I Think I Was Just Born With Something Dark And Ugly Inside Of Me. Always Waiting To Be Found Out.

Oh ye of little faith....

Something I started just after Alone at Sea, taking place some time before Gem Hunt.  A little darker than my usual fare!  I hope ya’ll still enjoy it.  

Geez...

Replace the words “death” or “died” with 2016 and people will understand completely...

“What happened to John? Haven’t seen him for a long time.”

“Oh... he 2016′d last year...”

Just...this year is snatching everybody up. Fuck.

“I need to stop imagining situations in my head that aren’t going to happen.”

— Unknown

Sometimes one or 2 is enough

{Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction page 24/ Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 6: 1955-1966/ Alice Hoffman, The Red Garden/ Anaïs Nin, from The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Vol. 5: 1947-1955/ Haruki Murakami: Norwegian Wood, page 276/ Michael Ondaatje/ Catherynne M. Valente, The Orphan's Tales: In the Night Garden/ D.H. Lawrence, from The Complete Works; The Plumbed Serpent/ Jean-Paul Sartre, from No Exit/ Alice Notley, from In The Pines: Poems; "In The Pines,"}

I wanna be soft with someone and not regret it after

And then it's even more exhausting trying to be an asshole when you know that you still will always care! Gah!

I always care and I’m tired now.

I want to live in a world where I can rely on myself.

- 𝘎𝘢𝘶𝘴 𝘌𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘴

Goddamn.

EVERY TIME I LOOK BACK, MY CHILDHOOD GROWS HORNS; ON AGING.

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