grug like fire? Grug not sad anymore because Fire in Cave? Wow. Real predictable of Grug.
i always forget how much of a hell getting up in the morning during the cold months is until im trying to get dressed taking frost damage like ough augh ugha oagh uagh
one of the cutest icons I made, another tav oc to @refusing-to-be-tranquil thank you ♥
Just chilling mostly reposting may or may not post art once in a while, tagged my arts and craft under #art for easy finding :) although there isn't much lol I'm 20 😜😼 Yes i am the german shitbear It's a mindset
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