Have you ever dreamed of someone you’ve never met, but your soul swears they belong to you?
I was sixteen when a boy told me- “I’ll cross oceans for you and scream your name from rooftops.” I felt like I finally got a hold of love , nuzzling its scent on my fingertips.
Years in the periphery, we lost sight of eachother or maybe there weren't many rooftops left to shout my name from.
Today, at the dinner table, I saw my husband deliberately taking small bites from his burger while everybody else was hustling to leave the table. I realised I still hadn’t finished my meal. While I cut my steak , his presence loomed beside me- the most blissful silence I have ever been in , the slowest passage of time.
Maybe, love doesn't come from people who can bind the moon to your arms. It is someone who can let go of a few minutes to sit by your side , in a world that doesn't wait.
“She is so stubborn, her heart has an argument with her head every time it wants to beat.”
— Catherynne M. Valente
In every lifetime, every universe, my soul will be drawn to yours.
I will choose you in every life.
“It’s better to have nobody than someone who is half there, or who doesn’t want to be there.”
— Unknown
Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to David Gurewitsch featured in The Selected Letters of Martha Gellhorn
bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.
no sorry i dont really use instagram, i can contact you via ouija board, spirit box, fluctuations in temperature, flickering lights, and certain rituals. i am also on tumblr.
Gethsemane // Sleep Token
nah just cuddling ain't enough, I want to merge my soul with hers
Crashing out over an old lost love. A safe space for my thoughts and mild optimism. 2025She/They
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