Had An Idea In My Head But It Didn't Turn Out So Good On Digital. I'm Also Sleepy So That's Probably

so sorry for not being as active but working on that little present is tiring work. here’s a little doodle for the moment.

bored, did out of boredom.

Nothing here to see or think

I understood biology, psychology, and even some minor ideas in physics correctly. Yet why is it that I just can't understand love itself. Not as a feeling but as a tool. Love is on the same level as hate in the ways it can consume a person to do some of the most deranged and odd things in the world. But why? Why is it that we let it have this kind of power? Why do we want this feeling if it can make us do all those odd things? Drugs make us do similar things yet people we don't go out of our way to get hardcore drugs all the time. Because we know of the addiction and problems it can bring. Yet we let love do it hundreds of millions of times over and we don't bat an eye. It doesn't even really appear to be necessary for life. Just a series of chemical interactions in the brain that cause us to act and think differently. But if love is just that, another series of interactions. Why is it so powerful? Love itself is like a weapon, With the power to create and destroy all in it's path. I might never understand why it even exists, even after looking at so many examples and experiments. But I will understand one thing. Greed can create a disaster, Apathy can create monsters, Love is the one true emotion that can make a human ,human. For without it a human can only live, but not enjoy life.

Got extremely bored. So I drew a cat to keep myself busy.

Got bored again, i kinda like the way this turned out.

the minimal soft color look makes it seem calm.

I also don't remember when I took this but boy is it pretty. Strange to think that some poor hobo is getting shredded by a stolen military jet somewhere in that fog.

A thought from the Preminitient Tonal Engineer

A private journal is often used to write down and remember one's most intimate and private thoughts. A cipher is used to hide those thoughts even further by concealing them behind a communication system that only a privileged few know about. A blog or social media account is used to show the world who or what you are while wrapping it in lies or deceit to deceive the world on who you really are.

wanted to go for a more modern look.

Gonna keep on trying till I think I'm good enough. ... Which will be never.

I'm thinking I'll upload a colored version of this tomorrow. I think it deserves it.