Nick Miller Is The Cat In The Hat. My Mind Will Not Be Changed.

my ducks are not in a row but they are all wandering in vaguely the same direction

if you listen to Unwrittwn by Natasha Bedingfield while thinking about the assignment you haven't started it goes from a serenity song to a stress song.

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

I want to make a coffee shop that’s only open at night because Starbucks closes at 6 but I only want coffee at 10 pm. It would be like a fun little hangout for insomniacs. 

I only know Gossip Girl b/c my sister likes it, but finding the Chuck Bass to my Blair Waldorf is the dream

On the Benefits and Pitfalls of Living Through Fantasy

For me, life is like a movie. I can always see its narrative arc. I can always see my character archetype. Narrative arcs tend to have limited options, so you try to spot the ending. You try to find who the other main characters are and guess where your story will take you. You try to spot the heroes, villains, love interests and comic relief of your life. You try to spot where you play these roles for others.

In short, you live in a world of fantasy. This can be both the best and worst thing for your life.

On one hand you can live life with the reassurance that the story will finish. You can see how the trials you face can motivate your character arc and enhance your story. However, once you feel you've completed an arc, you feel a bit empty. Life works in installments of plot for you (series, novels, episodes, etc). When you complete an arc you get into a rut and you have no reassurance it's going anywhere until a new plot unfolds. You get scared you could be stuck like this forever.

When you live in a world of fantasy there is always somewhere to escape to. Always your vision of how it could go differently, a fantastical plot of another universe, a made-up romance, or a wild adventure. But you know this isn't real. The discrepancy between fantasy and reality can often be confusing, jarring, and misleading.

Of course sometimes it helps to go through life as if the fantasy is the reality. To go through life thinking you deserve all the good things, that you are learning through your own adventure. It's a great way to think about yourself. It's how you think about others that becomes the problem.

Who did you unfairly cast as a villain? What when the happily ever after you expected doesn't come? How about when you lose someone you were hoping would be a main character?

I am constantly tortured and comforted by the fantasy I surround myself with. Of course I could say the same about my reality.

My sister said that being around our family for too long decreased her maturity and intelligence level. At first I was offended but as I remembered that I started my day putting on coca-cola lip smackers while jamming to Soulja Boy and proceeded to order a coffe with 2 "kumps of caramel squirrel" at the dunkin donuts drive through that maybe she had a point.

I was NOT aware that Bi Bi Bi was a break up song.

I thought it was just a fun banger to come out as bisexual