Vent Post

Vent Post

Oh my god, I’m graduating this year…

Idk how to feel about it. I’m excited and happy but I’m also scared as hell.

I’m so scared of disappointing everyone. Mainly my teachers. There’s this honors society thing for students with high GPAs that I could be accepted into if I turn in a form. The thing is they gave me this form last year too and I didn’t do it. I already stress too much about keeping my grades high. Like, way too much. And I feel like being in that would just make me stress out even more. But my TA teacher looked so happy for me and I don’t want to disappoint her. “Oh it’ll look good on your resume for college” I don’t even know if I want to go to college. I’m at least not going right away. Not to mention the actual graduation ceremony thing. Being up in front of all those people. 😥 I hate the amount of stress there is on seniors. T-T I’m terrified of graduating, and the teachers who keep stressing about college and scholarships are just making it worse.

I feel a bit better after crying and writing this out though.