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And then it's even more exhausting trying to be an asshole when you know that you still will always care! Gah!

I always care and I’m tired now.

Let things go.

I come to realize that I've been holding onto lot of things, it is straining me, and my mental health, I've been feeling side effects of it, and it's affecting, my other life choices, so, I have decided to let things go. Focusing on what I have rather than what I had, Gone is long gone and cannot come back, It is reality and I've accepted that. Gone is my ability to multitask, And handle all things at once, So I've decided to focus on one task at most, Gone is my attitude to be carefree, So I've decided to be a little bit silly, with my friends and those whom I trust, Gone is my self positivity and confidence that I had, So I've decided celebrate little milestones I reach, Nothing is permanent in this world, So why would some things stay for almost forever, I can't keep holding onto things that are straining me, So I've decided to let things go, in order to archive peace.

©Pen_Pain_Poetry

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This is why I love poetry...

I tried to let go of the echo,

but it bounced back as I put on my coat.

So these four walls were like a cloak and outside would call

to inside my dome.

I don’t answer my phone,

Often.

I don’t have hope,

Often.

I don’t atone,

Often.

Like Billie joe,

I walk this lonely road with my shadow behind me…

My only friend,

just to remind me.

Until there was him.

I keep my distance,

I don’t follow blindly.

If he takes off my blindfold,

I shut my eyes instantly.

For his purity is blinding

and if given a collision…

could mean calamity

for our existence.

One touch from me, you end up broken.

On the hopeless path of exhaustion

I can already see the cracks on your ceiling

Your floors and-

I don’t want to give it meaning.

I say the words but I hold back all the feeling.

I look at you briefly…

I keep moments to fleeting.

I love discreetly…

You might feel it’s lost all meaning.

I love you dearly…

I’m just not good at saying.

ⓘ This user is stressed every day about the future

“Your identity should be so secure that when someone walks away from you they don’t take you with them.”

— Unknown

I'm a walking, talking contradiction...

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

More or less...

I wanna be soft with someone and not regret it after