I Honestly Don’t Know How This Happened But Somewhere Between My Childhood And Formative Years I Forgot

From Boot theory by Richard siken / Black telephone by Richard siken / from Olivia Gatwood+Francis Forever Song by Mitski/The Cow by Ariana Reines

All the things that I did , I did with these hands of mine

i don’t struggle with derealization. i like to think i’m pretty good at it :w

once i beat the depression and the burnout and the anxiety and the loneliness and the exhaustion and the guilt and the awkwardness and the apathy and the low income and the chronic illness and the impatience and the vulnerability and the creative block and the capitalism and the cruelty THEN you'll see

“But you see, there is a graveyard in my mouth filled with words that have died on my lips.”

—Emily Palermo, Untitled

the urge-ish urge to urge when your urges urge

I hope all of you find people who love you at your ruddest and worst

my best used to be better