I Fear… I Fear This Is Me

CRUNCHY

Greek!!!

I re-start Greek shcool tmmr im low key so excited,bc I plan on doing the test for that in yr12, for context I was born in Greece but moved to Australia at a young age and live in Australia, but I would love Greek friends ngl- (note I can’t write for shit but I can speak and read), :p also have Greek dancing in March so that will be exciting!!

should I make Greek posts?? It will be abt my fave Greek songs and stuff If anything

Tiredness

Lets play the fun game of "Why The Fuck Am I tired!"

Is it

a)Low Iron

b) Heat

c) Recovering from period

d) School started again

but like seriously it cant be iron, i don't want to tell my teachers at the beginning of the term about how i will start no responding and barely be awake all bc of the iron, Hate low iron :p

collection

My older sister got my the box, I have a couple, I KEEP ON GETTING DOUBLES AND TRIPPLES, but yeah :3 collecting is so fun

100 posts!

confirmed yapper by the tumblr gods

ILY C.B. THE RED CABOOSE<333

my dyslexic ass frfr

hehehe

cyclone timeeeee

Where I liven there will be a cyclone that will literally hit right into the city at a catorgy 2, so yk we vibe, shcool has been shut for two days to yippie!!

give books recssss for me to readdd

thinking about the theory that all the characters/trains in stex are based off of people control actually knows in real life and they sort of insert themself as rusty in their dream.

pearl is obviously a girl they have a crush on. maybe shes a new neighbour , a new kid at school. maybe if we’re getting sentimental she wears a pearl necklace which gave control the idea of naming her pearl.

greaseball could be controls older sister , maybe shes a little mean to him sometimes , as siblings often are , maybe thats how she manifests as a big bully in their dream.

dinah is controls older sisters girlfriend , she probably thinks hes cute and tells controls older sister to lay off of them and stop being so mean. control probably thinks that dinah is too good for greaseball since shes so nice to them.

the other coaches could be their sister’s girlfriends friends maybe? they come round sometimes to hang out and are often pretty nice to control as well. i like to think their personalities manifest as their own type of train , like yes the irl dinah gives them snacks sometimes so shes a dining car , irl tassita is always telling irl greaseball to shush so hes a quiet coach , the irl belle is always having sleepovers so shes a sleeping car. etc. etc.

electra could be a new kid at school , a bully perhaps , the comps are their little posse. irl killerwatt could be a kid who gets in a lot of fights , irl wrench is someone who is always hanging around the medical bay , irl joule is a misbehaving child who maybe set something on fire once (dynamite truck) , god knows why irl volta is a freezer truck.

the irl freight are just the class clowns. a bit annoying to control but they’re still his friends.

momma obviously represents his mum.

the engines are maybe a couple more bullies , maybe theyre in the year above , control doesnt like them very much. they hang around with their older sister and are always teasing him.

thats just my thoughts on it. i think its a cool theory is all.

I have the Malachy Dragon Jellycat, and her name is Gertrude, inspired (stolen) by the fact I had just finished form a production of Seussical! and instead of me doing my assigment I have sat down and tunred her into a picrew!!

(Gertrude the stuffed animal)

And Gertrude the picrew!!! I lowkey love how she turned out !! :DDDD